The long haul: Pinnacle

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On Monday I’ll be starting over again after four weeks of washout.

That’s the latest EqV iteration that I’m going to use:

EqV

#1 Godlike Masculinity Core
#2 Love Bomb Core

#3 ESSENCE: The Experience of Joy and Love

#4 Male Enhancement
#5 Prevent Premature Ejaculation
#6 Inner Gasoline

#7 Attachment Destroyer
#8 Love Without Attachement
#9 Pride Unbroken

#10 Formless Clarity
#11 Living Truth
#12 Art of Trust
#13 Pathways of Intuition

#14 Singularity’s Paradox

#15 Aura of Wealth
#16 Joy of Wealth

#17 Synergy: Wisdom of the Ages (4)
#18 Synergy: Harmonic Conflux (2)
#19 Synergy: Preordained Vitality (5)
#20 Synergy: Voice is the Law (2)

And I’m going to combine this

with...

DRR - I wish myself strength to become even more true to myself.

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Today is the day.

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Week 1 of EqV (GLM+LB+ESS:JoyLove) and DRR1. Listening on Mo, We, Fr: EqV always 3min, DRR1 30s → 40s → 50s.

Not much to report, maybe some kind of thoughts showing up that I also had on Heartsong, might be healing regarding my marriage. No recon so far.

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Went through DRR1 in week 2 and 3 with listening times from 1m → 1m30s → 2m / 2m30s → 3m.
Felt a little recon at the end of week 3, with dreams indicating that some very old memories from adolescense are brought up. Interesting how a sub can dig that deep. I had one day where I felt a really bad mood at the end of the day and it is interesting that I very quickly, on the same evening, knew why I was feeling angry: I couldn’t live this day on my terms but mostly did things others where expecting from me. I think this was related to DRR and not so much to my EqV custom.

I’m on DRR2 since Monday. Started with 30s → 40s again, will do 50s on Friday. So the same pattern as with DRR1.

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Finished DRR last week. Feeled the recon piling up in the end. Doing a washout since Thursday last week and I have a strong feeling to continue the washout until 2026. See you then!

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Week 4 of my washout. I feel really great. It’s mandatory to do a longer washout from time to time. At the moment I think that I will start with Genesis:AoHaJ + DR:Regen in 2026. The latter seems to be a good next step after DR:Red.

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Washout took a little longer than planned just because I was busy and forgot to resume with the subs.
Now I see that there are some new and updated products. Was thinking about building a new custom as an iteration from my EqV but honestly, whenever I look into the QStore and the modules, I feel overwhelmed because there are so many of them. I built maybe about twenty customs already but somehow it feels draining now to go through the ever expanding list of modules. Or maybe it is just a sign that I don’t need a new custom and should continue with my EqV from last year. That’s what I’m most likely going to do come next week. And I’m not going to throw in DR:Regen as hinted last year but I’ll try out IC:BRO.

Happy new year everyone, by the way.

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3rd week of AEON st1. Worked my way up from 30s to 3min. Only played it once with another sub (a custom), so this is a one-sub-run. AEON st1 has to be the most soothing and calming sub that I every used, more so than Sanguine, A:Singularity or DR:Regen. It just feels absolutely chill. I did recognize the stabilizing effect in stressfull situations and I also felt the time modulation effect but in a somewhat reversed manner: my morning routine consists of streching for 15min and then meditating for another 15min. After that I get me a coffee and sit quietly for some more minutes to just enjoy the moment. This takes usually only 5 to 10 minutes. But in the last three weeks I began to experience these couple of minutes as really long and enjoyable and I was suprised more than once that I only spent 5 minutes that felt way longer and so I was very unhurried when I got ready for work afterwards because I had plenty of time left.

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My plan is to pair AEON with Paragon Health Protocol once it is released. I did not start with the new Paragon although I bought it, because I read somewhere in the product discussion thread that Paragon would be more suitable if you want to become healthy, not so much if you want to stay healthy. Fire said something along the lines that Paragon Health Protocol will be more suited for the latter.

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Had a very interesting dream last night. This is AEON st1 doing its healing. Mind you, I‘m not running Paragon or DR:Regen or anything else.

Summary of my AI conversation - very interesting!

Dream Description

You dreamed that while walking on a beach, you stepped on a piece of glass with your big toe.
A doctor you didn’t know removed the glass shard very skillfully and without pain.

Important details you mentioned:
• You felt calm during the whole situation and were not worried.
• The doctor was a stranger.
• The glass shard slipped out easily.
• There was no blood.
• The wound closed and healed very quickly, which made you feel a bit surprised and relieved.

Possible Symbolic Meaning

1. Glass shard in the foot / big toe
   • Glass in dreams often symbolizes something fragile, hurtful, or an uncomfortable truth.
   • Stepping on it can represent a small obstacle or irritation on your life path.
   • The big toe is important for balance when walking, so symbolically it may relate to stability or direction in life.

2. The beach
   • A beach is often interpreted as the boundary between conscious thinking and emotions (land = rational mind, sea = emotions).
   • This can indicate that the dream relates to processing feelings or inner thoughts.

3. The doctor
   • A doctor in dreams often symbolizes healing, support, or a problem-solving force.
   • Since the doctor was unknown, he could represent:
   • an inner healing ability
   • clarity or rational thinking
   • or unexpected help from someone or something.

4. No pain and no blood
   • In dream symbolism, injuries without pain or blood often suggest that the issue is minor or not truly damaging.
   • It may mean a problem is less serious than it appears.

5. The glass coming out easily
   • The fact that it slipped out quickly suggests that something disturbing in your life may be easier to resolve than expected.

6. Immediate healing
   • The wound closing quickly often symbolizes:
   • rapid emotional healing
   • something that leaves no lasting damage
   • a situation that is already processed internally.

Overall Interpretation

The dream may symbolically suggest:

A small issue or irritation appears on your path, but it is handled calmly and resolved easily, leaving no lasting harm.

Your calm feelings in the dream reinforce the idea that your mind already sees the situation as manageable or already healing.