I believe i don’t need sanguine any time soon, as long as i run HeO long enough. it has been more than half a year since I’m running it, and I’m still discovering deeper effects every now and then.
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I view life differently after using NSE subs. Now every challenge is an opportunity to grow, and most of them are happening where i’m in a safe space.
Hmm… now that i think about it after i wrote that, some of them are not happening in a safe space without consequences, but i think there’s a sense of invincibility that i’ll be able to go through anything just fine. That makes me think that they were safe.
That’s HeO’s effect for sure. Journaling helped me gain clarity again.
Update 1:
Holy shit, right after i wrote that, i got a notification that something big just went right. I guess i’m indeed manifesting safe environments to learn from. Not just the resilience from HeO.
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I’m probably gonna shoot myself in the foot by trying this schedule, but I’m too curious
HeO 15m & WB 10s (+10s every listening day)
Rest
UWX 15m & WB 20s
Rest
I want to try this for at least 1 cycle to see how I would react to it. The schedule is still the same 9 on 4 off 9 on 4 off. If I can run HeO & UWX for 15m for a whole cycle with no problem, even with this configuration, I can stop using microloops altogether.
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Cycle 14 day 17
Rest
I MANIFESTED A FUCKING COLOGNE
HOW THE FUCK?
The way it happened was so random. But here i am sitting with a bottle of cologne. I guess this is the second or third time a manifestation about perfumes & colognes happened to me when i run WB.
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WB has been really life transforming. even with this absurdly low exposure. i feel like parts of WB are enhancing HeO and vice versa. the invulnerability & resilience scripting from HeO has been going deeper than before. this is so good.
As for RM:UWX, idk. i feel like i have integrated with it better than one cycle ago. even 15m of it doesn’t phase me much.
I want to get accustomed to WB. It’s clear that WB is helping the goals of HeO to show. Running both in the same stack has been reassuring so far. I have deeper confidence that when I’m taking actions aligned with WB, HeO will ensure that whatever I do, I’ll still be able to uphold my moral values.
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This explains my experience using RM:UWX. I have written about it a lot here, the effects of RM:UWX are wide & holistic. Bigger than what i expected a skill sub about writing can achieve.
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Cycle 14 day 18
HeO 14m9s WB 10s
No recon, productivity normal, i don’t feel overloaded yet.
Horny as fuck though, but that’s all.
For the results, I’ll keep it in my offline journal 
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WB and HeO work like a Yin and Yang complement when I read your journal entries regarding them. It’s beautiful to see.
Awesome!
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Yin and yang feels really accurate to describe their synergy.
I thought WB was the only one getting boosted. but then I realized that HeO is getting helped too by WB. They complement each other well.
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So, I was finally able to catch up with your journal. Funnily at one point I thought you could try full loops just to test how it works out for you.
And I. The next post you said you’re gonna test full loops.
Two comments I have to add.
RM:UWX is relatively new. It was one of the last titles being released before NSE and its v2max already, so I kinda doubt it’s on the shortlist for updates. But we’ll never know.
For your custom keep in mind, that they are structured differently than a major title. Saint said recently that they are frontloaded with the modules. So listening only 30 secs might only expose you to some modules without reaching the cores.
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That’s a lot of rambling to read through 
Maybe our intuitions have been honed from using subs so much that we know how to listen to them better. that’s fascinating.
they’re working on RM:V now, so the update for RM:UWX must be before or after it. I hope.
That’s true, I may start from 60s right off the gate unless i get a lot of recon for the main custom that i plan to make (HeO + LBFH + RM:UWX)
I’m also unsure whether i want to splurge on 3 customs or keep it simple with only 1 custom. I planned to get into customs much later, but i got accustomed to RM:UWX quicker than expected.
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Definitely start with one. Customs add density, and adding them to a stack is a game of fine tuning the balance.
What I would do is take two out of three of the titles currently in your stack, make a custom of them, and replace the two titles with one custom.
Then just run a two title stack for a while.
Go from a 3 title stack of (RMUWX / HeO / LBFH) to the two title stack of (RMUWX / LBFH+Heo)
Even that will add density and exposure. Not only because customs are heavier and hit deeper, but also because you may listen to the same amount of cores more frequently because it’s two titles.
One thing you could even do is start with just a one core custom, probably LBFH, because you’ve gone so deep with LBFH already and feel like you’ve kind of reached all its objectives. A custom will make LBFH stronger and help you hit new heights with it. Add in DEUS to enhance that effect.
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I’ll take those into consideration when i make the custom.
Yeah, i feel like i have achieved most of the objectives of HeO & LBFH. Some of the effects are still growing & going deeper, but it feels normal, natural. Almost like everything is already settling (not stale, just settles).
It’s hard to explain, i usually say that the sub has integrated well with me as an umbrella term to describe it.
I’m probably gonna hold myself from making 3 customs with 7 cores total. But i think i’ll still go ahead with 3 cores at first. The creativity from RM:UWX is perfect for my stack, and I don’t really want to rock that balance yet.
Maybe i’ll run the custom solo first for a few cycles to get used to it, then microloop the hell out of ASBR with a lot of rest days in between. I need to think about the increased load like you said.
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Maybe i really don’t need to microloop HeO & RM:UWX anymore. I can take 15 minutes just as easily.
No recon, no overload and the effects are clear.
Let’s see how this will hold up till the middle of the next cycle
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The NSE from WB helps me get learning experiences in a safe environment.
And, HeO is helping me feel like i am in a safe environment.
It’s a great spiral upwards.
That’s the downside of microloops.
They allow the script to be ingrained into your subconscious, but only the first stage.
So there’s still pretty much new scripting evolving the firsts objectives.
I play around with duration.
Last LB day was 11:30. And followed by intense headache. So today I was aiming for 10 minutes to find my sweetspot. But somehow, while listening, I felt “this is enough” and I was at 5:30.
And interestingly, I’m on my first cycle of KB2, 9 minutes of KB2 in the evening made me extremely fatigued and ailing the next morning. After 10:30 around noon, I didn’t feel this ailing anymore and even the fatigue was reduced.
Now it’s the question what did the improvement?
Some scripting in the later parts of the script?
Or was it the earlier time?
Today is the first time in a long time that I’ve listened in the morning. Let’s see how this goes.
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Sometimes I feel this too. It’s like you know with certainty that this is enough.
That’s how i feel with recon too sometimes. They flare up and then suddenly drop. I think your body was just reconciling with the scripting before noon.
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The effect from LBFH that makes me care about others is fading out quicker than i expected.
I’m tolerant, much more tolerant to others since before i started LBFH, but I can’t genuinely give a shit about caring for them without LBFH. deep inside, i don’t want to be a part of others’ life and detract myself from my goals. but even deeper inside, i know i want to. LBFH has shown me how much value i and others can gain from that.
Though, this shows that some of the more immediate effects of LBFH are fading out. this is good, i can better test the effects of the love scripting for RM:UWX’s & HeO’s updates later.
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When i look at myself in the mirror, i feel like there’s a voice from deep below that says i’m sexy as fuck. Like there’s a deeper layer beneath my thinking that believes that.
I like this scripting from WB
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the way my mind automatically thinks of anything as a learning experience is insanely overpowered.
the feeling of invincibility that helps me break the limits i subconsciously put is also helpful for that.
whatever saint & fire put into NSE, it’s the right direction.
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