William’s Winning Wayfare

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#1454

DRR3 15m HeO 15m

I ended up taking a 4 day washout after that.

DRR3 has been showing me how easily annoyed I was.
DRR2 feels a bit more external than DRR3.
DRR2 is deep in about inner power and how I use it, DRR3 feels personal.

Update 1:

No intrusive recon.
At this point I’m confident that I can just continue 15m of DRR3 without needing to worry about recon.
Who would have thought accidentally listening to 15m of DRR3 instead of HeO would actually help me realize this.

There’s that subtle “annoyance” recon, but it doesn’t affect my performance at all.
I get the same amount whether I run 20s or 15m. There’s no reason not to use more.
Maybe it was just a burst of recon from when I first started the sub.
It’s getting lower and lower each day.

Anyway, I’d take this over any subtle lethargy recon like the one i got from LBFH & DRR2 back then.

As for the results, I’m gonna be honest, I don’t care about DRR3.
I’m sure it’s boosting things in my life, just like how DRR1 did. I’ll just trust the sub to do its own thing.

As long as HeO is working well, I’m happy. The sub is an all in one package for most of my needs.

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#1455

This is a good point.

Not all reconciliation is directly a result of the stimulus of the subliminal.

Some is about the topography and landscape of our minds and our lives.

When you’re 18 years old you can have muscle growth reconciliation after a gym workout. But when you’re 18 years old, you’ll also have growth reconciliation just because of your body’s inherent growth processes.

I think in my journey with subliminals so far, my LIFE reconciliation has tended to trump the SUBLIMINAL reconciliation.

Also, it’s interesting. You’re in Dragon Reborn Red stage 3 right now, and I’m simultaneously in Dragon Reborn Gold stage 3. Parallel journeys.

I was just noting that I did not have many observations to offer about stage 3. Not because nothing’s happening, but more because I don’t understand much of what’s happening.

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#1458

My intuition for what i was going to manifest was proven right again.

HeO is insane.
Something in it either got unlocked after more than a year or maybe DRR had a play in this.

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#1459

DRR3 cleared something i wasn’t fully aware was blocking me.
As i expected, DRR3 is about “processing” that leads to “detachment”.

This is ambitious, but I have my doubts cleared.

If I continue the path that I’m walking now, I’ll need around 5 years to achieve my goals at most.

It’s not the fastest, it’s not the most profitable, it’s not the most glorious, but I know this is the road that I’ve been wanting to put everything into. Thanks HeO for that.

I already have every other necessities fulfilled anyway, I’ve built a robust safety net too for the years to come.

I believe HeO alone + a booster sub like DRR/LE are enough.
Then I’ll move on to HLB alone next year. It will also be more than enough.
I can take care of the other aspects of life by myself.

Now it’s just a matter of sticking to the plan.

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#1460

What was the productivity from le like? Im really trying to do self learning coding buts its very hard and on top of that have to do uni assignments lol and hows the productivity with hero like?

#1465

Is that confirmed? I thought they were gonna add some things they may have learned from hero tlb

#1475

It’s like your symbolically deleting the version of you you’ve outgrown. I like it.

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#1484

I’m getting so much benefits from DRR3.

I’ll take a break from HeO next cycle and use 30m of DRR3 instead.

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#1485

On one listening day?

I think you’re one of a select few that can pull this off and still profit.

Looking forward to your entries.

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#1486

Yeah, on one.

I think my intuition is telling me to take a quick break from HeO, but I don’t really want to swap to other subs.

Plus DRR3 has been immensely useful with negligible recon.
I’m curious what will happen if i take it even further.

Worse case scenario, i’ll just take another washout.

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#1491

You’re using masked usually, aren’t you?
Once you have a baseline for 2 full loops, I’d be interested in your results from 1 full masked loops and one in ultrasonic.
I tried it once with 2min of RoS, but since I don’t feel the subs so immediately, I can’t find a proper distinction.

#1492

I’ll give it a try one day

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#1494

I wasn’t even aware that that might have been WB’s work until a few hours after.
Well, it was 7s. Some of the effects are bound to be subtle.

Update 1:

I’m sure WB is working because there is one thing that always happens when I use it:
I get called -various banned forum words- whenever I use it.
Jokingly, of course, not maliciously.

But it seems like a way for the harem scripting to maintain the harmony, even when I “jump around”.
They say it to my face as if they acknowledge & accept this part of me that’s enhanced by WB’s influence.

I forgot whether I wrote this in PM or this journal back then. This might be the first time I said it here.

Update 2:

DRR3 made me less negative.
I just realized it now.

Update 3:

I’m starting to understand where WB’s “loss” recon came from.

With only 7s, and i’ve been increasingly noticing this even before, it already makes me “less interested” (not the best description, but it’s close enough) in others on a deeper level.

I get less impulses to strike first, but more free to do so if i want to.
Less impulses to prolong, yet easier if i see fit.
Etc.

If it’s already this noticeable even with <=7s, then no fucking wonder i’d feel as if a part of me was violently ripped away when i used 15m.

Details of the recon back then.

It was so strong that i dreamed about me/others dying almost every day for months, the sadness & disassociation was worse than actually having someone i know pass away.

Taking it this slowly is the right move.
I’m actually enjoying WB to its fullest now with this little exposure.

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#1495

Nothing more than negligible recon from DRR3.
It’s even lesser than when i ran it for 15m.
I expected it to ramp up, but it seems most of the recon has been solved, making it smooth even with 30m now.

Not as smooth as DRR1, but far from being as problematic as DRR2.
If nothing goes wrong this cycle, I should be able to go straight to DRR4 next.
But I won’t, i want to drill DRR3 in longer beforehand. I have nothing to rush.

I’ll also not take any month long break from DRR.
Unlike HeO where I need clarity to better understand what to fix and improve, and how to approach them, DRR is just a booster. I can be confident that it is boosting something even if i lose clarity about what it’s doing.

DRR3 30m WB 8s.

I’m feeling the push to take an extra rest day like usual, but I want to see how running 30m of DRR3 in a normal interval will affect me first.

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#1498

Did you ever try OG Wanted?
Or did you directly start with WB?
Saint mentioned a couple of times that it’s better to build a solid base with OG Wanted before running WB and that many struggle with WB because they jump in unprepared.
I remembered this when recently a new member started his SC journey with WB and senior user congratulated him to that choice. facepalm

Maybe OG would help mitigate recon and give better effects as a whole.

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#1505

Did you try it?
Or are you gonna run it another cycle?

#1506

Yep, I have to finish this cycle first before that.

15m masked, 15m ultrasonic.

Or I can do that tomorrow actually. The result of the experiment is already clear anyway.

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#1511

what’s your current schedule? 1 day on, 1 off, washout every 15(?) days?

#1512

yes, once every other day unless my intuition tells me to take extra rest days.
washout after 9-13 days.

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#1513

So results from DRR3 are still strong?
No intention to moving to stage 4 anytime soon (like this year)?