I wasn’t even aware that that might have been WB’s work until a few hours after.
Well, it was 7s. Some of the effects are bound to be subtle.
Update 1:
I’m sure WB is working because there is one thing that always happens when I use it:
I get called -various banned forum words- whenever I use it.
Jokingly, of course, not maliciously.
But it seems like a way for the harem scripting to maintain the harmony, even when I “jump around”.
They say it to my face as if they acknowledge & accept this part of me that’s enhanced by WB’s influence.
I forgot whether I wrote this in PM or this journal back then. This might be the first time I said it here.
Update 2:
DRR3 made me less negative.
I just realized it now.
Update 3:
I’m starting to understand where WB’s “loss” recon came from.
With only 7s, and i’ve been increasingly noticing this even before, it already makes me “less interested” (not the best description, but it’s close enough) in others on a deeper level.
I get less impulses to strike first, but more free to do so if i want to.
Less impulses to prolong, yet easier if i see fit.
Etc.
If it’s already this noticeable even with <=7s, then no fucking wonder i’d feel as if a part of me was violently ripped away when i used 15m.
Details of the recon back then.
It was so strong that i dreamed about me/others dying almost every day for months, the sadness & disassociation was worse than actually having someone i know pass away.
Taking it this slowly is the right move.
I’m actually enjoying WB to its fullest now with this little exposure.