Emperor: Crown and Capital + The Golden One🪙
Goal: Build generational wealth, achieve financial freedom 
Wanted Black: Seduce Reality + Divine Dominion 
Goal: Attract a harem of beautiful females, achieve sexual abundance and freedom ❤️🔥
Paragon 
Goal: Heal everything
Day 1 - 15s:
Feeling the surge of power from inside 
That’s going to be interesting!
Recon is saying: “I will never be rich, I will never get girls, I will never be healed, doomed to live with injuries and illnesses”
Feeling pretty depressed about my situation, about my life.
Need to get my shit together.
I will stay at 15s.
Depression.
But…
I know I can make it.
I have realized that my recent frustration/depression is not recon at all, it’s an obvious positive result.
It’s a direct result of my new sovereign self being dissatisfied with my current outer reality.
I refuse to accept subservient roles, I refuse low status and low pay jobs.
But, my current reality doesn’t match it now, I’m a waiter, I’m at the bottom of the food chain.
But slowly I’m mentality is changing.
I no longer care about anyone in my work place, in a good way.
I don’t over perform for validation.
I don’t over socialize or over share out of neediness.
I don’t care really if I’m doing my work well or not.
If I come with energy I work better, if I come in a good mood I socialize more but nothing is forced.
If I’m in an anti social mood I won’t speak to anyone, I don’t care.
Slowly my outer reality will match my inner world.
Slowly I will go from slavery into freedom.
