Yeah! So, I’ve spent winder pretty much in “solitude and growth”, I’ve ran two Terminus custom, a few loops a week. I’ve ran a cycle of dragon reborn (1 month each, stage 1-4, 2 loops per day). I’ve had a bad winter depression, lots and lots of suicidal thoughts, to the point where I can’t think even 1 minutes without imagining myself jumping off my balcony. Decided to jump on antidepressant instead. It helped me numb the pain and made life more normal. Advanced my master’s degree this winter.
I’ve noticed with subliminal that I’ve had a lot of growth, especially in my conviction on life, and how I care about what other people think of me. I am more certain of myself, especially since starting my new custom.
Here is my new summer subliminal : I plan on running this core as part of the summer, I think the three of them can balance out their own weakness. Khan will balance out Stark’s feminine nature, Stark will balance out Khan’s chilling attitude, which were mainly the two things that bothered me. Medici will bring more “business” side as far as money goes.
Khan St4 Q Core
Emperor The House of Medici Q Core
Stark Q Core
Temptation
Long-Range Seduction
Panther
Sexual manifestation
Marketweaver
Sultan
Secrets of Akasha - Wealth
Secret Source
Financial Success Reality Shifter
Mystery
Unrelenting Wealth Motivation and Energy
Carpe Diem Ascended
Productivity Unleashed
Health Codex
Deep Sleep
Furious Ascent
Virtue Serie - Temperance
Basically I’ve switched out SS for Stark and LionIV for Furious Ascent. For now, I have more self confidence with this Qv2 build, strong belief in myself (maybe furious ascent starting to expand my comfort zone :O). My nutrition is more solid, while I was running some older custom with no Health Codex and lots of reconciliation from Dragon Rebord St4, I was eating like crap… So, my nutrition is crazy good right now, and it happened really fast! I am pretty sure Qv2 is the cause for that. My libido is starting to shoot up also, I think it is great, I’ll re-install tinder at the end of my session, prepare to go out of my comfort zone again!
Also, I am moving to Montreal in July, and this will push me a lot out of my comfort zone, since I’ll be leaving my hometown for a bigger city! I’m excited as fuck!