The Prince (Emperor+PCC+KB)

Journals - Major Programs
#21

Women are more responsive to me but in a different way than it was on WB. On WB it was more aural and like a fleeting/ephemeral attraction/desire whilst on Ascension (+KB?) it’s more primal in the sense of consistent attraction to the “alpha male”, the best choice in the “pack”, the prize.

I’m still under initial, elemental subliminal habituation to the new framework it helps me build and the new reality it helps me manifest, and I need more substantial reaffirmations to deepen and strengthen the process in order to ascend higher, beyond my habitual threshold. I’m on my way.

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#22
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#23

Yesterday I got really upset because of a miscommunication at work and I almost made a terrible folly that would have made me some enemies and imperiled my reputation. Fortunately, PCC guided my intuition towards resolving the whole misunderstanding by playing it cool and clarifying it all, although I was a bit ragging deep down and I had a lot of “crazy ideas” on how to tackle this.

Ascension is hitting me deep, challenging my self-beliefs and self-perception. There’s no recon whatsoever but only some slight subliminal discomfort being caused by the transition.

Every time I run KB3 I feel energies coursing throughout my body and I take a piss really frequently for a couple of hours after the listening.

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Main Disc. Thread - Power Can Corrupt ZP v2
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#25

Is that Shiela E on the drums?

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#26

It sure is

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#27

She looks like she’s having so much fun!

Okay back on track before we get off topic.

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#28

It’s from his Sign of the Times movie

I was born and raised in Minneapolis.

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#29

Even though my current (not subliminal) results are not satisfactory, my stack helps me keep quite a nice course of action in my life. It shows me my real value, boundaries and possibilities. PCC has helped me improve my social game, and Ascension become bolder in my moves. The stack has decreased my level of self-deception, helping me assess myself, my circumstances and the possible outcomes of my current course of action. It seems to me my life is getting “normalized” (in the positive sense) pretty fast. Great, great stack.

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#30

Today I got slight recon due to overthinking my current situation and starting questioning my ability to manage. It decreased my self-confidence a bit yet everything seems to be getting back to normal gradually.

It looks like I’ll be leaving my current job mainly because it’s a way to nowhere and I’m heavily underpaid given my skills, qualifications, attitude and performance. I’m thinking about going to Vietnam in order to teach English there. I don’t want to just wait for my business projects since they depend on Google too much. I need more money and not just enough to get by. It means leaving my wife here, in Thailand, but I need to have a solid plan B, and earning more money and getting into copy writing (as I will have more time for myself) is the way to go. We’re going to miss one another but I need to make that sacrifice.

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#31

The scripting is getting more and more integrated into my native framework (internal systems).

KB3 has increased my sexual energy levels a lot and now I need to manage with that by decreasing them through the simplest means.

Thanks to Ascension and PCC I’m really becoming more like the Prince and less like the Little Prince when it comes to planning and making my moves. It looks like I’ll be working at a great international school in Vietnam making twice as much as I’m making now. The interview takes place on Wednesday but I’m confident I’ll get the job. The only thing is, given my expertise in education (MA of Pedagogy), I could ask them for more than I did but I think it’s okay for a start.

Ascension and PCC (and bloody Google) pushed me towards making that move and it looks like it’s going to be a totally new chapter in my life.

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#33

I was considering running HO:SB instead of Ascension and PCC yet, thanks to Saint and thinking about it for a second, I realized that I’m sill a “beginner” when it comes to my personal growth since I needed tremendous amounts of healing before I could embark on “building” up my personal power and social influence which are the base of successful and happy life. Running Ascension and PCC is going to do exactly that for me. I just need to be patient and keep taking action that promotes those two processes. On top of that, the core wisdom, that HO:SB is supposed to instill in the user, got instilled in me by my mom (sic!). Those virtues however are living beings - they grow when nurtured or succumb to atrophy when neglected. Anyhow, my stack definitely helps me nurture them. Moreover, some time ago (around 1-2 months ago) I understood that keeping my standards at work and improving my professional skills affect my personal life (its quality) greatly. So mastering that domain helps me grow in other domains (my marriage, and general self-improvement) of my life as well.

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#34

Success with the interview!

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#35

I’m really glad that my one year DR and some additional healing with CFW helped me deal with my painful past brutally, eradicating a lot of mental garbage.

PCC is helping me not only dissolve a huge amount of self-deception but also prevent my old “toxic” self (my old “toxic” thinking patterns) from creeping back on me. It’s like fighting off an old vicious enemy with skill and ease.

Ascension keeps building up my solid social presence and helps me keep my cool.

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#36

Seems like we are running very similar stacks… Be great following this journal alongside my own journey. All the best!

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#37

Okay @James, as much as I like Prince, if you want to post any more Prince videos, please put them on the music thread.

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#38

I’ve got to the point where being “alpha” on the deeper levels of my psyche and in social situations feels like my second nature. Some people still try to show me no respect but I cut them short fast or choose to ignore them utterly. Their slights cannot reach me. I feel that thanks to my stack I’m changing into a guy who chooses what he sees and hears (sic!). I’m almost completely non-reactive to toxicity and negativity, and I choose a way I want to respond to them myself. It’s also way easier to keep my own shit together and choose how I want to respond to my inner states, thoughts and feelings, instead of letting them drive me however they want.

I feel a bit apathetic (or sth like that) but it may be a result of the better self-control or it’s been caused by running my stack every day for almost one month. I think I need to take a short break on the weekend. We’re going to see since it’s Tuesday only.

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#39

My mind is constantly looking for ways to fall back to my old patterns and I need to actively work on keeping it at bay in order to redirect the focus towards ASCENDING. Every conscious decision not to succumb to that desire to go back to my old ways makes me stronger and eases the whole transition. The satisfaction stemming from overcoming that desire is invigorating.

I see that there’s lot of areas in my life I need to improve and changing my job and lifestyle is going to facilitate the improvement. Especially, when it comes to getting fit, building up my professional and social skills but also building at least some rudimentary form of social life (like joining an English club in Hanoi, for example). I’ve decided to turn down that lucrative job offer (where I would make twice as much as I’m making now) since it would hinder my growth (a much less conducive environment to what I want to achieve in terms of my personal growth and the aforementioned goals) and that money is not worth it. Instead I chose an environment that is going to support me on the way to improving myself as a teacher and a human being. I will be working for only a bit more money than I’m making now, however.

Let’s see how it goes.

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#40

Ascension->Emperor.
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Since it seems to me that the core of Ascension has been easily assimilated into my framework in 40 days only I feel and see the need to take it to the next level and build my life around it, therefore, I’ll be testing out Emperor for the next three weeks. If I see that Emperor is the way then it will stay in my stack for a longer time.

KB has made me a more sexual man in the sense I’m attracted to women in a “natural” way whilst in the past the attraction seemed to be a bit dull, that is, I didn’t feel much sexual energy being involved… It was more like watching cartoons about women than watching romance/erotic movies, so to speak. My sex drive has got significantly higher as well. I’m curious how it goes when I switch to KB 4 in two weeks.

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