Gold Titan − Godlike Masculinity | Genesis | Limitless

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#23
Day 6
Integration

Day 7
Limitless 1:30

Day 8
Integration

Day 9
Genesis Mogul 1:30
Godlike Masculinity 1:30

Went on a little trip over the weekend to attend a family gathering. All the time I was very much present in the moment. While this is kind of normal for me, it was easier to maintain this state and expend less energy on it throughout. It was/is like my own frame is stronger and nothing external is able to disturb it.

Some distant family drama kind of encroached some of my relatives, but it only took a few minutes of them being around me to calm them down and they were able to shift emotional gears. In the end we really got to enjoy each others presence.

Update:

My reaction to GM and GLM is still noticeably decreased mental capacity. I struggle to find the right words, my attention to detail goes down, I struggle to complete simple mental lists and therefore overlook simple solutions to every-day problems and forget to take care of small things. This is most pronounced on the listening day and is almost gone on the integration day that follows. On LL-listening days and the consecutive integration days I am mentally OK though.

I think this is my reaction to GLM, since this didn’t happen during my training montage last month, during which I already listened to GM. But I am not sure. I will switch my playback order in the second half of this cycle and listen to GLM first and GM second. Maybe this will shake things up. If not, I might try listening to GLM and LL back-to-back next cycle.

#24
Day 10
Integration

I am noticing some physical shifting. It is not as ridiculously obvious and fast as in the previous month, but it is there. Like a constant stream of small corrections that are hard to notice individually.
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#25
Day 11
Godlike Masculinity 1:30
Genesis Mogul 1:30
Limitless 1:30

Since I have three integration days scheduled after today, I decided to experiment a bit. My thinking was that combining Limitless with Godlike Masculinity would soften the mental slowdown I experience after listening to Genesis Mogul and Godlike Masculinity. And it worked much better than I anticipated.

I still experience a profound bodily relaxation after listening, but I am not really mentally slower than baseline anymore. There is a lingering mental effect for one or two hours, but it isn’t nearly as strong as when I used GM and GLM alone. And this effect dissipates noticeably as time goes on. This is without caffeine, whereas before even with the use of caffeine I would still feel slower than baseline.

While I ran all three titles back-to-back I got the sense of this being exactly right. And now, hours later I feel great.

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#26

That is actually really cool, makes me want to try Limitless

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#27
From the few days I used Limitless now I can tell you I really like it. Although I haven't even scratched the surface of what I hope to get out of it. But I don't know yet how running GLM, GM and LL on the same day is going to pan out.

If it works well, I’ll take it as a win-win situation since I can effectively double my exposure to each title no matter how long or short I make the loops.

#28
Day 12
Integration

Something about listening to all three titles on the same day made a noticeable difference in how I react to them. Today I am markedly more productive, proactive and constructive compared to any day since starting with this stack. It is as if some gears are finally interlocking and moving in tandem.
Update:

I have the habit of taking a short daily hike. For the past few days I noticed that I am using my hips differently when I walk. I am actively moving them more and in the process take strain away from the inner side of my knees. I am not sure where this change is coming from. But I’m leaning towards kinesthetic learning although it could also be from the body of stillness and strength. Or both simultaneously.

Additionally, there are a number of other small but profound physical changes underway. Since thoroughly understanding and adjusting my body is an area that I engage in daily and have been for years, I clearly notice that lately things just seem to click.

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#29
Day 13
Integration

Second day of integration and I feel good, content, silently joyful and mentally sharp. After reading the descriptions of all three titles again I am very much convinced that my decision to stack them was the best choice for me in the present and me in the future.
#30
Day 14
Integration

After last weeks visit to the perfume shop, I ordered a citrus bomb I came across there a few days later. Yesterday it arrived.

I am pretty good at taking a conscious piggyback ride with physical shifting scripting it seems. Body work is a very intuitive thing for me and I have actively strengtened and broadened a channel to my subconscious in this specific area with the help of certain plant teachers over the years. So much so that I can do things sober now without having to alter my consciousness.

Back to the citrus bomb. If you ever had to work with fuels, you know how the smell of benzene can stay with you for many hours after catching a whiff. Similarly, the terpenes in my new perfume are keeping my nose open for hours and hours.

When you do certain deep body work, there is always a breath component. When you successfully release muscle-tension it feels as if you are suddenly able to take a deeper breath than before or are able to breathe into the muscle you just worked with.

I am using the aromatic fragrance of my citrus bomb as a crowbar in my body work. It makes it much easier to breathe into certain areas. Physically adjusting muscles and surrounding tissue while guiding my breath into these areas is working a lot better.

Limitless and physical shifting? I love it!

#31
Day 15
Godlike Masculinity 0:30
Genesis Mogul 0:30
Limitless 0:30

I decided to play it rational and safe. So I started with 30 seconds each of all three titles after my three days of integration. This decision was a good one. I experience no lowered baseline, in fact I think I am above baseline across the board. At the same time it feels so transparent effect-wise. With a slight golden tinge, if this makes any sense.

I am a bit more relaxed, there is this slight tail wind of increased motivation, a tad more mental clarity and I seem to notice details and textures all around me more. All the while I have Iron Maiden playing in my head with Bruce Dickinson singing:

I’m not a prisoner, I’m a free man,
And my blood is my own now.
Don’t care where the past was,
I know where I’m going.

Well, I think I am staying at 30 seconds per title for a bit :grin:

#32
Day 16
Integration

“Everything changes and nothing stands still.” – Heraclitus of Ephesus


Just three days ago I mentioned how I think this stack of three is the best choice for me. That was after reading their descriptions again. But since yesterday there is this nebulous thought phasing in and out my conscious mind that I can optimize my stack further. Bring it into better alignment with what I want.

My first thought about this thought? “Yeah, sure. I am working through something. It’s a trap :wink:”

But what if this is a legitimate and meaningful nudge? Might be one. Thinking about this doesn’t hurt. What component would I change? I zeroed in on Genesis Mogul pretty fast. But why? What would I replace it with? So I looked at every wealth related title. Nothing stood out. Genesis Mogul is the best suited approach for me from all wealth focused titles. Still, the nagging thought persisted. So I started browsing all the titles that interest me or caught my eye, regardless of what they do. Nothing. Feeling content I went to sleep yesterday.

Today, I did everything that needed to be done. Everything good. The End. Well … not quite. There was this buzzing little gnat inside my head again. So I went over the whole catalogue. Scrutinizing, evaluating, trying to see titles and what I want from different angles. In the end I literally said out loud “My dear subconscious, if there is any title in the SC catalogue that is better suited for me than Genesis Mogul please give me a clear signal. If Genesis Mogul is the best title for me at this point in time please give me a clear indication for that”.

Then I went over the title descriptions again and directly compared the objectives of Genesis Mogul and quite a diverse lot of other titles. In the end I had two tabs open: Genesis Mogul and … Genesis. Genesis? So I went into nitpicking mode and went over the objectives and the descriptions again and again. And slowly it began to dawn on me.

Why am I using Genesis Mogul in the first place? In my training montage last month I opened the very first post with this:

Sure, maintaining and reaching for more wealth and better financial stability is a given. It’s a fundamental goal. But the underlying yearning is something else. I want to find out what I want to do and do it. And since there is also wealth and success scripting in Genesis my aforementioned financial goals are still being held in subconscious focus and worked upon. Man, that really took me a while.

So I will be going into an even more basic and broad direction with my stack by swapping Genesis in for Genesis Mogul. Wait. Couldn’t this still be some recon effect? Honestly, yes it could be. But the pull towards Genesis, especially after I have consciously thought through the reasoning, is real. Well, and since tomorrow is my birthday it is even kind of poetically meaningful to start with Genesis on such a day.

In the end it is not a big deal. I just am going into a direction that I really want to.

@RVconsultant can you please rename this journal into “Gold Titan − Godlike Masculinity | Genesis | Limitless” for me? Thank you!

#33
Day 17
Godlike Masculinity 0:30
Genesis 0:30
Limitless 0:30

My initial impressions of adding Genesis to my stack and removing Genesis Mogul: my field of view seems broader and I am taking in my surroundings more. Less of the every-day filtering out of details, more like being on vacation and noticing details. Smiling comes easier. Overall, I am joyfully relaxed. But why are there suddenly women everywhere?
Update:

I am officially blown away.

Just went on my daily hike. Weather is absolutely awesome. As I was walking through nature every detail just popped. Red fruits peaking out of green leaves. Moss on bark in the sun, yellow reed grasses swaying in the wind. My perception approached a microdosing psychedelics level. Just wow.

And seriously, where do all the cute women suddenly come from?

#34
Day 18
Integration

Dropping Genesis Mogul for Genesis was a good decision, the nudge to re-evaluate why I started GM and the hunch of there being something more fitting for both my needs and wants spot on.

I remember on my first run of a subliminal ever I was hoping to find something like a purpose or path for me. I mentally redefined it as searching ‘lust for life’ which somehow wasn’t present in my reality anymore. After that I never again took a closer look at what lust for life actually means for me. How can I find something if I don’t clearly understand what I am really looking for? It’s funny how I worked on so many different objectives with and without subliminals but never on this. It feels a bit as if I hid it from myself in plain sight. I am happy that I followed that nudge two days ago.

Yesterday, out of the blue, I got a message from an old school buddy. Haven’t seen or heard from him in more than a decade. I think I might try to visit him sometime.

Weird ass dreams last night. While I don’t remember the actual content too much except for a few snapshots, I do remember waking up at one point and comparing it to something out of a typical Alejandro Jodorowsky movie.

#35
Day 19
Godlike Masculinity 1:00
Genesis 1:00
Limitless 1:00

One minute per title seems to be at the edge of too much for the moment. Feeling again the mixture of being totally relaxed and having to recuperate from a heavy workout. Maybe the workout yesterday really is partly responsible. Emotionally I am neutral and slightly subdued. In a word: zapped.
Update:

Next time I will go down to 45 seconds per title since I really have the impression that one minute is just a touch too much. The physical exhaustion dissipated over the course of the day, the relaxed body feeling remained. Mentally it takes just a little bit of extra effort and energy to switch gears, be alert and quick witted. On the other hand this state is near perfect for immersive reading and similar activities.

#36
Day 20
Integration

I do mental arithmetics in my every-day life to keep this part of my brain active and fluid. Today I noticed that the simple act of calculating the total expenses of the groceries I bought in different stores was easier and faster.

On the other hand, I am having a linguistic brain fart day today. I know what I want to convey, but at the transition from thinking to speaking things get into a chaotic jumble. I have to invest a great deal of mental resources to sound somewhat coherent :no_mouth:

Update:

Man, I feel thoroughly refreshed after reading that.

#37
Day 21
Godlike Masculinity 0:45
Genesis 0:45
Limitless 0:45

45 seconds per title and I feel dreamy. The impact on my mental clarity is now in the very subtle territory. Still, it is there. I could function and go about my days like this. But to be honest, I really want to have the clarity I experienced four days ago. Thus, I will go down to 30 seconds next time and try to achieve that state again.

Update:

I am able to change the name of my journal myself! *facepalm*

:thinking: I see! The ‘Member’ badge extended the period in which I am permitted to edit posts to 30 days. Good thing I finally got it yesterday.

Update:

Experiencing diffuse and distant anger, but ‘it’ is unable to manifest. It’s trying to latch onto something, but there isn’t really anything it can get a hold of while I watch. It is searching and probing, but can’t subvert any memory or other experience while I observe it. I have been here often while using subliminals. Being able to deal with that situation easily is a result of years of working with subliminal input, learning and developing myself in reaction to it. Emotions well up as a response to something in the subliminal script, but I am not in any way controlled by them as long as I keep an eye on them. After some time they vanish like smoke.

[…] I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where [it] has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.

That’s what this process always reminds me of, regardless of the emotion that I observe in this fashion.

I like this. It is telling me that I am progressing a little further.

#38
Day 22
Integration

I am sleeping much better since adding Genesis to my stack. Or is it because of removing Genesis Mogul? I am not sure. I am more aware of my dreams, although I don't remember what they were about after waking up. The lingering feelings I get from them are security, joy and a splash of melancholy.
#39

Happy birthday!

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#40

happy birthday Haru

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#41

Thank you :grin:

#42

I think, I got a pretty clear nudge from Genesis about my way forward. Got to think about it a bit. But I think it’s safe to say that this stack and thus this journal is done before it really started. I’m going to go a bit into passive observer mode here for the coming weeks and concentrate more on my offline journal.