Main Disc. Thread - HERO: The Light that Blinds (Now Available! Q Modules For Customs Now Available!)

Try Sanguine the elixir + Water then thank me later.

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Sanguine the Elixir, not Regeneration?

Second loop after a days break of hero earth.

Experienced a vivid dream involving sexual interaction and emotional vulnerability.

Notable elements:

Female presence entered bed willingly.

Initial feelings of shyness and vulnerability around being exposed.

Felt relieved and confident once arousal was confirmed.

After intimacy, the woman in the dream questioned past sexual partners.

Upon answering “only two,” as i never wanted to tell her the truth she became upset, and the dream ended abruptly

Woke up feeling tired, like post-deep emotional or energetic work.

Noticed a low-level simmering anger, not directed at anyone, but present as internal heat.

Emotional state: Slight irritability, desire for solitude, introspective mood.

Post was modified to keep to the point.

At the airport dont want to tslk to anyone just staring at people walking past.Thoughts seemed to be directed inside rather the in the outer world.

@SaintSovereign i never experienced the above with hero origins.

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That’s low level recon, dude.

That’s heavy processing.

Think of decreasing the exposure, mate.

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Yeah will drop to 6 mins brother…thanks for chiming in.

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Starting the hero journey with y’all, beginning with water as I was very intuitively pulled in that direction.

As I’ve gotten older (coming up on 30), ive realized a lot of my large mistakes and regrets have came from a lack of ability to control my emotions. That’s led to damaging important relationships, stress and anxiety that bleed in to multiple areas of my life, having my growth and risk taking stunted by fear.

I feel that this is a major constraint, that if addressed will have huge pay offs both personally and professionally.

Some specific goals I have for running this are becoming less reactive (especially in my relationship) as my reactivity has caused major fights, and this effects the relationship, but also my professional life as that emotional state can bleed into my work.

Being less impulsive, stopping to think about why I am making a decision before jumping in. Especially around quick hit/dopamine purchases as my primary goal is to build capitol to create cash flow.

Learning to better understand what my emotions are telling me. While I have been in a better emotional state as of the last few months since starting my new position, I feel I have somewhat entered “neutrality”, and I want to scale past this into more positive states consistently.

Calming the mind, and gaining clarity over myself/my purpose. This is the ultimate goal of running Hero, and I choose to start with water, as emotional states from my understanding are one of the biggest culprits of generating repetive thought patterns that limit awareness, and if you can release the emotions, the mind quiets.

Professionally, I’d like to learn to read and understand the emotional states of others better. I’ve always felt I perceive things more logically/through the mind, and beginning to understand emotions feels like there is a whole new layer of the world to explore.

Being at the cause- not the effect. Becoming more grounded in my own validation, and less “outcome dependent”. Less dependent on prospects approval/rejection, as well as personally and professional approval as I’ve found this to be another blockage in my life.

I believe this is the first time I’ve expierienced the whole “pre-sults” thing, as ive been actively focused on addressing these areas prior to the drop; and especially after reading the copy. Did my first 5 minute loop yesterday.

Biggest insight so far Ive had, is that the emotions don’t just go away, and you will always be tested on a daily basis, but it is under your control to let them flow and how you react. There were a couple random occurrences that seemed to manifest, like locking my keys in my car, that still brought a feeling of anger, but I felt more restraint on how I choose to express that.

Another event came up with my girlfriend that I think would have led right to an argument if I didn’t restrain, but taking the time to sit with the emotion, let it be there, and then calmly addressing what it was that it was bugging me, which ended up being something that I just misunderstood.

Very excited to continue working through this stage, it feels like the exact area I need to address at the right stage of life.

Few smaller results that could have came from my executive/LoS custom, but I believe Water cleared blockages around-

-Implement windown routine (cut out tv/electronics at 8:30)- shows less need to chase cheap dopamine

  • Slept like a baby, after a very tough week of strange dreams and bad sleep (only running my executive custom and coming off 5 day washout, tells me the dreams were less sub induced and more feeling based)

  • Dealing with work/challenges in a more proactive and indifferent state.

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@SaintSovereign Will stacking stage 2 and 3 with Art of War too much répétition or would it add an unique edge?

Reading st2 and 3 I feel I get the same benefits as Emperor The Art of War :thinking:

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I’d be curious to know the unqiue differences here.
The pathways are dissimilar but I do see a lot of overlap with Hero Stages and other subs objectives.

My sense is the inner transformation on Hero will be much more specific and strong to a particular craft.

Like water and air would add continued mastery in your emotions and mind in trading as your craft, where AOW would simply support with strategy and success overall.

@GoldenTiger what’s been your results with Water stage so far?

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I’m thinking of doing stage 1-2 and 3 next cycle. I’ll see this weekend what I do.

It’s hard also to say also to talk about my results with the water stage. I can give a couple of insight.

  • I’m definitly listening more to myself. More self-caring, listening to my emotionnal needs.
  • Sometime I realise I need rest
  • Overall calmer

It’s a wierd experience to describe. And also this week I’ve been particulary tired, just no rest from the wedding planning and honeymoon planning.

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I’ve noticed no recon at all on Earth. Quite the opposite actually, I’ve been feeling extremely grounded and emotionally stable. Potential annoyances just flow around me, like waves around a rock, I notice them but they don’t affect me. It’s really quite something.

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Awesome , it’s sounds like its a very self caring rejuvanating stage.
Your and Niles description has me more and more interested in that.

You’re getting married? Congrats!

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The grounded part, yes. Feeling like im in my body more, definitely grounded emotionally, funny though, thoughts come up and I shrug it off thinking Water will get it Hahaha

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okay hear me out, what if I stack Water with Genesis: Art of Joy and Happiness and read Feeling Is The Secret by Neville Goddard everyday for 1 year??

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Have you noticed any manifestation of the Dreamwork module yet?

Dreamwork (A version of this feature is also included in Stage 3: Air)

Here you learn to treat dreams not as illusions, but as messages — symbols drawn from the deep well of the subconscious, speaking in metaphor and emotion. With reverence and curiosity, you begin to track patterns, decode symbols, and listen for the quiet truths offered in the dark. Night becomes a space for healing, rehearsal, and remembrance. In daily life, this helps you access inner guidance, integrate hidden parts of self, and sharpen your intuition. Professionally, it unlocks creative insight, deepens emotional intelligence, and supports decision-making from a place of depth. You no longer sleep to escape — you sleep to explore. The dream is not a distraction.

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I am still listening to Earth and AEON 1, ROUGHLY 2 weeks now but it feels like I have been listening a lot longer…

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Ive noticed my dreams have been intensified for sure lol. That said, they are pretty all over the place and im not quite to the point of being able to interpret :joy:.

Come to think of it, I should probally read some reference material to have more of a map of understanding dreams. Have you read any of Jung’s work?

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I have, although it was a long time ago.

You’ve probably noticed I tend to like challenging commonly held theories or beliefs on things. In alignment with the fact, although I know the direction you’re coming from in asking that, I’m not a big Jung fan (although he has more value than Freud). I dig his work on synchronicity, and his alchemical studies even though he had NFI in that area. Love that he had all those conversations with Pauli.

But I’ve had to start blazing my own trail in the region of dreams, especially since the anti-recon module being released started tickling that for me. I’m sure Jung’s work has some value for some people, but everyone is going to find a way that works best for them. Me personally, I’ve started down the trail of seeing regular dreams as being created out of the memories/sensory impressions and thoughts of the prior days, but not in the sense of “mere” anything, rather that the symbols you see and their personal significance are often linked and tied together in complex webs of interconnectivity, and no one dream symbol exists on its own without reference to the other things. I haven’t come to a firm conclusion yet about everything in the dream plane, but I’m looking closely at it and trying to make sense of it in the most practical context.

23 minutes later, edit to add: obligatory reference to (T)RoD & and the above. If you consider that everything internal to the dream also exists out there in externalisation of internal symbol as an energy form, you could look at the astrology of the moment of your dreams unfolding for instance as reflecting cosmic cycles or stories of archetypal forces, which TROD/Dreamweaver can assist in Gateing.

OOPS did i just reveal a super secret meditation technique from laughing buddha himalayan mountain teachers from mount kailiash? Or did I just pull it out of my kailash?

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Alright, I’m officially in washout!

I’m jumping on Hero in depth as I’ll be running St2-3 and 4 starting next cycle.

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Weirdly enough, I skipped last listening day and listened today because I felt like I needed it. I think I only need to listen when my mind/body says so.

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Hero: The Light that Blinds
Stage 1: Earth

New Journal Here

Microloops are :hot_pepper: . I can figure out the mechanisms with greater awareness with less input in my mind. Immediately before the 3 minute microloop ended, I felt heavier than usual, and thought … well I’m heavy. Literally grounded. AHA :bulb: . I’ve experienced these sensations as fleeting experiences on other stacks, and now I have definitions that can be further quantified and measured.

That heavy, weighty feeling is:

Psychosomatic (mind-body connected) in nature. The phrase I used is “literally grounded.” So I think the term I’ll call this sensation in my subliminal logs going forward. “Psychosomatic Grounding.” Perhaps psychosomatic sensation fluctuation and measure this on cycles. It seems to be an important mechanism. I don’t know why yet. I have to study the interconnectivity to how Earth expresses later in the cycle and in relation to my craftsmanship and skill enhancement.

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