New journal time again…
My old journal was just not what I needed right now, and therefore I’m starting a new one. I might revisit the old one further down the line in 2023, we’ll see. This is usually what happens when I stop writing in my online journals for a while, because it’s just not vibing with me at that moment.
My new stack will consist of:
- Emperor Black ZP
- Alchemist St2 ZP
- Wanted ZP
Goals on this particular stack 
- Create an online business from scratch that I can live on
- Get to my first real cessation of mind in meditation through the TWIM method
- Get in excellent physical and mental health
- Move to another country in Europe and rent my own place there
There’s no dating goals in there, and it might just be from that I don’t really care that much anymore. It’s a nice bonus and fun, and something I will definately indulge in when I move somewhere else, but it’s not really something within myself if that makes sense?
Maybe that’s a part of why Wanted is in there to build up during this time of more isolation.
I will aim to update this jounal a couple of times a week, it all depends on how busy I am. At the moment I’m living in the country side in a separate little house next to relatives in southern Portugal. I’m have limited social interactions out here, but there’s a lot of Zen to be had from the calmness and nature around here.
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For the time being I have abandoned Sweden, and I don’t see why I would ever want ot live there in the winter time again? 
It’s just so much nicer with warm weather and a visible sun. That’s why I want to work online to be able to travel and choose where I want ot live, and not to be bogged down with work in a particular place.
Earlier experience with the selected programs →
I have a limited exposure on the regular Emperor, but I have a lot of time on Khan. I have played Mogul ZP for a while now to aid in my quest to work fully online, but Emperor Black I feel has a more complete archetype for it. It’s a much more extensive program that has all the wealth scripting I need for the time being. I’m not in the game to become filthy rich, because I’m quite confident that by the near future, I’ll be more inclined to the spiritual and nature side of life.
I’m a firm believer that all you have to do is to develop certain skills that will always be in demand, and you will never be short of work and earning wealth. Examples of these are; public speaking, marketing, personal development skills, etc…
Alchemist St2 has already improved my TWIM meditation a lot (3 times played recently). I’m able to super quickly go from sitting down, to gettting my body still and relaxed. Today I was puzzled in just how quick this process was, because before it could take up to 30 minutes on certain days to settle into the more mental realms without the body distracting me.
Wanted has been one of my favorite subliminals for the sheer amount of confidence it gives and feeling just great with the way I am. I also like the push and pull side of it, and not just with women, but in general. I’m interested to see how it merges with Emperor Black as well. The last part of Wanted I’m excited about, is the physical shifting technology.
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I looked through and studied the three programs from the sales page, and here are so outtakes 
of things and synergies 
between the programs I found interesting:
Emperor Black ZP
One overarching goal of Emperor Black – achieve greatness, through intense focus and discipline. Letting go of social obligations and socialization in general, we’ve taken the effect that our users have reported of trimming of unnecessary socialization (the ones that serve no purpose or even harm the user) and dialed it up to the extreme.
- Perfect for digging in and building my online business up. Also, I live secluded area here in the country side and have my own little house and workspace, and this combined with access to peaceful walks in nature in a adjacent national park.
With Emperor Black, we added a profound spiritual component – for solitude is an incredibly spiritual experience that beckons the greatest of powers. Put in the time to work on your mission and your goals, but also take the time to dive deeper into the deeper topics and most definitely take the time to do your spiritual practices. Disconnect from other sources of distraction and other energies. A natural environment is optimal, but not required.
- Emperor Black Seem to have a great synergetic effect with Alchemist ZP, and also to really block out uneccesary things and get the right things done. Having less intrusive thoughts and mindless chatter is a great start, and great way to deepen my spiritual practice.
A beautiful side effect of this deeper spiritual introspection and focus of Emperor Black is that it translates into a greater understanding of why you are doing what you are doing, why you want your mission, and how to get to the next level. Emperor Black is your ticket to this profound understanding of the self. It will help you pull yourself in, focus on who you are, dive deep into the darker aspects of your self if you so desire.*
- A deeper introspect into the darker sides of me, and also a great tool to have when navigating and searching for possible future online businesses. A wholesome practice and work is an absolute neccessity for me, I will not settle for less than that…
While Emperor Black is absolutely not an aura or social subliminal, such intense focus, exploration of the self and dominance scripting inevitably creates an intense, incredibly attractive air and aura, with a hint of danger tinging the edges. A beautiful dark cocktail that naturally creates a push and pull sensation within others.
- Exploring the Wanted/Emperor Black synergy here, and also adding the auric effects of Wanted will be interesting to note when I do actually come close to women on a regular basis. The push/pull part of both scripts will be especially fun to explore more.
Wanted ZP
WANTED ZP is the epitome of the mystifying, enigmatic man that is shrouded in mystery. The man that tickles at that something deep inside your very core, the closed forbidden book hiding untold secrets that you might just get if you gaze long enough at the arcane letters…
- Again, that mysterious persona and aura that I believe will mix in a nice way with Emperor Black. Also, those forbidden books hiding deep in my subconscious apparently are worth the read.
The game of hot and cold will become your second nature when dealing with others.
- I absolutely love the suddle aspects of this push and pull in Wanted, and I love being like this in a higly teasing and self-amusing way, just the way I think life should be; Light-hearted and with a smile on the lips. When I hear someone talk about the fact that they cannot muster to as they say; to be fake and be a positive thinker… I just laugh at them
They must have missed the part in school where it said, don’t take life so damn personally…
A WANTED man always contains paradox in his being. He is not afraid to be truly human – he embraces his human nature, his imperfections, the mysteries and flaws of human existence while striving towards excellence every step of the way… his way.
- This I think is the big strong point of the Wanted character, just a pure acceptance of what it is to be human. Emperor Black talks about shadow work, and a highly spiritual side to it, and I rec[k]on (haha funny) this one will aid and mesh well with that part of Emperor Black.
Moreover, WANTED has physical shifting focused specifically on developing the different areas and features of your whole body for the sake of physical attractiveness, such as muscle development in the most attractive way, fat loss, bone alignment, hair improvement, male enhancement and so on.
- One big reason for having Wanted in there is for the physical shifting part. I’m not planning on becoming a gym rat or anything, but I will do daily exercises to keep my body fit and slim. Also, that whole thing about changing what I subconsciously believe to be the most attractive on myself is interesting.
Alchemist ZP
The Refinery will rapidly develop your energetics and the silence of your mind, allowing you to meditate like you have never meditated before if it is something you desire.
- This one fits perfectly what I’m doing outside the whole building a business side. I have already noticed a massive difference in my daily meditations, I am way more calm and enter deeper into the subtler parts of my mind during my sittings.
Refinery is taking this into account and instead will balance your energies perfectly, so that you can go forward with full confidence and unafraid of imbalance.
If you suffer from overworking, the balancing aspect of Refinery will help you relax. If you are constantly sleepy, Refinery will generate more energy for you to use.
- All three of the programs I will be playing are big and very energy demanding. Monk mode with building a business will make me a machine at times I guess, so a balance will be important. This sounds like a perfect thing in my mind when it comes to my current goals and meshing it all together.
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Some outtakes from the programs objectives, and interesting synergies I found between them
Develop a sense of “invincibility,” purging all fears and replacing them with an incredible internal sense of power. [Emperor Black]
Embrace paradox, imperfections and mysteries of human life without losing the strive for perfection — a quality that is of utmost attractiveness to all. [Wanted]
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Develop a rich ability of mindfulness — living in the moment, focusing on the “now,” and being aware of all things around you. [Emperor Black]
Develop stillness of mind and deepen your focus and meditation. [Alchemist]
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Profound spiritual deep-dive to discover who you are and what you want in life. In the absence of all, your truth becomes obvious. [Emperor Black]
Understand more advanced spiritual concepts, develop wisdom, insight and
intuition. [Alchemist]Break through spiritual plateaus. [Alchemist]
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Achieve many goals, rapidly develop physically, mentally and spiritually. [Emperor Black]
Extensive physical shifting that is both guided by the most objectively attractive features
your subconscious mind knows would look good on you, as well as your conscious
guidance. [Wanted]Balance your body, spirit, energy, mind and the deepest parts of your being. [Alchemist]
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Experience the nonchalance of a truly realized individual, one that has all the cards in their hands. [Wanted]
Open your mind to the endless possibilities and unleash your creativity and out of the box thinking. [Alchemist]
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First Impression of Emperor Black:
Earlier today in the morning I played my first loop of Emperor Black ZP for 3 minutes. Here are some things I have noticed so far from this program.
I noticed at the end of the loop that some perceptual shifting thing were going on, and right after the loop when I felt a bit different, something felt energetically altered. I started talking to myself, and I noticed that my voice was as deep as when you just have woken up.
Been doing 100 push ups so far today after the loop, and my mind is telling me to do 100 more before the day is over. EDIT: 200 done, aiming for 50 more 
Whatever you set out to do, you become engulfed in I’ve noticed with this sub. I went to the big oak tree here in the garden which has been dropping lots and lots of acorns over the last couple of weeks. I have been using the garden raker to collect them and tidy around the tree many times already. But this time I just bent down and picked them up in my hands instead, and this went on for half an hour before all acorns under the tree had been collected. Time just ceased during this period and I have almost no memory of thinking anything at all during this time, just full focus on the task before me.
Overall I would say that the feeling is being In The Moment, like right here and now, but with a push to it. Not like after a nice meditation where it’s more Hakuna Matata and twinkly stars everyewhere, bur instead you are more looking to get things done and enter in to that current easily, because of almost no other distractions popping up.
I was in Spain today with my relatives, but I did not notice a whole lot difference than before from people. But, on the other hand I noticed within myself a very stoic feeling paired with exceptionally good posture and bodily control.
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Lastly I give you a glimpse of just how amazing the sunrises are here in this remote little place I currently live in…
My relatives that I live with started arguing over some minutea, the habitual quarrel that is so unnecessary, but is soo hard for themselves to spot, it just happen and they get emotional. Usually I can just brush it aside, it’s not about me, but today I got really triggered and outright mad, you know that kind where you want to punch somthing.
I meditated 1 hour this morning which also adds to this flowy feeling.
… I just want to get the shit I know I have not taken care of DONE!
And even more frustration that I have let it become that way over the last couple of years, geuss that’s changing 
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but I kinda like it and I have missed it. Ever since I retired my lacrosse career, I have not had a real strong focus in front of my which I can quantify. This has led me to developing a couple of bad habits, which has led to some pain especially for my physical body, but also the mind over the last year or so.
… I need more 
Other sensations are that in the chest, like there’s some added pressure of excitment or similar.
I did a solid amounts of pushups this morning, and I’m going to add some more core exercises.
has also drastically increased since starting this new stack. I also find myself being much more bodily aware, and know exactly what my body needs to function well. Lastly, the posture is insane right now, and so is the voice. I have had similar voice on Khan before, but never as consistently as I do now.
Kind of like you can alternate between what’s directly in front of you and something in the background, and then just go back again without loosing your flow.
I was just bored, and thought why not just sleep. Only downside was that I was wide awake at 3 AM, which is way too early to wake up my relatives for breakfast lol…
This state has kind of dissipated now, and I’m going to play my loop in a little while.
… My guess is that you would both sweat and freeze multiple times during the day 
Maybe that’s a good sign that I don’t feel any dispair emotionally and mentally afterwards, and that maybe I have worked through a lot of my trauma 
because I have listened to a title outside of the stack I’m running… 
but I want to try St2 which also seem to fit my current situation well 
Money making for most is soo tied in with life or death, and most society is sooooo serious with money… just like a frowned forehead as soon as money is mentioned 
Add frowning horizontal lines on yellow face for more realism…
Ok, I’ll stop there for now… I feel like 
Also, I do know that progress is almost solely determined on how willing I am to abandon these states that comes up 
They are nice, but I want to explore deeper, and for that to happen, one must let go and sccchtick to the instructions 
I did not feel anything from that Disneyfication I might have have had before, the whole making Cinderalla stories of all animal life. It just felt like the most natural thing in the world.
This takes courage because it has been forgotten and repressed, but when it’s back in full force again, it’s just about the most natural thing in the world 
It’s been kind of an addiction in a way that it never makes me feel free because I’ve not been self-sustaining (I have been self-sustaining before this for 15 years, just that after I had my crash of reality I have not been). This has just been my excuse to delay things 
Mind you I’m never sick since I stopped believing in it to be more than just a detoxification of the body rather than a funny looking germ that jumps onto you from someone else. I just cleaned up my diet and environment and baaam, no more getting sick. Blaming someone else for me getting sick just doesn’t cut it anymore for me 