Watching IT grow - BDLM journal

It’s like saying, “A full-body workout three times a week is great and all, but I’m only training biceps, so I am going to train biceps twice a day, 7-days a week”

Give your “muscles” some time to rest, recover and grow!

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I understand the concept of processing, and my theory is that the processing needed by the mind for this specific goal is so minimal that it will execute very quickly. I also understand that once the execution is underway, more input is useless and could be detrimental, it’s all about finding the sweet spot to keep execution engaged at its maximum effective rate.

I understand what you mean with your example JAnon but I see it as flawed in the sense that it’s not the same type of muscles being worked out with BDLM: with the usual subliminals the mind is used to work on itself and on the emotions whereas in the case of BDLM the mind is not working out on itself and its deeply complex and multi layered belief/ego/reality structures, it is handing over the workout/execution to the physical body (as opposed to mental and emotional bodies).

I hope I made my understanding of the process clear enough so you understand how I already take into account the processing queue and recon issues that broader impact subliminals can bring compared to this one when I decide for a different usage pattern.

You made me think some more about the input and since this technology is so effective I’m considering one loop every 24h for a week with 2 day break might be a good option instead of every 12h which might be overkill.

I have decided to run with only BDLM for now so that all my ressources go for this goal and to see the true power of this one sub.

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I find your theory sound and your experiment intriguing. It would be very helpful for us if you proceeded as planned. Everyone, if he wants to do this, let him. Of course, @Golden.Heart.Light, you’re free to proceed as you’d like, but we’re throwing our support behind seeing what the title can do JUST through listening.

EDIT: Looking over the whole thread, I’d advise you not to overexpose, however. This title requires a lot of energy (as all subs dealing with physical changes). You should be able to get good results without doing that part.

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Day 4, feeling fine, I’ve been on sick leave since Nov 9th because of a nose surgery (septoplasty), it’s still healing but within a week or two I should be able to breath better than I ever have in my life, I’m bored as fuck, been playing a lot of video games (Valorant), the winters in Norway are dark and cold, very little daylight, gets darker by 2pm, pitch dark at 4pm.

So looking forward to this weekend, getting back to work saturday, I love my job, gives me so much energy and happiness, I cycle around town and see so many different people all over the city, I’m also amused and intrigued at the idea that BDLM might get me a BJ/HJ from a sexy stranger!!

Little update on the main subject, results are unreal, I will not publish numbers just yet, I measured length yesterday and I honestly cannot believe it, I will wait much longer to measure again because my eyes couldn’t actually believe the numbers on the measuring tape and my mind started doubting because physical growth cannot be so quick right?

I feel like a kid that ripped a little corner of the wrapping of a xmas gift but is not ready to believe how amazing the gift is and wants to wait longer to be sure what he saw was real, if it’s real, then I would encourage SubClub to create more physical shifting subs and imagine you could heal internal organs, etc.!! Isn’t this what Paragon can do, is there physical shifting in it?

One concern that popped up in my mind:

I noticed that bigger size means more blood needs to go to the organ to power it up and I noticed my organ wasn’t as hard as it was before and as soon as active stimulation ends it quickly loses power.

I would not like to end up with a big sausage that can’t get hard enough to enter the sacred caves of the earth goddesses.

I believe my body will adapt so I’m not too worried and it’s to be expected that with suck a quick physical growth other parts of the circulatory system will have to adapt as well, as @SaintSovereign mentioned it takes a lot of energy for this growth so it could also be a reason there’s limited power for it right now. And I’m not horny at all I’m just experimenting so it could also be a factor.

One thing I like a lot with it is how much more relaxed I am overall, I feel more grounded.

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I forgot to mention I read somewhere on the forum that it has scripting about feeling more confident/accepting of the eggplant and I can definitely feel it very strongly, after the second day of listening I was already wondering why I am running this sub because I am so completely fine with how my penis is, more than ever before.

This sub has powerful potential for healing in males that have lots of shame around their penis size/shape.

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Yeah, the bigger the overall vascular capacity becomes, the more the body will work to fill that capacity.

It just has to all have time to work in tandem and get caught up.

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Just remebered from my days as a porn addict, that most of these super schlongs always looked a bit wobbly. I always thought its because of ED (very common as a porn actor).
But just imagining the amount of blood necessary to pump something up the size of my forearm. No wonder it’s hard to get hard.

Yesterday was my first day out around humans since starting BDLM.

A few times I literally saw my ideal penis image hovering all around me.

It made me realize my aura is saying ‘I have a very handsome and massive penis and you are welcome to check it out, it will be a good time’.

I got lots of looks from many women, very hungry and curious sexual looks, the shy ones get even more shy when they realize the size of it, it was a lot of fun, it’s amazing how much we are driven by our subconscious and how transparent we really all are.

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It’s been 10 days today since I first listened to BDLM (Friday 24th Nov), the body is still trying to keep up with the growth, and growth there is, measured again today, won’t publish numbers until a few more weeks, because I still can’t believe the numbers, and it has grown since my previous post on day 7 (wrongly assigned to day 4), doubled the gain, but I don’t want to spread wrong information so I’ll wait until the numbers are undeniable.

If growth keeps going at this rate I would reach my max target length in another 10days or so, I’m hoping girth growth can keep up, or that my conscious guidance can intervene in slowing down length growth and accelerating girth growth.

Measuring is also tricky because as I said before, the penis very quickly loses max erection, so I have to be very quick when I do it.

Length growth is unbelievable while erect, girth growth while erect is moving slower than length, no noticeable visual change to it, haven’t measured.

Flaccid girth and length has noticeably increased, as we know flaccid size varies throughout the day but I can tell the bottom line size has increased, so it only gets as small as the biggest size it reached before subliminal use, and bigger than ever before.

I’m glad it seems to be going very fast because I’m really itching to start a different more profound sub to help better my mood for this winter. I was thinking Regeneration and LBFH but I’m curious about stacking Regen with Sanguine Elixir.

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It doesn’t make sense to not say the numbers, so here goes:

Day 7 I measured 15.5cm (6.1")

Day 10 at 16cm (6.3")

I’ll measure the girth and length again next monday.

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So from 15 cm to 16 cm, wou this is impressive.

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I just measured girth.

I couldn’t see changes visually to the length even though it grew so I got very curious and had to check and indeed the girth has also moved to 12.5cm (4.7")!! When looking from the side it’s a little more obvious than from the top, but since length and girth have both increased I visually can’t really tell there’s a difference but the numbers on the tape don’t lie.

I’m shocked at these results and part of me won’t truly believe until I get to17cm in length and 5" in girth.

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It’s very impressive and blows my mind because I had certain expectations with growth time, a different sub provider has a similar product and from the few reviews I found it took people a minimum of 2-3 months to see any results!

So it is time to look for a job in adult industry.

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I did blast myself with the program, felt fatigue due to overexposure and adjusted, I will follow advised patterns now, as it seems that 1 loop everyday is too much, I’ll stick to 2 loops every other day this week.

I threw in 5min of KBst1 on friday and might do this twice a week on listening days.

Another thing to mention is I was not working for the last two weeks so it might have helped the program with all the extra time and energy I could dedicate to it, back at work since saturday, it might slow down progress, might not, we’ll see.

What country are you at btw?

Norway

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Lovely country

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I also have a 16 cm pepe (using the standard butt to tip measurement)

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