You are a Lightworker, I’m glad you are awakening and I assure you it’ll be a glorious ride, an adventurous journey to say the least!
Been rethinking the stack.
Mostly because it’s too powerful for me right now. Lots of recon and fatigue/neck pain.
I also read by @RVconsultant that Ultimas are so powerful it’s sometimes better to only run them twice a week.
Maybe my SubC is just so receptive that I can’t run a lot of subs. I know others run Qv2 6 times a day, that would prolly kill me lol (kidding).
So, next week imma test listening to masked at night.
And the following stack:
Mo: 1x RebirthU, 1x KhanQ ST1, 1x RICH Solace
Tu: 1x KhanQ ST1
Wed: 1x KhanQ ST1, 1x BLU
Thu: 1x KhanQ ST1
Fr: 1x KhanQ ST1, RICH Solace
Maybe I even drop the RICH on Monday, we’ll see.
And/or use the BLU Supercharger instead of the Ultima.
All masked with Earphones at night.
Always experimenting!
That’s funny because people call me a Dark Lord because I tell them the unapologetic truths and dark reality of a corrupt society. But I see where you’re coming from!
Day 21 - Rest Day
12 Days on Stack so far.
As mentioned, I will change the stack a bit. Anytime I am on rest days I get a ton of results, so this means I should probably increase em a bit
Total Breakdown is truly a fantastic program. Every day I feel it working, I notice a weight clearing off of me. It’s hard to describe. I would say it feels like a wall around my mind and heart getting beat down.
I am socially more open, charismatic, and more dominant. Not like crazy, but noticeable.
I absolutely DO NOT care what anyone thinks of me. I am way more open with things I wasn’t before (with the wife for example) because I couldn’t be bothered what she thinks of it/me.
Completely outcome independent. Be it with her, other people or my business. I do the thinks I want and know they will work out. I am not bothered if it doesn’t work out right now, or not. Enjoy the process.
I should add that I had myself set up in this direction quite well before I started subs. Still, the change is DEFINITLEY noticeable.
Looking WELL forward to Stage 2, although currently I cannot say when I will end Total Breakdown. I am aiming for at least 30 days on Khan (not counting Rest days) so this might add up to another 3 weeks. Depends, if I don’t feel anything new, I might switch sooner.
Day 22 - Rest Day
12 Days on Stack so far.
After two rest days, I notice mood going up again. As well as a general feeling. Results are starting to set in from Khan.
More and more I start to feel like a blank slate. It’s not like I lose my identity or personality (although some of that leaves) but it’s more a general FREE feeling of clarity and not labelling myself in any way.
Interesting.
This week I will try subs at night. Masked with Earphones, although I noticed running the LIFE app that the effect from the Superchargers is not THAT crazy as with listening via my Headphones.
Idk if this is due to the Earphones or because of recon. I definitely need to reduce exposure, because I was feeling a bit lethargic on Friday (after 4 days on subs).
I could also try brute-forcing more exposure to get over recon lol
I read for some this works as well.
Idk, for now I am reducing subs. We’ll see how it goes at night.
Day 23 - KhanQ ST1 only
13 Days on stack so far
Last night was the first night where I listened while sleeping.
I am used to “noise” while sleeping because in the past I ran affirmations at night.
I only ran Khan because I wanted to test the waters and because I have this gut feeling that 2 Ultima V2’s are really taxing on me.
Tonight I’ll run KhanQV2 and RICH Solace to see what’s what.
Generally the sleep at first felt less deep when I woke up, but I was very energetic all day. I also feel like I get better results this way because I am not fatigued in the morning.
About last night:
Had a dream that definitely worked through something from the past. Sadly I cannot recall the details, but I DO know it was something that bothered me personally.
Still having issues taking action for ST1.
I do, however, meditate a lot more. That seems to help.
What is also noticeable is less anger or irritation. It still lingers a bit sometimes, but nothing I couldn’t handle.
Also the TRUE belief that nobody can give me shit. It’s not like a “boss” kind of aura where I am above everyone, I just enjoy the power which seems to come effortless. As it’s said in the copy.
Khan definitely makes me WAY more social and aiming for pleasure. I am enjoying working on my business/empire, but I also enjoy not doing so and doing other things. Plus, I am way more open towards people.
This might be the biggest difference to Emperor? Which I am thinking of trying at some point as well.
Gladly the boredom is leaving which was so strong, it almost felt like easy stonewalling. Because I was feeling nothing. Finally it’s coming back. Curious to see what QV2 does tonight!
A New Reality - What am I?
Day 24 - KhanQV2 ST1 and RICH Solace
14 Days on stack so far
Tonight I listened to one loop of KhanQV2, 15 minute silence, and then RICH Solace.
I am fascinated by QV2.
Last night was bad in the sense that my son woke us up early and kept us sort-of-awake all night. I slept 3-ish hours.
YET, Khan QV2 is STILL working!
Here’s what I noticed:
- On KhanQ I always ran into recon which manifested in anger and short temper.
Qv2, nothing. Even though I am tired af, I feel good, powerful and strong. And that on ST1! - While meditating I had a visualization of me fishing in the ocean. I caught a big fish. The rod was pulling hard. In fact, so hard it pulled me into the water. In the darkness I saw a killer-whale on my rod pulling me deeper.
At first, I thought this is a nightmare thing, but in reality I developed a calmness towards the deep ocean. I always had anxiety towards that. I feel fine with it now… - And the best thing: SHIFT IN REALITY
Now this might also be a lingering effect from BLU or because I am currently reading The Power of Awareness, but this morning I had a huge shift.
I realized my consciousness. Everything around me is a product of my inner balance. There is a lot of Chaos right now because I am on Stage1. Lots of stuff being worked through, etc.
Still, if I consciously set my mind up positively, the people around me act differently.
Neville Goddard put it well, your mind is like a magnetized metal. The metal stays the same, no matter what polarity it is magnetized with. But the electrons surrounding it react differently, depending on the setup.
Your mind and consciousness are the same. It is always YOU. It is “I AM.” But the things you attract into your life depend on how you set yourself and your mind up.
- I am at a loss of words to describe this, but it feels like the Khan in me is surfacing more and more. And it feels real. It’s not faked or acted. I truly believe I deserve much better than what I currently have.
- My wife acts differently around me. She seems almost intimidated. This morning, due to lack of sleep she came in somewhat pissed (at the situation, not me), but her mood immediately changed. Usually, she would be angry at this for a while.
And this is just this morning with shitty sleep. I wonder what QV2 will do when I get proper sleep!
It DEFINITELY is much easier on recon and implements WAY faster!
I’m glad to hear that Khan Qv2 is so much more effective I can’t believe this is just ST1, imagine KhanQ ST4!
Hyper interesting I devoured every passage of this journal!
I am currently on khan Qv2 St1/iron throne Qv2/Muaythai mastery.
All this has convinced me to stay longer on St1 and I thank you for that, I share the same opinion on several topics stated.
When we start we want to make several loops but in view of the results with time off I will reorganize everything.
thank you again
Welcome WolfGhost! I see that you joined about 4 days ago. Is that when you started this stack? Is it your first time running SC subs? If so, you may want to thin out your stack a bit… otherwise you may experience overload or even stonewalling. Just a suggestion.
Definitely.
I only started"recently " and with the new technology, less loops seem to be more.
For most people at least.
Yet, running different targeted subs is not too bad imo. I. E. One for wealth, one for women, one for spirit etc.
However, experiment. Everyone is different.
Thank you Gilligan! Yes you are right and I agree, that’s why I’m discreetly observing the reactions of those with the same subs to adjust.
Otherwise yes first experience after a failure (I bought khan at [MOD EDIT], scam but refunded). I was listening to sapien medicine before that nothing else.
[DarkPhilosopher: Even so, best not to advertise them, only leads to confusion. Thanks for understanding!]
One loop Khan Qv2 is that powerful???!!! Nice.
Less reconciliation on Qv2 is a big plus.
The one thing that I miss with Khan QV2 are the raging boners in the morning. Am I the only one?
Good luck.
First Khan Manifestation
Day 25 - KhanQV2 ST1 and RICH Solace
15 Days on stack so far
Khan is manifesting today.
Out of nowhere the brother of an old classmate appeared as the postman today.
This isn’t coincidence, because I don’t believe in coincidences.
Something I am working through regarding this person or that timeframe. I don’t know exactly what it is, but it gave me a reality-shift.
The mind is creating reality at any given point.
Is this Alchemist? I thought I am running Khan
Anyway, I meditated about this with a cigar in my backyard and it changed a WHOLE lot of beliefs (conscious) about myself and my life. Truly a groundbreaking discovery for me. Although not many will understand this.
I also noticed more chaos coming in, with 2 emails about the mortgage and insurance (negative) coming in out of nowhere.
I am not mad about it. It is to be expected in TOTAL BREAKDOWN, isn’t it?
This only means the later stages will manifest something TRULY great. Looking well forward to that!
seems like a healthy attitude to have
It’s the Rune of Sacrifice.
Without sacrifice, there is no success.
Or in other words, the universe works in energies. If you want to change as a person, you need to sacrifice energy to forge yourself into something new.
You give energy into the universe, so it gives back energy to mold yourself anew. It’s a constant balance.
Imo any sort of progress requires pain. A larva morphs into a butterfly through pain. A child is born in pain. You harden your body through pain at the gym.
Pain is the modulator for growth.
Day 26 - KhanQV2 ST1 and BLU
16 Days on stack so far
QV2 is fantastically smooth. I have almost zero recon although I’ve been running it daily now. Whereas on Q I could only listen to it about 2-3 times a week.
It also manifests way faster as I mentioned yesterday. Truly powerful and great experience.
I keep having flashbacks of old situations while meditating. Some good, some less. Khan is definitely working here.
I also consciously noticed how some groups I was in were colored in darkness and almost hateful attitudes, spreading negative energy into my life. Will cut those.
I totally forgot to talk about RICH but that keeps firing left and right as well.
Woke up to payments from random affiliate marketing products I completely forgot.
There is really not much to say about RICH other than that it manifests wealth virtually everywhere, especially if you run a business and there are multiple pathways for that.
Day 27 - Rest Day
16 Days on stack so far
Interesting observation:
I am generally happier. I enjoy the moment. Living in the present, and I am not mad if I cannot work on my business for a few hours. Well, it still stings a bit, but before I was like REALLY mad at that fact.
Can’t say that this is good for my goals. However, I guess later stages of Khan will fix that issue.
For now, it’s fully focused on healing.
I do also notice empathy increasing towards others.
I would like more focus on my empire. But we’ll see. If it doesn’t fit my goals, there is always Emperor, although I am not rushing things before I am at ST4 of Khan.
I am halfway on ST1 so far. At least according to my plan on running it full 30 days. I might extend that, depending on how it feels.
With QV2 being able to run 5 days a week, I should reach this quicker.
Guys help me stack please.
I want to run:
Khan St1 every day.
EoG St1 more often than not.
RICH once a week or twice.
BLU once a week.
Currently I am thinking:
Monday: Khan, EoG
Tuesday: Khan, EoG
Wednesday: Khan, RICH
Thursday: Khan, EoG
Friday: Khan, BLU
Thoughts?
I want to run EoG St1 solo. Not the whole sub.
RICH keeps manifesting like crazy but I want the foundation of wealth.
Plus Khan obviously as healing and major.