That’s a really good point, lol. Determination and fighting spirit are definitely important traits to me, but even more important is getting the job done. I find that to be the harsh reality of anything competitive. Results are what the people remember. Victories write the headlines, it’s never the struggles.
If you’re in game 7 NBA finals with a chance to make the game-winning shot, and you gave it your 101% all but miss - the only moment people will remember is the one where the ball goes in. Winning is what makes you legendary. The world doesn’t celebrate effort, it celebrates execution and results.
That’s why similarly on this chess journey of mine, sure I’ll talk about my win streaks, my derps, my losses, my lose streaks (if they happen, lol), my learnings, my plateaus, my processing, etc - but the only thing that matters to me is hitting my desired ratings. All that other stuff doesn’t matter. I’ve cultivated a results-driven mindset, which involves focusing on the things that actually matter. That’s why I get results. Interestingly enough, I’ve looked at some chess.com profiles of past opponents. Some people have been stuck at 1000 rating for years. Their growth curve indicates being stuck at plateau of 1000 rating for the past 3 years, lol. They have hundreds of games. I think some people just play chess as a form of coping mechanism, like they’ll crank out a dozen blitz or bullet games without any analysis or strategy towards becoming better. That’s weird to me, lol… I play an extremely small amount of games, taking them one step at a time, one game at a time, one move at a time, and I soak in everything there is to absorb from within each one to the best of my ability. I try to progress smart, efficiently, and by putting in the least amount of effort. Someone will read this journal, and think that Chess is a major part of my life… I play 0-30 minutes a day maximum (3 games max, and Rapid games average around 10-12 minutes I would say). I spend maybe 30 minutes - 1 hour on actual analysis and that’s if I even feel like it, lol. It doesn’t take much for me to hire a chess teacher, crack open books, watch a ton of informational YouTube videos, and go “scholarly” with the game. I’m currently avoiding that because it’s time-consuming, I don’t want chess to become a chore, and I especially want to avoid burnout. I’m playing quite casually right now, which I find exciting like a “learn as you go, adventure”.