1 highly probable new PT client + 1 unadvertised discount + 30 cents found in the coffee machine✅
Thanks G:M for the boost😉
1 highly probable new PT client + 1 unadvertised discount + 30 cents found in the coffee machine✅
Thanks G:M for the boost😉
Very happy with my blood test and testosterone levels, which are on the high spectrum for my age and so I won’t need TRT for sure. I’m here to be the positive outlier and outsmart reality (stolen from Nero Knowledge) On the road to get a Greek God statue body too
3rd cycle on Primal+G:M+LotS started after a strange washout time full of high and medium lows, emotionally and mentally speaking.
Lately, I have stumbled upon several videos and content with the keyword “authenticity”.
I guess I’m going towards that more directly this time around after having experienced many trajectory changes the last two years on my (subliminal) journey.
I’m getting very passionate about my bodybuilding routine after a very long time with very neutral feelings about it, to the point I cannot wait to lift some weights again and again.
Hustle towards your objectives with your willpower or simply allow your goals to be manifested into your daily experience?
Lately I’m feeling the flow of my life very obstructed and out of sync with my Higher Self. I really don’t know if the current path is the best for me too but Genesis:Mogul isn’t helping very much to clarify that, honestly speaking.
In other words I feel I’m stuck into my daily routine just to stay in my comfort zone, but I don’t have any motivation to create something else to improve or search for something better, path-wise.
My financial situation isn’t improving, my Social life isn’t better overall (almost non-existent outside of the gym) and my physical shifting journey is slower than expected.
I guess I need some help by my Higher Self (read “a real kick in my a*s”) to steer the wheel of my life in the proper direction.
Revelation of the Spirit is knocking on the door…once again.
The third way: build your life in a way that acting towards your objectives is easier than not acting on them
For that I’ll need a huge paradigm shift driven by my strongest and most authentic purpose.
Sometimes I intuitevely feel that I’m trying to fit myself into the boxes and categories artificially created by the society. And so I’m playing with something to improve myself in what society defines the main pillars of a good life: physical appearance/health, money-making and successful relationships.
However I discovered that my Soul wants to follow a different but unknown pathway to create the best life possible for me. A life that’s meant uniquely for me without any societal conditioning and constraints.
Maybe it’s the FU script in Primal that helped me realize that I want something way different and exciting for myself in this lifetime.
The current lifestyle is definitely so boring that’s draining my vitality.
I don’t want to live in fixed boxes anymore and I’m ready to embark on another exciting adventure guided by my Higher Self who knows what’s best for my needs and goals.
Perhaps just as a word of encouragement from someone following your journals for some time now.
Just reading your journal, you changed a lot.
Simply the way you write changed. Much more introspection. Deeper thoughts. More profound goals.
You might not see to much results as of yet, but be sure, you’re building the necessary foundation to build something great.
Thanks man for the support, I really appreciate it🙏
Yes, I feel I changed too during this year but right now I have the urge to change my current path because it’s not satisfying anymore.
Maybe I have outgrown my previous objectives in a sense that I realized they aren’t what I really want to pursue.
The truth is that I want to experience something way more exciting and way more in line with what I truly (but I don’t know yet) am. Something way more profound and Soul nourishing.
Yes, it feels good to embark on a physical shifting transformation but I wonder why I’m doing it in first place. To get externally validated or to enjoy my body even more?
Also, despite running a social sub like Primal I’m getting even less social than before because I crave true deep level connections and current “standard” relationships won’t satisfy me for sure.
At work I’m not the same anymore too as I feel way more detached and not caring anymore at what I do at the gym.
Yes,I changed but my dissatisfaction is increasing day-by-day.
So I need even more deep guidance to follow my true path.
Which title is going to help me? Who knows
After playing another 6.15 minutes loop of Primal, I’m facing reverse results.
Something is wrong with the titles I played, if overall the external reality didn’t match my objectives at all.
Right now I feel very discouraging thoughts and emotions because I cannot get what I really want.
I’m very far from being socially, financially and physically satisfied with my life to be really honest.
The heartbreaking thing is that even if I changed during this time, my core identity didn’t changed at all if I’m re-living pretty much the same days over and over again.
I guess the egotistical approach (trying to change my ego based mind ) isn’t working at all.
I think the last thing to try subliminally speaking is
to forget everything I want consciously and leave the driving seat to my Higher Self.
I’m done trying to do it in my (lower Self) way.
If after all these years, my outer reality pretty much remained the same where I truly wanted to be changed, then it’s time to not listen to anyone who’s trying to help my lower Self but forget everything I think I know about myself and let my Higher Self take over my life.
Last chance…
I know this feeling. I started with Emperor and Nouveau RICH. Now I’m longing for Revelation of Spirit.
Sometimes it’s a long way only to begin to grasp what you, deep down, really want.
And only once you begin this way you can make progress that matters, that feels like actual progress.
I know people who made millions but are broke inside. I know people that found their way and their income improved only a tiny bit, but they are living a life full of joy and purpose.
And of course there are millionaires living a life of purpose and joy .
Yes, I think it’s a matter of being real to yourself and see through the imposed societal veils which are just mirages of hope and fulfillment.
Maybe Primal worked after all to expose the truth on the matter by bringing on the surface the dissatisfaction factor linked to those illusory goals.
Also, the flow factor linked to an high satisfaction factor is another elephant in the room which I underestimated.
What do I mean by that?
If a certain title with its objectives is really aligned with your true wants and needs, then you’ll have an high flow factor right off the bat which is accompanied by an high level of satisfaction. A kind of satisfaction which is self-perpetuating though and not just a fleeting superficial one.
So it’s not just a matter of getting the results you seemingly want but to get highly satisfied and Soul-nourished too.
If not, those results won’t stick and you’ll be on a roller coaster which isn’t very pleasant.
So, we need to discern our true path which cannot be driven by outer forces and influencers.
After all, every individual path is unique and cannot be replicated.
Let’s be real…
About Primal objectives:
Am I more social outside of the gym (work environment)? No
Do I feel the urge to approach people/women outside of the gym? No
Do I feel playful outside of the gym? No
About Genesis:Mogul objectives:
Am I actively searching for a promotion at my current job or searching for another kind of more fulfilling job/career? No
Am I actively searching for other streams of income? No
Am I searching for investment opportunities and tracking my monthly expenses? No
Why am I not taking action on those titles? Because I realized I don’t care about them. If not I will be enjoying take some serious actions like I’m doing on LotS where I’m motivated to train and take care of my body.
My behavior and mindset mainly changed in the work environment because I have to do it in order to get paid and keep that job.
However when I have the freedom to act and behave without any external factors involved, I’m way different and I don’t care to be social/influencial/seductive/persuasive.
So I don’t think it’s recon speaking but my true Self reminding me of choosing wisely the path of least resistance A.K.A. the path which you’re naturally acting on anyway.
The truth is that if you really want something you’ll naturally and organically take action on that. If not, you’re just forcing yourself to follow an action plan which isn’t in real alignment with yourself.
That’s why the first priority is to become authentic to yourself in order to get clear on what do you want to take action on.
I have two choices: keep going with the current stack until the end of this cycle (and then decide if I’ll need RoM and/or RoS to guide me to the next chapter) or have another five-day washout and then play RoM+RoS to unfold the deepest transformation of my life, which is going to put me on my most suitable path.
Let’s make a prediction…just for fun…before playing with RoM + RoS (so it’s not set in stone yet)
Primal & LotS will be replaced with Wanted.
Genesis:Mogul will be replaced with R.I.C.H.
Why?
{Before my RoM+RoS exposure} I’m assuming that the bodygame and the attraction factor (Wanted) are what will make a difference in my daily life by making me irresistible and get me whatever I want both directly (relationships) and indirectly (health and wealth) with the least amount of work involved.
Also if I’m assuming I’m already rich (R.I.C.H.)I’ll attract wealth in my life, again with the least work involved on my part.
So those are my views on that, still playing in my mind, based on how I think reality works and my mind is operating through conscious/subconscious efforts.
However, after playing with RoM+RoS my current material views of the World could be shattered into pieces by the unfolding of the real mechanisms of creation of my inner/outer reality.
So I guess I’ll view the reality creation process in a way different perspective, less materialistically driven and much more in tune with the real why’s behind my passions for aesthetics, manifesting, charisma, physical transformations, supercars, luxury locations, etc.
Also, the knowing that I won’t be satisfied with my physique, income, relationships no matter how much I’ll improve them, it’s going to tell me that those are goals meant to inflate the ego and nothing else. So they are there just to keep the ego alive.
However if I want to unleash and fulfill my real true potential in this lifetime, I’ll have to put the ego aside and let my Higher Self guide me on a way deeper and ultimately satisfying journey.
Another thing I should remember is that I don’t have to be afraid to leave behind everything I thought I wanted, because those are just illusory posts which are going to remain mirages.
Mirages that are distracting me from my real purpose and my real Self which is hiding several layers underneath that.
Underneath the fear of losing what the World promised me to get by following his never-ending self-help and growth-hacks tip and tricks.
However I’m not meant to follow that heard but I’m here to lead myself with my real Self.
That’s why I’m here.
Nothing else…
Nothing more…
What do I really want?
Meaningful relationships via soul-deep connections
Meaningful ways to express myself freely and authentically and by that earning more than enough
Meaningful connection with my body to express and explore my inner and outer beauty
The keyword is “meaningful” so I need to find a deep meaning to attach to those areas.
I need to find my “why’s” ASAP
So, another idea would be devoting 3/4 cycles for every major area to be supported by RoM and RoS while covering most of the spectrum of relationships (friendships, soul-mating, sexuality), wealth (creativity, skills, cognitivity, action-taking) body (health, physical shifting, skills)
For example:
For the time being I decided to complete the current cycle with the current stack.
Today I felt so self-reassured and rock-solid inside with an euphoric feeling in the background. People are drawn to me in this version and I feel it because I know it.
The truth is that I just feel whole and complete and that’s a very attractive feature I guess.
EDIT: I read the Inner Circle sales page again and I think it would be a solid contender for the next cycle alongside RoM+RoS. The fact that “meaningful connections” is its main keyword tells me that it’s perfect for my case to build proper relationships.
Primal is cool for social dominance and calibration but I think it falls short to build high quality relationships with high quality people who are a great match in every department.
That’s what I crave for and not shallow/superficial connections.
(High or Best)Quality over quantity.
Another higher self-confidence level activated✅
Today I’m feeling and knowing myself as a magnetic kind of man and, once again, I caught several stares by both women and men (2 attractive girls too).
A woman approached me to ask for some informations too.
Let’s see how it will go at the gym in an hour or so.
Yesterday, at some point during the working shift at the the gym, the attractive manager (woman in her mid 20s) asked me to advise her when I was ending a workout schedule for another cute client because she needed my help.
So when I finished the workout, I told her I was ready and then she joined me at my work station. The interesting thing is that she put herself closer and closer to me with her laptop and at some point she was almost body-to-body (way into the intimate proxemics area) and getting quite uncomfortable for a professional setting in a public space. She was so close to me that I was smelling her body scent.
The strange thing is that it’s the third instance in a week or so where she acted out of place for a professional setting - the first time she tried to hook me up with a client, the second time she tried to hook me up sexually (joking but seriously joking explicitly, if it does make sense) with a colleague of her and now the above episode.
I feel I’m getting more magnetic and charismatic but I wonder if the trajectory is escalating pretty quickly into the sexual zone with unpredictable outcomes.
Maybe the combination of Primal and Genesis:Mogul is starting to generate some too powerful auras for a work place.
Of course it’s a pleasant sign that the subliminal exposure is working out (as several people reported it’s from the third consecutive cycle on that you clearly see the real life results on any given title) but there are underrated risks involved for sure.
For comparison, the last time I got similar but not so close proxemics from her it was when I listened to RotNW.
I don’t know, maybe I’m reading too much into it, but I don’t believe in coincidences anymore.
Anyone who would like to chime in for an advice on how to proceed?
EDIT: For more context, I’m having very few direct interactions with her (I’m on the cold side) so I’m staying in very professional terms with just very short chit-chat here and there.
Up & Down on multiple areas at the same time is probably not the wisest path to embark on.
I know I need to level up my game on pretty much everything but I wonder if it’s more effective to focus on just 1 or 2 max areas to speed up the results.
I still want to know my true path which isn’t guided by any external influences but my own Soul too.
Yes, I’m expressing more the IDGAF attitude to the point of not caring about a lot of things anymore but, once again, I wonder if it’s right for my individual growth and evolution emotionally, mentally, physically and spiritually.
The uncomfortable realization of being stuck on a path that’s “lazy”, driven by what the society tells you to chase and isn’t truly deeply aligned is probably the reason why I’m not seeing the kind of progress I’m looking for.
Primal is helping me to embrace my real Self without any compromises and so its natural evolution is the revelation series.
I’m experiencing a very strange low mood today, with a stalled situation…Maybe another big breakthrough around the corner?
Want something, and I don’t want it at the same time…
For example, I think I want a relationship, but I’m not willing to put the effort into it
Also, I want a way better financial situation, but I’m not motivated enough to make it happen
My actions are demonstrating that I really don’t care about a lot of things I thought I had to accomplish in real life.
Perhaps it’s just another phase in the grand scheme of things, but it looks like I’m executing the “I don’t care” part of the script only, Primally speaking.
Maybe I’m in a phase where I’m supposed to get rid of what I thought were my desires and then replace them with my deepest purpose-driven ones.
Or maybe I’m having very early pre-sults from the RoM + RoS upcoming stack.
Because I’m pretty sure that when you’re truly aligned with your Higher Self, there will be an otherworldly flow of synchronicities and seemingly effortless results combined with a very fast transformation.
Something that the limited and logically structured Ego cannot fathom, and so, it cannot fake it.
However the first pre-requisite is to leave the driver seat for your Higher Self to guide you.
Let’s see if my current stack will survive the Revelation test starting in 2 weeks.