The MALKUTH Catharsis (Malkuth Journal)

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#867

I’ve been utilizing the subliminals to help me through a pretty significant Great Work.

And as I reflect, they have indeed been helping me.

It’s just that the scale is pretty large sometimes.

There are too many details, and so many that I never really mention on here.

One was the framework, back in 2023/2024 of a model of my vision for a thriving engaged life.

I call it an Independent Study.

There are three dimensions:

  1. Intellectual Life
  2. Contemplative/Mystical Life (Phenomenological Principles, Perspectives, and Practices; Phenomenological Facilitation, Engagement, and Exploration)
  3. Healing and Therapeutic Life

I saw that this structure provides me the range and the room to do what I wish to do in this life. The structure just kind of emerged and unfolded.

And this seems to be what I am working on.

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#868

Okay, I just noticed another ‘mysterious’ result. As usual, we’re about halfway into the journey before I even realize that I’m on the plane.

And I like it that way.

I may have mentioned the roots of it up above somewhere already. Yes, 5 days ago, I was talking, briefly, about an interest in ‘narrative mnemonic structures’: i.e., the use of stories (i.e., narrative structures) to organize, integrate, and remember information.

Well, I was memorizing a sequential series of meaningful items and so I went ahead and started creating a story with one narrative element corresponding to each one.

It took me a couple of days between everything else I was doing to get the basic narrative. And today, I had time to return to it and begin to memorize the story and associate it internally with the true content for memorization.

So far, I’ve memorized items 1 through 36, and it’s working great, so that’s cool.

But the ‘mysterious’ result part was that as I just went through the elements, it occurred to me that ‘I Am Writing’. I did not have an intention to write a story, but naturally enough, that’s what is ending up happening.

Just as with Dragon Reborn Gold Stage 1, Dragon Fire Gold, in which I ‘mysteriously’ ended up re-learning the Chen Style Taijiquan Form (and also felt a pull to re-learn piano pieces from the past); now with Dragon Flight Gold (stage 3), I am finding myself spontaneously generating writing.

That’s really interesting.

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#869

Another thing I really love about this current phase of subliminal practice is that I have just two programs. I love that. And each one is pretty focused. It just feels great to not be overloading and overpacking everything.

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#870

When you pray for a car, Heaven will set you to the tasks of building roads and aiding those who build them.

To the fool, these tasks will be seen as useless ‘challenges’; or as moral ‘tests’ by which to prove one’s ‘worthiness’ to be given the car.

The wise student will recognize that these stages are preparing places for them to drive the car.

What is the point of a ‘treasure’ that can never be harnessed or engaged; that can never be used?

The ‘testing’ phases are, in a sense, no tests at all. They are the process of attaining readiness to accommodate that which is desired.

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#871

Back to this:

I’ve now got all of them, 1 through 84, memorized and on-tap for access.

The process of doing this, and of wanting to do it, is just as inspiring as the result of itself.

It almost seemed to me more like a Quantum Limitless result, since mnemonicization is directly described and addressed in that program. Of course, I have not run the Quantum Limitless program since August 2023, when I switched over to The Revelation of Mind and The Revelation of Spirit.

But it also feels reminiscent of the enhanced cognition described in Dragon Reborn Gold. And I’m sure Dragon Rebonr Gold is still drawing on the capacities that were opened up by my ~3 years working with Quantum Limitless.

Anyway, point is, it’s interesting.

I have a couple more series to memorize. It’s not a contest, it’s more of a devotion. But it will be interesting to see how and if those further processes go.

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#872

Also,

Let’s acknowledge that swimming is literally flying.

When you swim, you’re doing exactly what birds do

I put in a request years ago for a Swimming Mastery subliminal from Subliminal Club. Hope it gets made someday.

So many skills and attitudes are involved in swimming. And it also seems like a very good processing strategy.

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#873

Who you are–as a being, as a person, as an organism–goes far, far beyond just yourself.

All of the characteristics within you are remixed. Handed down.

Your height. Your weight. Your temperament. Your personality. Even your style of parsing and making sense of perceptions and information.

These all represent legacy. All of hte parts of you are shared with people, ancestors, who went way, way before you.

Don’t hate yourself.

Appreciate yourself.

With the limitations.

Honor all of those elements. They represent survival. Striving. Dignity.

They really do.

Don’t let the 5 minutes of our current moment of history con you or fool you into disrespecting the powerful legacy represented in your being.

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#874

This last post ties into a short poem I wrote today:

My ego life limitation,
Is my soul pathway expansion.

:yin_yang:

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#875

Someone wrote to me yesterday to ask me to send them a reimbursement form/invoice (so I can be paid).

I’m choosing to take that as a good sign.

(and I did send it.)

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#876

Seems like a good time to make a journal entry.

Today was the hump day of this week, and the end day of the last 5 months of busyness. From 2 January until today 4 June, 2025.

I’m happy that I survived.

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#877

Sometimes life really seems to be a series of mind-f**ks.

It is a real challenge to see through the illusions that our minds generate.

But I also have to say, this generation of illusions is not some kind of conspiracy or set of flaws as people often imply. Illusion is the foundation of perception. Just like ignorance and lower sophistication are the foundations of knowledge and wisdom. You have to start from somewhere if you want to get anywhere. And sure, we do not start from being Expert. Expertise has to be cultivated and grown.

The fact that I do not yet understand something is not a freaking conspiracy.

Work on it.

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#878

The relationship between money and a good life is like the relationship between a stage and a good play.

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#879

Someone else’s 10-pound lift is not the same as your 10-pound lift.

Know this.

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#880

I just went back to check on my timeframe of running Khan Black and I see that it was quite a long time. I ran Khan Black stages I to III for about 2.5 months each. Then I ran Khan Black stage IV (as part of a larger custom) for about 11 months -ending in January 2025. Hadn’t thought about those numbers in a while.

Technically, those 18 months still constitute one run. I think it might be cool to go through Khan Black a second time before engaging with AEON. But, maybe this time, I’d just keep it to 1 month per stage. We’ll see how I feel when I get there.

At this point, my main focuses are Dragon Reborn GOLD and Ecstasy of the Golden One. I have a specific task to do (albeit one that is quite large and with regard to which I do not tend to be alacritous).

When it comes to career, money, and business, there is not a home or a place pre-made for me. If I want to be in the right place (the right role, etc.), I have to BUILD the right place.

It’s like if you wanted to ask a woman out to eat dinner with you, and then you realized that you had to first build a town, and then build a restaurant in this town, so that you could now sit down for a 2 hour meal.

It feels like that’s what I’ve been asking Ecstasy of Gold to help me do.

Ultimately, AEON will help immensely with this project. But I think that I want it to be off-the-ground and up and running before I move on from my current programs.

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#881

I have been coming to see that money is actually about Agreements and the nature of Agreements.

In a very real way, one’s capacity to accommodate and maintain agreements is the index of the relationship that they will have to the flows of money.

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#882

Something else that is very important right now is that I’m deepening my appreciation and exploration of the non-Reason-based dimensions of Belief.

I suspect that the non-Reason-based and extra-Reasoning elements powerfully supersede the reason-based components.

Actually, the idea of a Narrative is key. we can repeat narratives, fiercely grip narratives, and so on. On an experiential level, they become more powerful through our relationships to them, not through their veracity.

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#883

There’s a book to which I was fortuitously led a few years ago. I think it may have been a result of Quantum Limitless and Alchemist. Or maybe The Revelation of Mind.

The point is that I have been carrying this book around for so long with no time to read it. Even though I knew it was among the most crucial sources for my continuing path. Now, I finally have time to re-engage with it. Thank goodness.

I read to remember. Not quickly. I want to touch and digest what I read. So it takes time. Actually to slow my thoughts down and to make the connection steady, these days I tend to re-type anything that is really important. (Similar in function to how I read and record some important resources, like Subliminal Club program descriptions.)

Well, I just spent the afternoon working with Chapter 2 of this book. And, well, I want to keep going. But I think it’s time to go home now. We’ll see if I continue at home at all. There are between 9 and 50 resources that I strongly want to integrate, but this book is the top of the list.

One step at a time.

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#884

Sensitivity to and engagement with the implications of phenomenological content and states of consciousness

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#885

A master teacher learns the student’s style and patterns of thinking, perceiving, and processing and then integrates that style to help the student connect with resources, insights, and capacities that they had not previously attained.

A mediocre teacher simply masters a subject or skill and considers that to be enough.

But true teaching is an art form that is independent of the subject area being taught.

When I was younger, I had a mental block to reading music notation.

But I think, now, that this was mainly because it was taught generically with no attention to my thought or learning process. I could not automatically or subconsciously make the leap to competency and so I assumed that I was not good at it.

Now I’m realizing that it could have been taught differently or better for me.

I don’t have so much time right now, but I’m planning to devote a bit of it to teaching myself this skill in a more competent manner.

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#886

Accommodative capacity

Consciousness holds mind(s).

Mind holds bodily sensations and grounded circumstances.

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