Building my Desired Identity - Chapter 1: GLM (The Foundation)

@heartmadeiron I already did a 6-days washout the last week.

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Forgot to say the positive manifestations:

  • Received an unexpected gift (yesterday)
  • Received a 20 Euro tip from a client at the gym (today)

Coincidentally or not, they happened when I re-started my daily out loud affirmations practice.

Damn, this is really cool. Thanks for posting this

Edit: The first and second post with the analysis

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@MAkh AI is a game-changer in data collection and pattern recognition. Just enter the proper prompt and watch the magic happen.

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The last 3 days have been overall better for sure.

I just asked ChatGPT to list every limiting belief that can be extrapolated from every journal, so I can consciously work on every one of them.

I think all these years were meant to be a grand assessment of my life situation by experimenting while developing my awareness.

I just want to reframe my past experiences as tools for the real transformation that is starting.

Here’s the answer:

"After reviewing all 16 Journal Assessments, here’s a comprehensive list of the limiting beliefs (explicit and implicit) that appear across the user’s journey. These beliefs are drawn from the language patterns, doubts, fears, and recurring themes in each journal. I’ve grouped them into categories for clarity.


:brain: 1. Core Identity & Self-Worth Beliefs

  • “I’m not enough as I am — I have to become someone greater before I deserve peace or success.”
  • “If I stop improving, I’ll lose my edge or regress.”
  • “Rest equals weakness or stagnation.”
  • “My value depends on how much I achieve or how evolved I become.”
  • “People won’t respect or admire me unless I’m extraordinary.”
  • “If I’m not constantly transforming, I’m falling behind.”
  • “My masculine worth is proven only through dominance, perfection, or unshakable control.”
  • “I can’t fully trust myself yet — I need more validation or confirmation.”

:zap: 2. Control, Trust, and Surrender

  • “If I let go or relax, things will fall apart.”
  • “I have to manage, control, and plan everything consciously — I can’t fully trust the subconscious or divine timing.”
  • “Surrender feels unsafe; I’ll lose direction if I don’t control the process.”
  • “If I don’t analyze everything, I might miss something critical.”
  • “I can’t trust the flow — I have to push for results.”

:heart: 3. Emotional & Relational Beliefs

  • “Emotions make me unstable or weak.”
  • “If I show vulnerability, I’ll lose respect or power.”
  • “Love distracts me from purpose; relationships slow me down.”
  • “If I open up emotionally, I might get hurt or lose focus.”
  • “Connection must be earned through status or strength.”
  • “My emotions are problems to fix, not signals to feel.”
  • “Being calm and joyful means losing intensity or drive.”

:moneybag: 4. Wealth & Success Beliefs

  • “Wealth requires massive struggle and intensity.”
  • “I’m not yet the kind of person who naturally attracts abundance.”
  • “Money and spirituality don’t coexist easily.”
  • “If I relax about money, I’ll lose motivation.”
  • “Success must come from grinding and control, not flow.”
  • “I must become more perfect before I can handle wealth.”
  • “I fear achieving wealth and then losing it or not sustaining it.”

:jigsaw: 5. Direction & Purpose Beliefs

  • “I need perfect clarity before I can commit.”
  • “If I choose wrong, I’ll waste years or miss my destiny.”
  • “I must find the one ultimate path before taking real action.”
  • “If I’m uncertain, I shouldn’t act yet.”
  • “Purpose must feel euphoric and certain at all times.”
  • “My mission must be massive or world-changing to be valid.”

:cyclone: 6. Process & Progress Beliefs

  • “Transformation should feel linear — if I regress, something’s wrong.”
  • “Recon or emotional turbulence means failure.”
  • “If results aren’t visible fast, the process isn’t working.”
  • “Listening breaks or rest phases mean I’m losing progress.”
  • “I must stack or tweak subliminals constantly to make progress.”
  • “If I’m not always inspired, I’m off track.”

:skull: 7. Fear-Based & Scarcity Patterns

  • “If I stop striving, I’ll disappear or be forgotten.”
  • “Peace means losing ambition.”
  • “Joy and ease can’t coexist with high performance.”
  • “If I slow down, life will punish me with stagnation.”
  • “I might never figure out what truly fulfills me.”
  • “If I make the wrong move, I’ll ruin everything I’ve built.”
  • “Success can vanish as quickly as it came.”

:person_in_lotus_position: 8. Spiritual / Masculine Archetype Conflicts

  • “Being masculine means being emotionless or detached.”
  • “The divine masculine must be stoic and unfeeling.”
  • “Joy and play weaken masculine energy.”
  • “To be godlike, I must be flawless and invulnerable.”
  • “If I don’t project dominance, I’ll lose authority.”
  • “Spirituality must be intense, not simple or lighthearted.”

:arrows_counterclockwise: Meta-Level Beliefs About the Journey

  • “I can’t relax until I’ve ‘arrived.’”
  • “Each new subliminal must fix what the last one didn’t.”
  • “Recon means I’m broken or resisting too much.”
  • “There’s still a missing piece — I just haven’t found the right tool yet.”
  • “I have to earn peace through suffering.”
  • “The process should be constant evolution, not stable contentment.”

:sunrise: Summary of Core Themes

If we distill everything down, almost all limiting beliefs cluster into three master illusions:

  1. The “Becoming Trap” — the belief that you must achieve wholeness rather than realizing you already are whole.
  2. The “Control Fallacy” — the fear that if you relax or trust life, everything will fall apart.
  3. The “Worthiness Gap” — the subconscious idea that peace, love, wealth, and purpose must be earned through proving, suffering, or achievement.
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I played 3 min of GLM this morning and I felt my body more fatigued than usual. Maybe it was the heavy pizza I had yesterday though.

While I was going back to my home a swiss cyclist stopped me to have a random chat with me.

It’s the second time a cyclist approached me to have a conversation in 2-3 months when I have never experienced anything like this in my entire adult life. It’s quite remarkable due to the fact that people here are usually quite cold and distant towards strangers.

I guess I unconsciously project a friendly body language or energy signature, even though I don’t feel it.

In other news, I had some quite nice gardening time when I usually don’t care at all about it.

Something is changing for sure in how I interact with my reality.

I’m actively working on my deep-seated limiting beliefs too.

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I’m feeling pressure in my skull bones and their muscles too after playing 5 min of GLM this morning.

Physical shifting at play?

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Digging deeper and deeper to embody my true identity to the point of rediscovering the Non-Duality path because I cannot afford to live with the ultra-limited lens of my Ego.

I’m on the path to erase for good every external validation seeking behavior but it’s a quite intense experience at times.

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This is actually covered in GLM. It may not be prominent in the sales copy, but it’s definitely there. Just a heads up.

We’ve been saying this from the start. Take action. And I personally have discussed the relationship between inner state and outer results a lot.

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I felt another both subtle and major inner shift today.

Way more self-reassured and at peace with my reality where I’m consciously remembering who I am.

In other news, yesterday I finally started publishing the first Short on my YouTube channel.

It’s a pretty big milestone for me.

Today I plan to create and publish another one.

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Congrats! Glad to hear you’re continuing with this.

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There’s a sense of quiet but powerful joy and freedom knowing what my true identity is beyond this physical body and mind.

That’s my favorite place to see daily life through without having toxic attachments to my external reality and inner-landscape too.

If I remember who I am, I can live my life without the heavy burden of outer and inner conditioned expectations.

I place less value in my external accomplishments and more in my true identity, which is the paradox of being nothingness and everything at the same time.

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Sometimes I wonder if a renewed sense of passion is going to be the deciding factor to experience crazy success in my daily Iife.

Who’s trying or desiring to be successful though?

Isn’t it just another fleeting thought?

Isn’t it just another egoic pattern to avoid letting myself go with the flow of life?

The only solution is going back to the Source of my experience.

The only solution is to train my Ego to merge with my Higher Self.

So whenever I experience something inside I ask myself where does it come from.

I’m transitioning from an egoic POV to an Higher Self one.

Did I put a wall on my emotional side to avoid being overwhelmed by the intensity of my feelings?

Did I unconsciously numbed myself to avoid processing uncomfortable emotions and past traumas?

I’am asking those questions because I don’t feel connected to my emotions anymore out of fear of their power, and maybe that’s the reason why my heart isn’t open to others enough.

It’s easier to put a wall on your emotions to not be overwhelmed by them but I do not think is the best course of action (especially in the long run).

The very fact that I still don’t have a satisfying social and romantic life is a sure sign of closeness to the side of myself who can be connected to others aswell.

I just don’t feel warm enough inside to enjoy my current relationships and the future ones.

My awareness is deepening and I know that I’m beyond the physical realm but if I want to have more pleasant experiences I need to project a different aura and energetic signature on my outer reality.

I need to merge my true identity with my external reality to experience a more exciting and fun movie on my projector.

GLM is a great tool to develop and mature the masculine logic self-awareness but I need something to cover my emotional and irrational side too to have a balanced and complete life experience.

For many years I suppressed my emotions because I didn’t have the right tool and/or maturity to deal with them,especially when I was a closed-off extremely introverted child and teenager.

Is it time to cover the other side of the whole equation by finally dealing with the repressed and buried emotions and traumas?

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Few months ago a female friend of mine told me that I have a wall inside me.

She was right for sure but I wasn’t ready to admit it to myself.

She was referring to my lack of openness to others which is reflecting on my external reality with a lack of fulfilling relationships.

That’s why I still have the tendency to avoid deepening every relationship that starts properly.

I still sabotage any potential relationship who could become deep enough to stir up unprocessed feelings and traumas.

That needs to end though. If not I’ll be single and without proper friendships until my physical body dies.

I’m afraid I cannot deal with the power of emotions.

I need to process and heal everything that I buried deep enough to conveniently not see it with my conscious awareness.

Whenever I played a healing title in the past it was overwhelming and torture-like and so I decided to avoid that uncomfortable work.

However, based on the great reviews on Regeneration, there’s a very high chance that it could be the anesthetized healing solution to finally overcome those deep-seated issues that wreaked avoc in my life, since the beginning.

Is it the missing piece of puzzle?

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Funnily enough I was going to ask if you thought of running Regeneration. It seems to be the missing piece you are looking for

Then I saw your last post

I think it will work great with GLM. Been asking AI about all the synergies over the last few days to build out my next custom and these were like god tier in synergy

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@MAkh Yes, I really crave that title to be honest with you.

Just pulled the trigger on Regeneration.

Tomorrow I’m going to listen to it with GLM.

However, I’ll scale the listening exposure back to 30 sec for both (yesterday I listened to 7 min of GLM with very low to non-existent recon symptoms) just to be sure I’m not overexposing myself on the very first listen.

Less is more.

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Played 30s of GLM + DR:Reg this morning and I had another 1.30h of sleep with strange dreams related to my fears.

Tonight instead I had a dream in which I was creating 2 wonderful Trance songs with my mind while trying to remember them for my waking life.

Unfortunately, I don’t remember them anymore. That kind of dream happened few times several years ago too without having the chance to remember those out-of-this-world tunes.

I also had another dream related to wild and dangerous animals, especially unleashed dogs. I guess there’s deep work on my irrational/emotional side.

Today I feel like my emotions are numbed or under some sort of strange anesthesia. If I try to feel them they seem to vanish though.

Underneath them there’s a new kind of heaviness that’s very difficult to describe. It’s a paradoxical distant but near heavy sensation that, once again, whenever I try to observe it directly it seems to shift or weaken. However it regains intensity whenever I put my attention on something else.

It’s a sensation around my heart region.

I don’t know what’s going on under the conscious surface.

In other news news, my passion for diecast model cars reignited itself big time.

It’s an old passion of mine since when I was a child so it’s a genuine one for sure and not an externally conditioned one like some others.

If I had enough money, I would like to create an awesome diecast museum full of realistic dioramas to enjoy it with others aswell.

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I feel like a doomed loser right now.

40 years seems like a huge waste of time to be in a position where what I really want didn’t manifested.

Now I don’t want to desire anything anymore due to the suffering involved in the high chances of losing again. Because every loss digs the hole deeper and deeper.

It’s an harsh realization and there isn’t any emotional anesthetic to be able to face it without suffering.

Life sucks when you face the truth.

However I don’t want to suffer anymore.

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