Using EB for 20 days,(5mins with 1 day gap) for experimentation i stacked it with RoM(3 5mins loops so far), QL(3 5 mins loops), Wanted(2 7mins loops) and limitless(2 5 min loops) and again RoM just to see which stack will work well and in my favor. I wasnt jumping to any sub this time, after some experimentation i will admit that RoM and EB are best suited for me for my current situation and how they works .
On EB and QL- I was focused but i was procrastinating a lot, i couldnt handle the inner power and was disoriented tbh
On EB and Limitless: It was pretty good but i found that it was causing recon in some form
On EB and RoM: this was the real deal.
If i ran ROM 1st and EB 2nd, i face some recon, my head keeps shrinking ,focused in forehead etc, but i was completeing my reqd tasks regarding my academic and other household works( i love alone in Paying Guests for study purpose) , i was kinda productive
But when i ran EB 1st and RoM 2nd, it didnt cause me recon and they gel well.
But i noticed that i am productive and moving forward only when i stack EB and ROM. EB alone or ROM alone didnt work like that and tbh when i was trying EB with QL and Limitless i wasnt productive. Though EB pushed me to be productive but somehow it ended up being in recon. There was subtle push and felt disoriented sometimes. Today, i ran EB and ROM,i am productive and kind moving forward.
So after lot of thinking and speculation, i will run ROM and EB for now. And i am starting this journal today
) , but i am productive today, after adding RoM. I ran RoM for 2-3 days solo earlier befire starting EB, though i was able to focus but action taking was still a problem and procrastination was there. But EB and ROM just fill each other damn.
whenever i ran a sub its own archetype always gets in a talk with me. Like on RoM my inner chatterings are different from what i normally am,on Emperor or Stark my inner chatterings are very different. But on EB ,my mind gives more of a silence, its a different kind of archetype hard to explain but it kinda infuses fear in me. I can feel the intense air of being alone in the night, going through the path of isolation and following a small light of hope.
). I thought of sleeping but i just couldnt. i remind myself again and again that i have goals, exams are like 10 days away ,Is there really any time to rest ? Amswer was no.
. Normally i would go with the flow and ruin my study
. RoM is digging deeper for sure . I understood many things from that dream but those are very personal and not willling to share for now
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