My Ego is against the great Wall.
The last time it happened in a similar fashion as this one, it preceeded a series of great synchronicities which springboarded me from bottom towards the medium-top.
However this time I predict it’ll be 10x.
Another huge level up is coming.
I can feel it.
Genesis - - - > Revelations - - - > Self-Realization
Yesterday I had a long convo with Chat GPT after I submitted it a lot of my journals and I got interesting suggestions on how to proceed next.
In a nutshell, there’s still a lot of foundational groundwork to be done if I keep having so many inner doubts and confusion about the next moves.
Case in point, I described my current situation and linked it to my first journals.
So far, after submitting several iterations of modified stacks, one in particular stood out from the mass.
Primal + EOG1 + Emperor: The Executive
I also thought about doing RoS + RoM + Emperor: The Executive but it’s still too advanced for my current level of development.
So it’s fair to say that Primal would be a staple in my future stacks while the other ones are going to change, probably.
Today is the last one of the current cycle and to be even more sure I’m going to submit the remaining journals too to Chat GPT and see if something else comes out of its responses.
Decided to end the cycle earlier than usual (4 days before the 21 prescribed) to give my subconscious mind more rest time, so today I don’t plan to listen to LotS and it’s going to be the 2nd washout day.
I already feel better as I feel the need to give myself more time to process all the info accumulated after 3 cycles on a 3-title stack.
Also after having even more convos with Chat GPT after submitting all the journals I created in my Subclub journey, I concluded that the first plan in the very first entry on this journal was the closest one to what, practically speaking, I really need.
So here’s what I finally plan to do after a lot of back and forth between two seemingly opposite sides of me:
Cycle 1: Dragon Reborn: Limit Destroyer
Cycle 2: Primal
Cycle 3: Primal + Emperor: The Executive
Cycle 4: Primal + Emperor: The Executive + EOG1
Track: Am I seeing measurable improvements in income, relationships, body, mood, clarity/purpose?
Yes —> Restart with Cycle 1 to 4
No —> Listen to Phoenix for 1 cycle and then restart with Cycle 2 to 4
Here’s why I choose DR:LD (taken from its sales page):
That’s a lot of trasformational features
I’m feeling better and more psychologically rested on this 3rd washout day.
I think it’s fair to say that I need to reduce the exposure during cycle and not the way around in order to deload the processing cue.
Also there’s more confirmation from a video I resonated very well with from Nero Knowledge who covers the topic of overthinking and confusion.
I just need more downtime and stillness to process all the info & conscious thoughts required to rewire my whole experience of life.
The louder the old Self is screaming the better it gets, paradoxically speaking, because its like a program who wants to stay alive and so it will do everything in its power to stay relevant in the psyche.
Distracting & discouraging thoughts are its last resort and if you don’t identify with them the game its over for that obsolete version.
The good news is that the confusion I experienced lately was heavy but it’s dissolving as long as I give my mind the chance to rest and catch up on everything its exposed to.
No more distractions allowed on the path to greatness.
No more detours unless its a needed slowing down period of time.
Slow down.
Just don’t stop.
Yesterday was more pleasant than the average of the last 2-3 weeks.
When I was interviewing a cute 20 years old, she was displaying clear signals of attraction by repeatedly giggling, playing with her hair, laughing at several observations of mine which weren’t laughable at all, objectively speaking.
Today is the 4th washout day and I feel good and quite sociable.
I just started to implement digitally-free slots of time when I’m going to give my mind any info but just be and flow with the present moment, while letting my mind do its things.
I’ll increase them every week to have more healthy downtimes and so expand my mind bandwidth, so-to-speak.
Also I thought about doing solo titles quarter of the years (4 month each) starting from this September, as an idea.
So, for example:
5th washout day almost gone/done.
Bittersweet times today when I mourned the pretty fast death of a close relative.
It reminded me to appreciate more everyone I like & love because we don’t know when they’ll leave this life for good.
We live as if they’ll be forever with us but it’s a trap.
I also need to remember to live and appreciate every moment of my life too because I don’t know when the word “End” will be written.
On the bright side, I received my daily dose of stares and glances + I did my daily non-negotiable do-nothing practice.
I’m not clear enough to extend the washout time or start a new cycle tomorrow.
So clarity is something that I didn’t gain from the 3 cycles on Primal + G:M + LotS.
However one video I just watched inspired a new realization: the danger of micro-managing my subconscious mind from lack of a grand definite vision.
If I had to be wiser I would give that task to my Higher Self instead.
Please @RVconsultant close this journal
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