this is an update for all of you who took the time to help me since i joined this forum.
the experiment has been working so far and this weekend i had the most “normal” social weekend i can remember both with interactions with men and women.
however, im also using a substance that i had known about for years but never used. But for some reason felt compelled to try it this weekend.
Im very anti “supplements/drugs/etc…anything you put in your mouth i avoid” so im not going to mention what it is as i do not want to encourage people to use it before i see what it does to me long term.
again, im extremely against substances naturally. i have never in my life even considered taking any recreational drugs and i refused for years to even consider medication for my OCD until it got so bad during covid that i had no choice. im the type of person who will consider every other option before ever putting something in my mouth and maybe this is a bad mindset but not sure.
i can tell you its 100% legal substance that does NOT require prescription.
i took it for the first time this Sunday and had the most socially normal day i can remember.
so overall im not sure its the extreme sex drive helping or this substance but if i had to guess i would say its 65% the substance and 35% the highly aroused state im in right now after 9 days of masturbating daily but NOT ejaculating.
this weekend i will separate the 2 and see what happens.