The cognitive dissonance with My Secret Garden can drive a bluepilled man insane
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Absolutely.
This is also a recurring theme in the book, that the men who were told these fantasies by their women are “weirded out” and “mad”
Because they have like rape fantasies or gangbang fantasies and all that.
An insecure man will become insane by this, yes.
A powerful man will know how to use this knowledge 
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Ya it is crazy when women tell their fantasies and wow it is not what you expect lol. But how they actually act during sex and just in general you would never think that is how the actually wanted “it” lol.
Dated plenty of women with crazy as fuck fantasies but were nothing like that when actually having sex lol.
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That is on you to get it out of them.
Generally, if they are comfortable enough with you and you are a dominant, powerful, successful man, they do all kinds of weird shit. Even though they say differently.
Watch actions, not words
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Day 9 - RebirthU + KhanQ ST1 + RICH Solace
Khan truly makes me horny af.
For anyone running it, you either need an “outlet” in form of a woman, or many women, or you have already learned how to redirect your sexual energy. Otherwise, I see many men falling back to porn or smth, running Khan.
Truly, I need to fuck every day lol!
Rebirth DEFINITELY helps. While I feel a bit of fatigue in the middle of the day, I am not angry AT ALL. Great addition!
However, I might add another midweek rest day. I only get about 6-7 hours of sleep / night currently due to circumstances, and that doesn’t seem to be enough to work through it all. Will also add naps and meditate more.
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Day 10 - RebirthU + KhanQ ST1 + RICH Solace
7 Days on stack so far.
Last night for the first time I could remember the dream. And it was revolving around social anxiety. Walking away from situations instead of facing them. Fleeing a discussion, etc.
The setup was a bit fucking weird, but the idea behind it was clear for me.
Also, my uncle’s ex-wife was mean to us as children, and she appeared as well. Khan ST1 definitely working through something there!
EDIT:
I was also thinking of re-introducing BLU again, but after reading this great thread by our leader: Request for a new EVERYTHING title for men OR upgrade Khan For Men
I decided against adding too many subs.
I only just started with them, and KhanQ is already fucking me up. I really only run RICH in this because I am a greedy bastard.
If I noticed anything, then running dense subs like Khan is really supposed to be done as a single. Especially if you start out. The changes are MASSIVE.
In another thread I read by @Fire that these subs aren’t toys and that they are very powerful. I didn’t think of them as toys, but when you start out, you’ll be like, “Sure, man. I’ll can handle it easy.”
And then you hit a wall.
Like, they are not powerful, they are POWERFUL.
I am still amazed at how much they truly do with just an hour of listening to “a bit” of messaging.
On topic:
RebirthU is helping. This morning I noticed a bit of anger coming back for a second, but vanished quickly. Definitely helps reconciling with KhanQ.
I can only imagine what KhanQv2 ST1 would do 
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What is smth?
Short for “something” 
lol- duh so clear now 
Day 11 - RebirthU + KhanQ ST1 + RICH Solace
8 Days on stack so far.
Report on the sex from yesterday evening.
It’s almost effortless already. I was expecting this to “come” later, like with ST4 on Khan or something, but I already need to do nothing and the wife is hot for action.
Now, I was already quite set up with this, but there is definitely a noticeable difference!
Plus, way more dominant. And she likes it.
As I said in the previous post, these subs are truly POWERFUL.
Other than that, I still feel the emotional turmoil, which ruins my focus a little bit, but still better than before running Khan. That’s for sure.
I notice my voice deepen, and my movement being more clear and direct. Powerful you could say.
I also had another dream last night with childhood memories. I cannot recall what it was exactly, but definitely something working through.
I might add another rest day tomorrow. I notice fatigue setting in again.
RebirthU is definitely a life-savor.
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One ABSOLUTELY noticeable difference from Khan to AM which I was running before is the direction of my energy.
I still have a lingering job I need for mortgage, etc. On AM I could focus on that for some time as well and get things done.
On Khan I couldn’t be bothered to work for their s*it. I am fully focused on my own empire.
Great display of the nuanced direction of the subs.
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Visualizations
Day 12 - Rest day
8 Days on stack so far.
Yesterday late in the day I experienced some kind of fatigue after my recent Podcast.
First I thought I am just exhausted, but I figured it gotta have to do with the subs.
So I laid down on the couch for a few minutes. I sort almost fell asleep but not really. But I saw in my mind’s eye a huge supernova explosion in the universe, that looked like a filter. Pulsating.
Maybe that was a hint.
Which is why I decided to add another rest day to this weekend, making it 3 days without subs again.
Today then I am off subs.
I notice immediately in the morning, my head is “clearer” less “stuffed” so to speak. I listen to the subs in the morning, one stack all after another. The past days I noticed how this made my head “full” very soon in the day.
Guess my subconscious needs more getting used to the subs.
RebirthU helped A TON. Much easier to work with it.
I am having a hard time deciphering what is recon because my sub denies it or what is KhanQ ST1 working through stuff. Sometimes feels similar tbh.
Still, the solution is more rest days.
thats great man!
I’m running Khan ST1 and AM together and experiencing no benefits so far
I was running AM for a week and had IMMEDIATE results.
Didn’t you say in your journal you are experiencing reconciliation?
That IS a sign that it’s working…
what being being called RECON in my journal keeps happening from time to time actually
I personally am not 100% if it can be called RECON due to subclub
Currently experiencing a slight bloom. At least it feels like.
Didn’t listen to any subs today (Still Day 12), and recon seems to be “done” at least for today.
Very social, dominant, aloof, and flirting and having fun with people and the wife.
A slight glimpse of what is to come!
Day 13 - Rest Day
8 Days on stack so far.
I am honestly amazed at how powerful KhanQ is.
Listened to it 3x this week, 1 loop each, and it sends me into recon every time!
Idk if it is Khan, or Rebirth helps a lot there but I feel like a different person already. Despite the recon. Or the rest days are helping to implement.
Either way, I DO feel like a Khan. I run my empire, and anyone who doesn’t comply can leave.
“My way or the highway.”
I love that. I know this sounds like Emperor, but I am WAY more social regardless, I just don’t care if people like it or not. I am aloof and see myself above them because I run this empire.
But not in a negative way. I adore most people and enjoy chatting with them, and talking about things, even if their words are silly.
Before I would’ve roughly removed people Emperor style (although I never run it).
- I also get questioning beliefs sometimes popping up about money, RICH is manifesting, but my SubC is definitely questioning it!
We’re just at the beginning.
This is just ST1! The future is bright gentlemen.
I just wonder if I need to run Khan forever, or just “Long enough” so it is ingrained in my subconscious and then switch?
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whatever internal growth that happens will be lasting, in the same way experiences and previous conditioning have informed who you are today.
My sense is the more acute state/aura effects will likely require some form of maintenance. I’ve run Emperor for a year and it seems very ingrained in who I am. I believe @Fire compared it to working out, you don’t just work out and then get to a point where you never have to do it again. @Meng123 do you remember the post about permanent change from subs?
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Its this one
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Thanks, gentlemen for this!
Good to hear.
I am noticing a sort of “aura” developing from Khan already.
People cannot be mad at me. I notice this with my wife.
She was mad this morning for something, I said a few calm, aloof and collected words and it changed her mood completely. This is definitely new.
Edit: Also my voice is deeper already.
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