What if I play a game where the character is using a sword?
Will HeO help with that?
It’s a funny idea, but worth the try for the giggles.
Idk if I have the time to play games though. Well, I’m gonna keep this idea on the back of my head.
What if I play a game where the character is using a sword?
Will HeO help with that?
It’s a funny idea, but worth the try for the giggles.
Idk if I have the time to play games though. Well, I’m gonna keep this idea on the back of my head.
If you want to try a game, I’d recommend**Kingdom Come: Deliverance".
As someone who trained historical swordfighting for a couple of years, I can tell you, it’s the most realistic game I’ve ever played.
True social and executive are coming out soon, that’ll help.
Most likely, a module or two that is mined from true social will get launched as well.
So if you do end up liking the executive, I could see that being the name embed, alongside a module from TS
Tldr: train by moving slowly to realize what you do wrong when you move quickly.
This is the basic of building a good form in bodybuilding. Why didn’t I connect it with sword training? Is it the best approach for martial art? Idk, but it’s worth exploring.
From fencing to dancing this is true. Interestingly they are very closely related.
To even understand I sometimes watched videos on 10% speed and it was still hard.
For getting a feel for the move within your body it’s the same. Go slow, go pro.
There are so many nuances. Sometimes just moving your elbow an inch or turning your knee about 15° is the difference between making a move work or not.
Speaking of this. Even in playing piano I noticed that if I play it fast, it’s easy to make youristakes in a way that even you yourself can’t notice them anymore. But if you play slowly, you’ll definitely realize if you know what you’re doing or not.
A while ago I wrote “HeO’s productivity is indirect”.
Scratch that, HeO felt so natural back then that I didn’t notice how direct it was until I used it again recently. It was just so smooth that I took it for granted and thought HeO was indirect.
Even daily meditation, frequent journaling, deep introspections etc did not help to make me aware.
This is why a break is important.
Running it straight for 12 cycles wasn’t the right move and I should have listened to my intuition back then to stop it for a month or more.
I accidentally listened to the exp RM:V instead of RM:UWX.
That’s 4 subs in a cycle. This is not gonna end well.
I’ll take a 5 day washout immediately.
This is another case of why I suggested the “voiced name of the title before the sub plays”.
Perhaps this is for the better?
Sometimes it turned out that way when I accidentally listened to a sub.
Update 1:
Fuck I’m overexposed.
Thankfully the symptom is not a lethargy one, just my head feeling dense.
It’s a good thing that I use 11 on 4 off. Even now it’s still not as bad as the gradual overexposure symptoms when I listen to subs for 21 days.
Update 2:
Now that I’ve been using HeO for a week, I’m gaining more clarity about what part of productivity I lost when I stopped it, how it’s different from LE, and how much more I can do when actively using HeO.
I think my instinct was the one making me click the wrong sub earlier.
I was pushing it aside, but I know I was starting to build up recon from the “nostalgia” stuff.
The recon could have built up more if I had played RM:UWX instead.
Compared to a built up accumulated recon, momentary overexposure is better.
Or maybe I’m just overly positive. Well, even if it is, it’s not bad.
Planning
I decided that I’ll get DRG1 for the name embedded major instead of DRR1.
I’m only attracted to the first stage anyway, so if i’m going to buy the sub, I might as well get only the first one.
But i’ll finish DRR1 for 9 months total first.
It’s following the “minimal of 6 to 9 cycles for more than short term changes” rule that i found worked well for me.
This is the 5-6th month. So around 6 cycles in total have passed.
I’ll stick with it for another 3-4 months just to make sure that i can squeeze everything from DRR1 first before switching to DRG1.
Originally i planned to use DRR1 for 2-4 years, but DRG1 is basically DRR1 with a different flavor anyway.
I’ll use DRG1 for 6 to 9 months total too (it’s in a 1 year span since i’ll take 1-2 months break from the sub every 4-5 months), then decide which one i like better for the remaining 2 years.
After that, maybe i’ll revisit DRR2 again. It depends on how much my priorities change in the future. But for now, The first stage is just too good for literally everything. Dropping it again like i did to “advance” to stage 2 just doesn’t line up with my goals and everything that i do.
I wonder if DRG1 is redundant since i already plan to use HeO long term alongside DRR1 too. I can’t find a satisfying answer for this, so the only thing i can do is to experiment with it myself.
So the plan:
Make name embedded RMV1 right after the other masks are released > Make LE after it’s updated > Make DRG1 in 3-4 months > Make HeO after it’s updated.
Something weird happened when i was doing qi gong.
I was in the middle of the exercise when something got me pissed off.
As usual, i just let it come, let it be, and let it go.
Just observe without trying to avoid the feeling.
But unlike the usual, the feeling didn’t come off.
It just lingered there for more than an hour.
That was strange.
I rarely ever had an anger with that intensity stay for that long over some minor inconvenience.
Idk what that was, and i can’t say it’s linked to qi gong or not. But damn that was weird.
Update 1:
Meditation fixed it. Well, at least now I’m aware of the deeper mechanics behind the emotion.
The pulses to feel angry kept firing, and a subtle part of me kept latching onto them.
Now that I know that, I just need to be aware and stop latching onto the pulses.
I can’t do shit about the pulses though, the best I can do is just observe.
It’s annoying, but I’m not gonna lie, it’s exciting to discover this side of me.
I still can’t figure out why these anger pulses keep coming, but time will take care of it anyway.
Maybe this is a cue to get deeper into qigong.
I have been too comfortable doing the same thing every day with it anyway.
It’s gonna have to fight for the time with my sword training though, but I’ll find a way.
Update 2:
Qigong problem requires qigong solution
An idea suddenly came, “why don’t i try one of those qigong anger release videos?”
And it did do the job.
Not completely, but the pulses have calmed down a lot since i did it.
I can’t confirm anything with just this, but now i have a tool that i can experiment with whenever i feel angry. I doubt the anger pulses & tension will ever stay for more than 6 hours like it did now, but the data will still be useful.
You could get both and run the Primordial Aura just from time to time.
But then a classic custom would be cheaper.
Not a bad idea, honestly.
But yeah, might as well get a custom at that point, rofl.
I lost my reason to build a custom after I found out these 3-4 subs are enough for what I want.
The modules should also cover up the small things that I feel lacking from the stack.
Social scripting & Wealth manifestation.
I’m starting to think that a good part of my ability to have deeper awareness of my thoughts & feelings; and to just observe them is from HeO.
I am not as easily swayed by emotion anymore because i can see it with better clarity
I noticed that i regained some of the depth again after i restarted HeO.
HeO is affecting & growing the ability alongside my meditation practise.
I started going deeper into the meditation a few months after i started HeO. So i didn’t have a frame of reference to show me which effect is from which until i took 4 months break from HeO & restarted it again a few weeks back.
Fencing footwork
I have become more accustomed to move around with it.
Moving back and forth is not as awkward anymore.
Next month i’ll introduce lunges into my training routine.
I won’t rush it. I want a good foundation, so getting the movements, postures, forms etc as close to proper as possible first is the priority.
One thing at a time.
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I’m still using my japanese wooden sword for this, rofl.
It’s just footwork though so that’s not a problem.
This looks so fun, i’m gonna learn this.
Update 1:
What the fuck am I doing, rofl
I just have to get the pattern ingrained in my head
Update 2:
This one is easier to understand.
So the second half of the drill is just horizontally flipped
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The second picture actually helped me to immediately understand the pattern.
Start top right > move down after 2 > up after 2 > left after 4 > down after 2 > up after 2
I’m gonna drop subs other than DRR1 & HeO for now.
They are doing something deep and I want to let them do their fullest.
Solid video.
I wanted to propose a few variations after the first segment, only to see they are already proposed in the later parts
Maybe I should start this as well. Not only is it fun but also a good training for endurance.
I’ve been training this pattern for the past few days.
I followed the first pattern, then tried to combine it with what I know for fun.
The slash using the back edge of the blade is new to me since japanese blades don’t have that, lol.
It’s still all over the place but It will get better as I train more.
This is a deadly one if you know how to use it.
Firstly as shown in here, its often unexpected.
Secondly, it’s allows for smoother moves that wouldn’t be able with the long edge.
But that’s more advanced fencing, like the winden techniques.
Isn’t 1.5+ years of healing subs enough for my foundation?
I looked back at my listening history & the progress I made throughout these years.
That made me realize how long I have been running healing subs.
I still want to run more and build a more solid foundation, but what about wealth? women? leisure?
I have been building my foundation for so long, why don’t I dabble a bit in pleasure outside of my work?
I will reach 1 year with HeO in the middle of this month.
I have reached enough productivity from all the subs that enhances that.
Why don’t I advance? Is it really the discipline or am I limiting myself too much?
My goals now with subs are productivity, creativity, & fulfilment.
Of the three, fulfilment is the only one I still need a sub to fill.
The other two are just me wanting to discover a deeper layer & possibility that I’m not yet aware of.
I’ll still stick with only HeO & DRR1 for now, but I will add Mogul before RM/UA are updated.
Then I’ll replace LE in my 4 month rotation.
Before the update:
HeO, DRR1, Mogul, LE
After the update:
HeO, DRR1, RM/UA, Mogul
HeO, DRR1, RM/UA & Mogul can help with productivity, HeO & RM/UA will handle creativity, and UA/Mogul for the wealth manifestation. I’ll lose LE but honestly I’m not missing much after I switched off of it in January. The goals will be less narrow, 4 instead of 3, but fuck it I deserve it.
I’ll still start small though, Mogul is proven to be exceptionally light & it’s more than enough for what I need. I still want to focus on my foundation after all despite what I wrote above. I’ll use it this year, then switch to EoG1 next year. ~1.5 years total of Mogul at the end.
I know this plan is gonna get fucked over once the new HERO title is out, but that’s a problem for later.
Might be a bit of venting in this answer
Probably much later since HeO is a rather new title.
They still have so many titles to upgrade and rewrite. IMO it’s a bit naive to plan on a specific title being upgraded if it wasn’t mentioned by Fire or Saint. I’m not referring to you specifically, I know you like to plan a few years ahead. But there are a few people in here that plan to run a specific title “because their favorite titles probably gonna be upgraded next, it’s only logical after all”.
They have at least 40 titles waiting for an upgrade that weren’t mentioned yet. This number doesn’t contain titles like HoM or T$ that were at least mentioned in a way that they are reworking the idea of the title.
We got two titles this year. One upgraded, one brand new (No complaint about the number).
They’re working actively on Seductress, Emperor: The Executive, True Social. Then there’s a Beyond limitless and a True Sell hype thread. Besides that I know they mentioned collecting ideas for HoM, Rich Trader and Seductress Dark, as well as planning more female titles.
Plus some additional new titles that they’ll probably release on the way.
So my guess is that any upgrade on titles like RM, Ascension (as much as I’d like to see this one), IG, Spartan, etc will take time, or luck.
A new HERO title is guaranteed this year, Saint leaked that the finale of this season is Fire’s secret project and this new HERO title. He said it has been in the works for more than 3 years and he still needs to cut down the script if we don’t want it to be an 8 stager, rofl.
I doubt the season will go on for more than a year, so it will come this year for sure.
My stack will be so fucked. I’ll have to eliminate Mogul/LE by then.
For HeO’s update… I’m skeptical it’s gonna come soon.
So many other titles have to be updated first before it. Survival Instinct, the fighting X subs etc.
Yep, I’m willing to wait 1-2 years for the update to RM/UA.
It falls nicely into my long term plan.
Saint did mention that UA was one of the most requested titles, but the number of people who ended up using it didn’t follow. So I don’t have my hope too high for UA to get an update too soon.
But there are also AA/SB which aren’t as widely spoken here, yet were overhauled into AS early on.
Saint also said their plan about what to do with UA, maybe it’s not gonna be as long as I expect.
So there’s a hope that RM/UA will get updated faster by chance.
I wonder what they’ll do with this one. I expected it to be updated pretty early on but that didn’t seem to be the case. I can’t see myself using it, but it’s pretty exciting to see what the update will be like.
I really notice I’m a bit knocked out still. Started my colloid self therapy and Herxheimer reaction hit me pretty badly. Felt like a serious flue hit me. And like someone smashed a bottle on my head.
I so forgot about this. And I misunderstood, thinking you’re talking about an upgrade for HeO.
And I totally forgot the complete RM discussion, that they’re planning to rewrite RM as a polymath sub.
My brain doesn’t function to well atm. Let’s see what wonders the Gold will bring. Studies show an IQ increase of up to 20 points on Gold.
I’m considering taking one of these free Mensa test to measure my development.