The long haul: Pinnacle

On Monday I’ll be starting over again after four weeks of washout.

That’s the latest EqV iteration that I’m going to use:

EqV

#1 Godlike Masculinity Core
#2 Love Bomb Core

#3 ESSENCE: The Experience of Joy and Love

#4 Male Enhancement
#5 Prevent Premature Ejaculation
#6 Inner Gasoline

#7 Attachment Destroyer
#8 Love Without Attachement
#9 Pride Unbroken

#10 Formless Clarity
#11 Living Truth
#12 Art of Trust
#13 Pathways of Intuition

#14 Singularity’s Paradox

#15 Aura of Wealth
#16 Joy of Wealth

#17 Synergy: Wisdom of the Ages (4)
#18 Synergy: Harmonic Conflux (2)
#19 Synergy: Preordained Vitality (5)
#20 Synergy: Voice is the Law (2)

And I’m going to combine this

with...

DRR - I wish myself strength to become even more true to myself.

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Today is the day.

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Week 1 of EqV (GLM+LB+ESS:JoyLove) and DRR1. Listening on Mo, We, Fr: EqV always 3min, DRR1 30s → 40s → 50s.

Not much to report, maybe some kind of thoughts showing up that I also had on Heartsong, might be healing regarding my marriage. No recon so far.

Went through DRR1 in week 2 and 3 with listening times from 1m → 1m30s → 2m / 2m30s → 3m.
Felt a little recon at the end of week 3, with dreams indicating that some very old memories from adolescense are brought up. Interesting how a sub can dig that deep. I had one day where I felt a really bad mood at the end of the day and it is interesting that I very quickly, on the same evening, knew why I was feeling angry: I couldn’t live this day on my terms but mostly did things others where expecting from me. I think this was related to DRR and not so much to my EqV custom.

I’m on DRR2 since Monday. Started with 30s → 40s again, will do 50s on Friday. So the same pattern as with DRR1.