1 year Emperor complete custom

I didnt listen to the custom until now because i got into a new job and didnt want any recon.

I did my first loop of the custom yesterday + a loop of paragon, dodnt feel anythinf at first.

But today the recon is so bad, feeling down, extremley negative self talk, feeling like i will never make it.

Even skipped my workout today which i never do even if im sick, also called sick at work.

I feel very anxious.

Everything feels pointless.

You have probably a very dense custom.
Emperor - long ass script
EHOM - even more long ass script
PCC - third core

Yeah its very dense, i also never ran any of those titles alone.

This is why i kept the mldules minimal and only result enhancers, probably wont make any diffrence tho

Im starting to feel like the recon is slowly fading.

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Yesterday i made a deal with my mom (wont go into details) and convinced my brother to watch a tv show with me that he didnt want to watch.

Seems like hom/pcc results.

What show?

Not really a show but a stand up by ricky gervais

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