I finally managed to finish reading the books:
“Meeting the Shadow: The Hidden Power of the Dark Side of Human Nature”
And
“The Dark Side of the Light Chasers”
The first one I had already started reading many times but had never finished until then. Both appeared after starting Total Breakdown
I only ran a few loops of the previous version, but until then the main difference I’m feeling from the new one is how calm, unperturbed I am
In the previous version, I could hear my inner demons screaming, my fears being tested, anxiety, a lot of anxiety and anger
Now I still continue to hear them but it doesn’t make any difference. I am completely unfazed but completely clear on where I need to improve
Besides Khan, I’m going to take a break from other seduction titles for now
Wanted Black was the most incredible and crazy experience of all but now I’m not able to deal with so many stalkers, off course I’m not blaming the sub for my behavior, I just noticed that I still have a lot of growing to do before returning to WB and I want to avoid attract a lot of attention for a period of time so I can focus on other things
So I’m removing Wb and adding N’Rich again along with HOM and Khan