Is that what this meditation would be called, dzog chen?
I’ve heard of that a lot, when I was deep in Vipassana meditation, living in china for a little bit, that’s what all the monks there did. But I didn’t dive into it because i was on my own path
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Think it’s spelled like that. But the meditation is open sky so you expand your awareness to your entire visual field and just let the visuals pass through you.
Then you add sound, and body awareness. With sound you listen to all sounds equally without focusing on any specific sound, And let it pass through the silence.
It make you extreme equanimous as you treat all visuals sound and body equally. It’s also more extroverted than most meditations so it’s good for social stuff as well.
Aka talking to girls. It gives so much bliss it’s very interesting. How can expanding your awareness give so much bliss I have no idea.
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WB
i did an introspection and realized that i have a better grasp of timing in conversations.
when to stop
when to stall
when to start
when to speak
when to stay silent
i don’t overthink it, i just know. it’s like an intuition.
This effect only shows up after i used WB, it’s working.
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they all begin with S thats pretty crazy : )
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Dreams
I think i finally understand why i keep getting dreams about death. I know my subconscious is trying to say something to me.
I got dreams about life threatening situations, people i know in the death bed etc.
Then the last dream hit me hard.
This one was different.
Unlike the dreams before, I wasn’t in a fantasy world trying to survive, i wasn’t watching people dying, i wasn’t in a battle desperately defending myself.
I was sitting in a room, with a tv in front.
It was completely a safe space.
There was only “me”
Contemplating about life and death.
…
That was the most terrifying dream i had.
Because I’m usually not afraid of death, i’m generally satisfied with what i have and i don’t mind if everything is gone in a snap. But in that place, i got reconnected with that fear as if i was embodying someone else entirely. All the defenses i built all my life was gone.
There was no crowd, dragons or gun fires to split my attention. There was only me and that raw intense fear staring at each other.
The tv started playing my life, or what i felt like my life. I was confronted with how much sacrifices i did to my body just for my goals.
Then i was shown how every living thing will die and there will be time where i will never feel anything ever again. Unlike how i am when i’m awake, the “me” in the dream could feel the full emotion of the fear of death and losing what i usually take for granted like being able to see, to feel, to do activities etc.
The next one was brutal. I was shown how the people i love will eventually die. Now, I have been through a lot of people dying in my life. I was sad but that was it. In this dream, i was hit with a lot of regret. Pure, raw regret. There was no defenses, just the raw feeling of regret.
Then, the last one. It was the worse.
I suddenly knew that the “me” in the dream was me in the future. Old with a stern face. There, i was asked, was it worth it?
This was where i understood what the dreams were trying to tell me.
I sat there, i did what i strived for, i lived up to my values, i went through life up until that point of time.
But i was all alone.
Old and alone watching a tv in a room.
Was it worth it going through life, without making meaningful connections along the way?
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Smart. Fiancée and I were just discussing what her schedule should be. I’ll recommend this to her!
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LBFH is strong.
I haven’t written a lot about the effects because I’ll just be repeating myself over and over again, and i noticed that i have started to take some of the effects for granted.
The me from a decade ago would be dying to get my hand on a sub this powerful.
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I would love to hear your experience with LBFH
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oh boy how do i start
the manifestation is one of the biggest points.
it’s so strong that I don’t need to look for it, it’s practically rushing into my life.
that’s not an exaggeration.
I know that these manifestations are from LBFH because they are really distinct. If you use it, you know.
I have said this multiple times, but it feels like the universe itself is in love with you and will do anything in its power to support you and LBFH’s goals. It’s like you are being cared for personally by it just like you care for others.
Then the self appreciation, self assuredness etc. they are on a whole other level. Over the 7 cycles i used LBFH, I gradually began to understand them more and more on a level that i didn’t even know was possible. It’s something that you just have to feel and experience yourself.
And the biggest effect it has in me is how it changes my worldview from doing everything for my own sake to doing them not only for me but also for the people i love and care about.
It teaches me the value of fostering healthy attachments to boost my work goals.
those are the big ones. there are other effects like how people are extra kind to you, how socializing becomes much more enjoyable, how self love can change you etc. If it’s on LBFH’s sales page, i have experienced it and more.
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How did it affect you?
my brain was more sluggish yesterday and i couldn’t think as clearly as usual. it was the normal overload symptom but it was not bad enough to knock me down.
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I don’t feel much fluctuations from HeO anymore.
It has integrated well within me.
Do i still need HeO?
I don’t know, but i will follow my plan to use it for at least a year. 9 or 10 more cycles to go.
Even then, i may still continue using it after.
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If LBFH was not free, i would have chosen a productivity sub or even a romance sub. I would have thought that was what was missing from my life, that having more of those will make me more fulfilled.
no.
genuine, deep, caring relations with the people i love and care about are what i lacked. I wasn’t lonely before i used LBFH, but i didn’t know that it could get deeper. LBFH helps me realize that, again and again. it helps me tear down the walls that i have subconsciously been building all my life that stopped me from embracing love.
I feel deeper care and love towards other people, even more than any romantic relationship that i have ever had before. I have said this a million times, but LBFH shows me the value of fostering healthy relations.
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Did you change to the upgraded LBFH? How was it different, if so?
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I did, I don’t feel much change though.
Maybe the manifestation from the original LBFH is already strong enough that the scripts to manifest experiences from NSE don’t make that much of a difference.
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Why twice? I am paying with my debit card and converting only Euro to USD.
Noooooooooo! Let the world know about it 
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After reading saint’s explanation about the difference between LBFH and LB, i’m now sure that LBFH is the right sub for me.
I was thinking about maybe stacking them both together, but that will overcrowd the stack for no reason because I don’t have a problem with self love in the first place. I had a problem with sharing it.
LBFH shows me not only how to share it, it makes me realize how sharing it can help me grow and enjoy my life more.
That’s unless the new version of LB convinces me otherwise.
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Sums me up pretty well, too.
Glad you’re getting value out of my drama-stirring, lol.
Apologies for the drama but I’m getting good info off it as well.
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if you’ve already ran this, can you comment on any effects it’s had on your verbal or in person communication?
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