Time2Shine's Journal

Journals - Major Programs
#1

Greetings,

I decided to create a journal to record my progress.

Week 1 - Entry 1:

I discovered this forum at about 2am on Monday, January 18th. I had been looking for audio files like this, having visited sites like MindPersuasion (.com.) However, every other site I visited, including MindPersuasion, raised red flags for me. For MindPersuasion, I found that his forum was deadsville. If his products really work well, why wasn’t his forum active?

I also looked into Quadible Integrity, despite some reservations regarding how “dark” their products seem to be. I found out that Paypal had stopped doing business with them, another red flag.

When I found this forum, all of my “boxes” were quickly checked. I saw Neville Goddard mentioned, I saw an active forum with rave reviews of the products, I saw that the creators of the products even allowed other competing products to be discussed on their forum. These three things checked my “boxes,” and convinced me to buy the product.

I made the decision to buy in just over an hour, I think. I went with Ascension, as that is what is talked about most on the forum, as a great place to start.

However, since then, I have noticed that Ascended Mogul is the same price as Ascension, and I have also seen some comments in various threads, talking about how Ascended Mogul might have some small additions, that make it better than Ascension and Mogul separate, I contacted support and asked if I can switch my purchase to Ascended Mogul. I haven’t heard back yet…

I started with 2 loops of Ascension on Monday morning before bed, and then 2 loops Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday, and then 3 loops on Thursday and Friday.

On Monday afternoon I had some very good attention from females on the bus (teenagers got on the bus after school.) The teenage girls were all eager to sit or stand near me, and have me check them out. I’ve had days like this in the past, thanks to Zan Perrion’s dating course (which I haven’t finished,) but it’s been a while since I’ve had a day this good. I even complimented a girl on the bus about her lips (she was probably 15 or 16,) and she absolutely loved my compliment!

However, a few hours later I noticed something weird. It was like I was suddenly desperate for attention. This sudden desperation resulted in me pushing females away. This change from females loving me, to me being desperate for attention, happened in a matter of about 2 to 3 hours. Part of it was me being sleepy, but I think part of it was Ascension, as I haven’t felt feelings like these for years.

This ugly “craving” for attention lasted for the next few days, but I think it’s worn off now, happily. Sadly though, the female attention has as well. Usually I get some attention from females every day, but now it’s completely dropped off to a whimper.

One great thing is that I haven’t fapped all week. Sunday night was the last time. I did briefly look at porn though, and I like to watch the fashion videos on Youtube sometimes.

One other negative is that I have had zero desire to reply to messages in the forum here. I’m not sure what’s up with that. It’s not really anything unusual for me though. I’ll get around to it.

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#2

Week 1 Entry 2:

So I planned to take a listening break on Saturday and Sunday (as instructed in the manual.) However, at around 6pm, I was feeling drowsy, and I felt the need to nap. I also felt a craving to listen to some femdom hypnosis garbage. I reluctantly turned on the femdom hypno, and laid down.

I woke up after a short while, and I shut the femdom off, and I turned on Ascension. I know I was supposed to take a break, but I had zero choice. I wanted to avoid the femdom garbage, and also fapping. I listened to Ascension twice through, and now I want to listen again. I feel a craving to listen again. Anything that’s going to keep me from fapping, is going to cause a craving in me.

I first began taking the Law of Attraction seriously last year, in early May. I then quickly moved on to Neville Goddard’s teaching. Since about mid-June, I’ve been creating affirmations files to listen to, to help me manifest. It’s mostly been sex that I’ve focused on, and I haven’t manifested any yet, LoL (though I’ve manifested some interesting experiences.)

My affirmations are just text that I type, and have the computer read to me, over and over. While I have found them useful to a point, I have also been frustrated to see so little progress. Interestingly, I decided to stop listening to them today, and to try Zan Perrion’s manifesting technique. He basically says just to write down what you want, morning and night, and then visualize each item on your list as being true.

I wonder if Ascension caused me to make this change, away from my recorded affirmations? I realized last night that they just haven’t been working as intended, and I began asking some new questions about why they haven’t been working. Then all of a sudden I decide to switch to Zan’s technique.

I have had success with Zan’s technique before. But the success I had with it was before I fully accepted the Law of Attraction teaching, so I didn’t realize it was Zan’s technique at the time that was manifesting things for me. I can see it clearly now in hindsight though. I guess I had some belief that the things would actually happen if I visualized them (or I wouldn’t have bothered,) but not on the same level of belief that I have now.

Hopefully I can make the switch to Ascended Mogul asap. I know it will take longer to absorb the script, but it seems kind of silly to me that Ascension, Mogul, and Ascended Mogul all cost the same amount of money. I could understand Ascended Mogul costing 150% the price of Ascension or Mogul, but not the same price. Anyway, it’s not my problem how they want to price things here. I just hope that they let me make the switch. I also just want to start absorbing Mogul now, rather than to wait until later. It might be a slower upload, but I want to get started with both programs now.

Another thought that I had, is that a year from now, Ascended Mogul will still prove valuable to listen to, while Ascension or Mogul alone will not be nearly as valuable.

I realized too that I was using dollar store earphones, LoL, that cost me $1.25. I decided to upgrade to the $7 Phillips earphones (the best I could find in a store near where I live,) and I also decided to splurge and order the Sennheiser HD 280s, ($130 CAD) that are heavily recommended on this forum. I know they aren’t necessary for Ascension, or Ascended Mogul, but I don’t plan to stop at just Ascension or Ascended Mogul.

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#3

Welcome @Time2Shine :slight_smile:

Sounds like Ascension has already started to do it’s work for you. These things coming up is old unconscious programming being brought to the surface to be processed and released. It just takes some time so be patient and you will do great.

Looking forward to read about your process.

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#4

How do you mean, dark? I have seen Quadible on YouTube and though I stopped using their products for awhile, I have never seen evidence of their products being anything of the “dark” nature. I just didn’t get satisfactory results from them. Not to derail your journal, though.

#5

I think I got mine for less than 80 USD. Might want to have a look around.

#6

Even though it isn’t necessary for the standard titles, it is a good investment for the Ultima titles

#7

I found my SENNHEISERs a week ago for about one hundred dollars, so I don’t know what that translates to in CAD but like @RVconsultant said, you might wanna shop around if the price difference makes a… Well, difference to you.

#8

Perhaps it was a mistake for me to request to swap Ascension for Ascended Mogul. I received a refund for Ascension, and now I am unable to purchase Ascended Mogul. My account was blocked for a security reason.

On January 24th, I purchased Minds Eye and Aura. When doing so, I forgot to use the discount code that they gave me for my second purchase, so I tried to use it when purchasing Ascended Mogul.

So either I was blocked for security reasons, simply because I requested to change from Ascension to Ascended Mogul, or perhaps because they didn’t like me using that discount code.

I don’t understand why it would be a problem to swap Ascension for Ascended Mogul, when Ascended Mogul contains the Ascension script. It’s also the exact same price. I could understand if I was trying to swap Ascension for a completely unrelated subliminal, like Primal or Emperor, that they might have a problem with it. But I wasn’t.

Nor have I requested a refund for Minds Eye and Aura, nor do I plan to.

I guess some people have taken advantage of them in the past, but just because other people were assholes in the past, doesn’t mean that I should be getting punished. As well, they advertise a “30 day satisfaction guarantee.”

Moreover, I was not informed by support that changing from Ascension to Ascended Mogul, could result in my ability to purchase being blocked. Had I been told that this could happen, I would have told them not to bother. Instead, they just asked for my Order #, and then they refunded my Ascension purchase, without any warning of possible consequences, and now I am blocked from buying anything else.

Not cool!

I sent SaintSovereign a message. Hopefully he can / will help me fix this mess.

I’m happy to forego the discount code, and I’ll even buy Ascension again, and then Mogul separately, I just want my ability to purchase reactivated.

#9

The other thing I would ask you to consider is that hopping from one subliminal to another might delay results or could be a sign of reconciliation.

#10

Yes, I understand that.

I know that adding Minds Eye is overdoing it too.

Pretty much everyone on the forum does the same thing though, I’ve noticed. They get excited and overdo it. LoL.

I’m just annoyed that I spent $35 USD for Ascension, when I read in the forum that Ascended Mogul has improvements over Ascension and Mogul separate, and also costs $35 USD. I can’t help but feel like I’m getting gypped.

They should price it differently like I said in a previous post in this thread, at 150% the price of one, so $54 for both. Then I wouldn’t feel like I wasted my money.

I’m going to give the benefit of the doubt and assume that it was because I tried to use the discount code, that I got blocked. Otherwise I’ll be very upset. I don’t appreciate being treated like a thief. (Guilty until proven innocent.)

#12

Alright, it’s been quite some time, over two years to be exact. I eventually managed to sort everything out and purchase Ascended Mogul, using the discount code mentioned in my previous post. However, during the somewhat long and painstaking refund process, I lost interest in SubliminalClub’s products. At that time, I was determined to succeed by creating my own affirmation and subliminal files to help me achieve my goals. Thus, I decided to shift my focus entirely towards developing my own files and completely stopped listening to SubliminalClub.

Now, fast forward over two years later, and although I’ve experienced some successes with my personal files, such as significantly reduced anxiety around women and a major decrease in porn and masturbation habits, yet I still haven’t achieved the desired sexual and financial results. Consequently, my determination has transformed into a sense of desperation to succeed at any cost. I have grown weary of waiting for my dream life to begin.

Motivated by this newfound desperation for change, I began listening to Ascended Mogul on February 21st. Since then, I have maintained a consistent routine, listening from Monday to Saturday each week and taking Sundays as my designated rest day. Although this deviates from the recommended guidelines, it still allows for a similar number of rest days. While I believe Ascended Mogul has slightly improved my job conditions, I haven’t noticed any significant benefits beyond that.

Due to my current state of desperation, I made the decision to incorporate another Subliminal Club subliminal into my routine. Recognizing that money has become more important to me than sex at this point in my life, I purchased “R.I.C.H.: Manifest Incredible Amounts of Income and Wealth Subliminal,” as it is stated to be compatible with Ascended Mogul, on the SubliminalClub.com website.

For the next three months, I plan to alternate between these two subliminals equally. After that period, I might consider replacing Ascended Mogul with a different subliminal. However, before taking that step, I intend to seek advice on the forum here.

Well, here I go! I do wish I hadn’t waited two years to become a regular listener of SubliminalClub. Nonetheless, during that time, I learned a great deal about myself and created some excellent afformation files of my own. However, I have now reached a point where I no longer possess the patience for delays. I want my dream life now, this very moment. It’s truly time for me to shine!

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#13

Here’s my updated schedule:

  • Monday, Wednesday, Friday: Ascended Mogul
  • Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday: R.I.C.H.: Manifest Incredible Amounts of Income and Wealth Subliminal

It has only been one day since I started listening to the R.I.C.H. subliminal, so it’s still too early to expect significant changes. It’s worth considering that switching back and forth between Ascended Mogul and R.I.C.H. might potentially hinder my progress. However, for now, I don’t have many alternatives as I’m not ready to stop listening to Ascended Mogul.

I’ve been experiencing frustration due to the lack of progress with my own afformations. In search of a more effective approach, I reached out to ChatGPT for advice yesterday and received valuable insights on how to enhance the design of my afformations. ChatGPT provided explanations and guided me in making informed choices, resulting in the creation of new and hopefully more impactful afformations for my financial and sexual goals.

I remain optimistic and hopeful for the best outcome, acknowledging that it takes time to see substantial results.

#14

I’m listening to R.I.C.H. right now. This is my 4th listen.

My mind was blown by the afformations that I got from ChatGPT! It was my normal practice that anytime I left the house, I would be affirming non-stop until I arrived back home. Any time that I saw something I didn’t like, I would affirm that I have my desired sexual / financial realities. Well, after listening to the afformations I got from ChatGPT, I was able to go to work and… not feel the need to affirm… at all. I haven’t felt the need to affirm at all since that first day when I listened (I listened for about 6 hours that first day.) The ladies are also enjoying my attention more consistently than in the past, but there’s not much to report beyond that. (It just goes to show how bad I was at creating my own afformations, LOL.)

So things are better on the female front, but financially things are not ideal. (R.I.C.H. just stopped playing.) I work part time hours because my job makes it very difficult to get additional hours, unless I make myself available 12+ hours a day. It’s not your standard go to work and get 8 hours pay job. Sometimes I get the 4 hour minimum, sometimes 8+. Usually it’s been closer to 4+ lately, and because of this I’m starting to run low on cash. I also missed some work recently due to an injury. I don’t want to increase my hours, and I dislike my job. Blah…

It certainly doesn’t help that I’m focused on my negative financial situation. It’s always helpful to avoid negative thoughts.

I spent years working my ass off towards various goals. Sports betting, gambling systems, etc… Even day trading for a short time. Ultimately, I failed at everything. My passion has always been gambling, but I’ve done nothing but fail (it’s my insistence on finding my own unique path to success, that has hurt the most.) I do have to wonder if R.I.C.H. and the ChatGPT afformations will take me in a new direction, or back in an old direction. Hey, at this point I’d just be happy to win the lottery. Maybe I need to get some lottery afformations from ChatGPT.

I have no desire to own a business. I hate customers. Customers are idiots (many, not all.) I don’t know what to do any more… I don’t know where I’m going…

#15

I read somewhere that maybe a sub called “Ecstacy of Gold” is more thorough than “R.I.C.H,” but it’s not listed as stackable with Ascended Mogul. Considering my circumstances, is R.I.C.H. going to help me?