“Atomic Habits” helped me understand that:
It’s not the matter of setting goals and striving to achieve them but creating a framework (system) that will improve you, your daily habits, and your skills towards the desired outcomes. We need to keep tweaking up that framework as much as we can, that in itself should be our ultimate and only goal.
I’ll be working on my framework, taking into account my desired outcomes, naturally, and see how my current stack can assist me in building it up.
Thanks to the book I understood that in order to become the Prince, for whom realising the objectives of my stack is natural and effortless, I need to recognise which of my habits are not the Prince’s habits, and eliminate them, and form the habits I lack and which are the Prince’s habits, also reinforce our common habits. I need to gradually but surely replace my framework of habits with the Prince’s. I should start with the most vital ones.
Women are more responsive to me but in a different way than it was on WB. On WB it was more aural and like a fleeting/ephemeral attraction/desire whilst on Ascension (+KB?) it’s more primal in the sense of consistent attraction to the “alpha male”, the best choice in the “pack”, the prize.
I’m still under initial, elemental subliminal habituation to the new framework it helps me build and the new reality it helps me manifest, and I need more substantial reaffirmations to deepen and strengthen the process in order to ascend higher, beyond my habitual threshold. I’m on my way.
Yesterday I got really upset because of a miscommunication at work and I almost made a terrible folly that would have made me some enemies and imperiled my reputation. Fortunately, PCC guided my intuition towards resolving the whole misunderstanding by playing it cool and clarifying it all, although I was a bit ragging deep down and I had a lot of “crazy ideas” on how to tackle this.
Ascension is hitting me deep, challenging my self-beliefs and self-perception. There’s no recon whatsoever but only some slight subliminal discomfort being caused by the transition.
Every time I run KB3 I feel energies coursing throughout my body and I take a piss really frequently for a couple of hours after the listening.
Is that Shiela E on the drums?
It sure is
She looks like she’s having so much fun!
Okay back on track before we get off topic.
It’s from his Sign of the Times movie
I was born and raised in Minneapolis.
Even though my current (not subliminal) results are not satisfactory, my stack helps me keep quite a nice course of action in my life. It shows me my real value, boundaries and possibilities. PCC has helped me improve my social game, and Ascension become bolder in my moves. The stack has decreased my level of self-deception, helping me assess myself, my circumstances and the possible outcomes of my current course of action. It seems to me my life is getting “normalized” (in the positive sense) pretty fast. Great, great stack.
Today I got slight recon due to overthinking my current situation and starting questioning my ability to manage. It decreased my self-confidence a bit yet everything seems to be getting back to normal gradually.
It looks like I’ll be leaving my current job mainly because it’s a way to nowhere and I’m heavily underpaid given my skills, qualifications, attitude and performance. I’m thinking about going to Vietnam in order to teach English there. I don’t want to just wait for my business projects since they depend on Google too much. I need more money and not just enough to get by. It means leaving my wife here, in Thailand, but I need to have a solid plan B, and earning more money and getting into copy writing (as I will have more time for myself) is the way to go. We’re going to miss one another but I need to make that sacrifice.
The scripting is getting more and more integrated into my native framework (internal systems).
KB3 has increased my sexual energy levels a lot and now I need to manage with that by decreasing them through the simplest means.
Thanks to Ascension and PCC I’m really becoming more like the Prince and less like the Little Prince when it comes to planning and making my moves. It looks like I’ll be working at a great international school in Vietnam making twice as much as I’m making now. The interview takes place on Wednesday but I’m confident I’ll get the job. The only thing is, given my expertise in education (MA of Pedagogy), I could ask them for more than I did but I think it’s okay for a start.
Ascension and PCC (and bloody Google) pushed me towards making that move and it looks like it’s going to be a totally new chapter in my life.
I was considering running HO:SB instead of Ascension and PCC yet, thanks to Saint and thinking about it for a second, I realized that I’m sill a “beginner” when it comes to my personal growth since I needed tremendous amounts of healing before I could embark on “building” up my personal power and social influence which are the base of successful and happy life. Running Ascension and PCC is going to do exactly that for me. I just need to be patient and keep taking action that promotes those two processes. On top of that, the core wisdom, that HO:SB is supposed to instill in the user, got instilled in me by my mom (sic!). Those virtues however are living beings - they grow when nurtured or succumb to atrophy when neglected. Anyhow, my stack definitely helps me nurture them. Moreover, some time ago (around 1-2 months ago) I understood that keeping my standards at work and improving my professional skills affect my personal life (its quality) greatly. So mastering that domain helps me grow in other domains (my marriage, and general self-improvement) of my life as well.
Success with the interview!
I’m really glad that my one year DR and some additional healing with CFW helped me deal with my painful past brutally, eradicating a lot of mental garbage.
PCC is helping me not only dissolve a huge amount of self-deception but also prevent my old “toxic” self (my old “toxic” thinking patterns) from creeping back on me. It’s like fighting off an old vicious enemy with skill and ease.
Ascension keeps building up my solid social presence and helps me keep my cool.
Seems like we are running very similar stacks… Be great following this journal alongside my own journey. All the best!
Okay @James, as much as I like Prince, if you want to post any more Prince videos, please put them on the music thread.