Time for some fun:
I actually found my ZIP files of “OG” ZPs for Libertine and Love Bomb! The MOONBEAM stack!
Stacking those with Emperor Daddy (the original MB stack was where I alternated runs of Emperor and Mogul each sub day). sticking with ED though.
Thoughts from running Libertine, OGZPLB, Emperor Daddy and IB1 the past few days:
I think sometimes (like with Cart Girl in my case) the feeling of “love” shows up as an invitation to dive in and discover WHAT about them I love.
Started with loving her without knowing fully why.
Now I know it’s partly because she works her ass off. She has a plan for the next few years of her life.
And she’s adventurous.
This second read of Atlas Shrugged is really hitting.
ANYONE can say those three words. The real power is uncovering and being aware of what values the other person has which are resonating with you.
Today, my body fat % is 23.1. Started at 28.1 on Feb 5. Woo. The only real changes are eating less/better and taking T-boosting supplements and vitamins. D3, K2, Selenium, cod liver oil and butterfat capsules.
Food-wise comes mainly doing OMAD. Recently started applying zone diet ratios so it’s OZMAD the past couple days.
My 34-inch pants (which fit perfectly before) are now trying to fall off. Boom.
I’ve not engaged in masturbation at all for weeks now. Only releasing is with the woman.
It’s no longer the thought that I’m “depriving” myself. It’s more now that I’m building toward something.
Much easier to forgo releasing with that mindset.
I first noticed at work today that my pants are looser. Went into the store to the wife’s checkout line to tell her.
I came back In later and it seems she’s told all our coworkers. Bragging? Not sure
For re-reading Atlas Shrugged as I have been, I made a simple spreadsheet to help me track it.
I put in the day I started reading, the day I intend to be finished reading it.
It uses the number of pages total (by subtracting the starting page number from the last page number), and all that.
It auto-calculates how many pages I gotta read each day to finish up on the target end date.
The spreadsheet was hardcoded just for Atlas Shrgged before, but I chunked it up. Now I can put any number of different books in it, and it’ll track where I should be in each book each day.
Realistically I’ll only track up to 3 at once or so. but (BUT!) I could do up to 25 (Spreadsheet columns B-Z haha)
ALSO, I can frontload books into slots. future-dating.
like I currently have an ebook of a Susan Bratton book about oral sex set to start on 3/23 so it won’t start tracking and sending daily emails until then.
fuckin A this is awesome.
got 4 books in there. counting Atlas.
but let’s say I decided to read Atlas every 6 months (twice a year basically)…I just put 2 entries in for it.
So I have the current entry for tracking Atlas. I also put one in that starts in November sometime, and at reading 20 pages per day, I’ll finish it up on New Years Eve. Fitting way to end out the year.
As for what I’m reading/tracking actively right now for my 3 books:
Atlas Shrugged
“The Natural” by Richard la Ruina
“The Girlfriend Button” by Mike Haines
Support ticket and response.
I read in the copy for DR: GOLD that it includes the full script of DR: RED.
I know that DR: GOLD uses the concept of leadership to achieve the objectives and DR: RED uses the concepts of rebellion and freedom.
My main question is:
If I run DR: GOLD, will I still achieve the freedom/rebellion objectives of DR: RED while also hammering out the objectives for DR: GOLD? Or would I be better off first running DR: RED and then moving on to GOLD?
Thanks!
Hello,
Thanks for reaching out to us. Great question! Since Dragon Reborn: GOLD contains the full script of Dragon Reborn: RED, you will still experience the freedom and rebellion aspects while also integrating the leadership and wisdom-focused objectives of GOLD. However, the way these themes express themselves may differ, GOLD channels rebellion and freedom into structured leadership and refinement, rather than raw, unfiltered self-liberation.
If your primary goal is deep personal freedom and breaking limitations before stepping into leadership, running RED first may provide a more direct path. But if you’re looking for a balanced approach where both aspects unfold simultaneously, GOLD will still deliver those benefits while guiding them toward a leadership-oriented transformation.
Ultimately, both paths lead to profound change, it’s just a matter of how you want to experience that journey. Hope that helps! Let me know if you have any other questions. 
We’re always happy to help!
Best regards,
SubClub
So last night, wife decided we should finally “break in” the couch in this hotel room.
Started my oral goodness, but then she said “Bring it up here”.
She sucked me off. She knew I was about to bust. But I haven’t really mentioned to her that I’ve been retaining other than actual sexual activity.
Well…
Bust.
She doesn’t swallow. Rarely anyway. spits.
Gagged though. Apparently it had so much pressure to it that, even with it only being partly in, it shot all the way to the back of her throat lol.
Plus, I’m down to 3-4 tadalafil pills. Not keeping the subscription up since it’s kinda $ through the website I used.
Looking into more natural stuff going forward.
But I took 2 of them yesterday. Doubling up to get through them quicker so I’ll be off them soon.
10mg as opposed to 5mg has a definite affect on hardness and other things.
The past month or so, it seems managers have been scheduling me to work alone on whatever side of the store building i’m scheduled to be.
Since I’m a cart pusher, that means the parking lots.
The store has 3 entrances. Grocery, Home, Apparel.
Grocery is the hardest one, because that side of the building is hills and shit. Home and Apparel parking lots are basically flat like fucking Kansas.
For nearly a month, they kept scheduling me on the grocery side only, but by myself. When there were 3 other people like me and they all got put on the Home and Apparel side. 3 people for the 2 easiest parts to work.
By way of comparison, there are 7 cart stalls/corrals on the Grocery side. And there are 7 stalls/corrals between the home and Apparel lots. So I was handling 7 by myself, and the other 3 were splitting 7 between them.
I finally brought it up to one of the managers. Asking why they kept scheduling me alone on the hardest lot to work (due to the hilly terrain). I said “When do I get to be on Home and Apparel side, too?” Meaning (in my head anyway) I wanna not always be scheduled alone. as in go where others are so I’m nut busting my ass solo.
Next day, they scheduled me on the Home and Apparel side. FUCKING ALONE. The other 3 got put on the grocery side, and manager said it’s because grocery side is “hard to do” and I said “Yeah, no fuckin shit. Especially when you’re by yourself.”
Then the other night, an even higher-up manager told me “We’re trying our best to rotate you out to home and apparel side so you aren’t always stuck on grocery. I know you brought that up to (other guy’s name)”
I said “No. What I complained about was being alone all the fuckin time while everyone else gets stuck elsewhere. It’s almost like people are avoiding me.”
I type all that to say this, I noticed that us outside/cart people seem to get the shit work/jobs nobody else wants to do. We have to collect all the trash, even the trash from baskets at the checkout registers/lanes. While the cashiers just fucking stand there and jerk the fuck off talking about how bored they are. We’re doing their trash.
A new task needs done, and it’s us outside people who get called to do it.
I remember one day in particular, it was hard keeping up with carts, and I was sorely tempted to pull an Ellis Wyatt (my favourite character from Atlas Shrugged) and let the cart return lobby empty out, since it was empty when I started.
I just wanted to let it empty out, and leave, but not before I post a sign on the door just as Ellis did on his oil wells…
"I am leaving it as I found it. Take over. It’s yours."
In relation to the support ticket question above, I’ve been thinking about Dragon Reborn: RED and the promise it makes of freedom through rebellion.
The past day or two, I’ve been toying with a playlist in my iTunes.
Right now, it’s got DR:Red ST1, Genesis:Mogul, Emperor Black.
I haven’t run the playlist yet. Just curating what should be the “perfect” stack.
I’m calling the playlist “Get the fuck out of my way!” 
The stack I DID end up running just now is:
GLM At the Top (15 mins)
IrresistiBILL V2 (Wanted Black, S&SX cores) (15 mins)
DR Limit Destroyer (5 mins)
DR Phoenix (5 mins)
Heading to sleep as soon as I finish today’s reading from Atlas
Done reading. Headed to bed. But just posting that my cock feels powerful as fuck tonight.
“Reality is what you can get away with” - Robert Anton Wilson
I’ve been running IB1 on occasion (relevant to this post because it’s got both S&SX and BDLM).
I have 2 Tadalafil pills left. I’ve ordered something different to try out, which is allegedly a capsule of compounds and supplements designed to help with ED by eliminating any latent/dormant herpes virii in the body.
Not that I have symptoms of that or anything. I just remember reading that the majority of people have that lying dormant and are asymptomatic, even though it can supposedly silently cause systemic issues in the body anyway.
The copy for this stuff says that taking it long enough will cause firmer erections as the body stuff heals up. I figure that, at worst, I spent money on something for a month that doesn’t do shit.
I think BDLM from IB1 has been manifesting me finding stuff to help me with erections, at least until my glucose and A1C are firmly (lol) back under control.
On another note, For the longest time, I couldn’t ever remember if it’s called taladafil or tadalafil. I finally figured out a way to remember.
IT’s Tadalafil.
I remember it like as if I were showing off my massive meat bat to some chick. iId say “TADA!” then whip it out like a snake and say “LA FIL! because it’s gonna la flll you up!”
lmao
In bed, I ran full ultrasonic of BDLM followed by paragon. Woke up with morning wood. Schweet
…How to simulate life on board a US Navy Ship…
Buy a steel dumpster, paint it gray inside and out, and live in it for six months.
Run all the pipes and wires in your house exposed on the walls.
Repaint your entire house every month.
Renovate your bathroom. Build a wall across the middle of the bathtub and move the shower head to chest level. When you take showers, make sure you turn off the water while you soap down.
Put lube oil in your humidifier and set it on high.
Once a week, blow compressed air up your chimney, making sure the wind carries the soot onto your neighbor’s house. Ignore his complaints.
Once a month, take all major appliances apart and then reassemble them.
Raise the thresholds and lower the headers of your front and back door so that you either trip or bang your head every time you pass through them.
Disassemble and inspect your lawnmower every week.
On Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, turn your water heater temperature up to 200 degrees. On Tuesdays and Thursdays, turn the water heater off. On Saturdays and Sundays tell your family they use too much water during the week, so no bathing will be allowed.
Raise your bed to within 6" of the ceiling, so you can’t turn over without getting out and then getting back in.
Sleep on the shelf in your closet. Replace the closet door with a curtain. Have your spouse whip open the curtain about 3 hours after you go to sleep, shine a flashlight in your eyes, and say “Sorry, wrong rack.”
Make your family qualify to operate each appliance in your house - dishwasher operator, blender technician, etc.
Have your neighbor come over each day at 0500, blow a whistle so loud Helen Keller could hear it, and shout “Reveille, reveille, all hands heave out and trice up.”
Have your mother-in-law write down everything she’s going to do the following day, then have her make you stand in your back yard at 0600 while she reads it to you.
Submit a request chit to your father-in-law requesting permission to leave your house before 1500.
Empty all the garbage bins in your house and sweep the driveway three times a day, whether it needs it or not.
Have your neighbor collect all your mail for a month, read your magazines, and randomly lose every 5th item before delivering it to you.
Watch no TV except for movies played in the middle of the night. Have your family vote on which movie to watch, then show a different one.
When your children are in bed, run into their room with a megaphone shouting that your home is under attack and ordering them to their battle stations. (Now general quarters, general quarters, all hands man your battle stations.)
Make your family menu a week ahead of time without consulting the pantry or refrigerator.
Post a menu on the kitchen door informing your family that they are having steak for dinner. Then make them wait in line for an hour. When they finally get to the kitchen, tell them you are out of steak, but they can have dried ham or hot dogs. Repeat daily until they ignore the menu and just ask for hot dogs.
Bake a cake. Prop up one side of the pan so the cake bakes unevenly. Spread icing real thick to level it off.
Get up every night around midnight and have a peanut butter and jelly sandwich on stale bread. (midrats)
Set your alarm clock to go off at random during the night. At the alarm, jump up and dress as fast as you can, making sure to button your top shirt button and tuck your pants into your socks. Run out into the backyard and uncoil the garden hose.
Every week or so, throw your cat or dog in the pool and shout “Man overboard port side!” Rate your family members on how fast they respond.
Put the headphones from your stereo on your head, but don’t plug them in. Hang a paper cup around your neck on a string. Stand in front of the stove, and speak into the paper cup “Stove manned and ready.” After an hour or so, speak into the cup again “Stove secured.” Roll up the headphones and paper cup and stow them in a shoebox.
Place a podium at the end of your driveway. Have your family stand watches at the podium, rotating at 4 hour intervals. This is best done when the weather is worst. January is a good time.
When there is a thunderstorm in your area, get a wobbly rocking chair, sit in it and rock as hard as you can until you become nauseous. Make sure to have a supply of stale crackers in your shirt pocket.
For former engineers: bring your lawn mower into the living room, and run it all day long.
Make coffee using eighteen scoops of budget priced coffee grounds per pot, and allow the pot to simmer for 5 hours before drinking.
Have someone under the age of ten give you a haircut with sheep shears.
Sew the back pockets of your jeans on the front.
Lock yourself and your family in the house for six weeks. Tell them that at the end of the 6th week you are going to take them to Disney World for "liberty. At the end of the 6th week, inform them the trip to Disney World has been canceled because they need to get ready for an inspection, and it will be another week before they can leave the house.
Lately, I’m noticing that perhaps results aren’t quite the same on ultrasonic as on masked. Old ears?
Trying masked-only for a while to see if there is any difference.
