Saint Sovereign's Journal (HERO Origins + Khan Black ST 4)

What about BLU? I had no issues running it and I was getting great (cognitive) results.

Maybe there’s the key in that.

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What are symptoms?

I’ve notice a bit of anger once in a while but it is usual replaced with calm a little while after, its definitely not all the way up there like QV2.

My wife is running limitless alongside paragon and is not noticing reconciliation. She is an actuary though, so she may not have that type of hang up in her subconscious.

@Pyro: Reconciation happens when your subconscious is struggling to integrate what the sub is saying to whichever beliefs you already hold. If your current belief system is too different from the goal the sub is trying to achieve, reconciliate hits.
If your wife is an actuary, she is already used to doing highly abstract and intellectual work. She probably already trusts her cognitive skills. Therefore there might be nothing to reconcile.

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I bought the exact same computer. Fantastic machine with lots of power.

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Serious recon from Chosen. Barely worked for the past two days, skipped all workouts and pretty much played video games (badly, lost a lot).

Adding fuel to the fire, I look at the Chosen script and wonder wtf would even cause this level of recon. Nothing but pure positivity and my mind is pretty agitated at it.

On the flip side, I suspect I’m about to have a huge breakthrough, as I had a crazy healing dream last night.

In the dream, I was in a self-driving car with my lady. I don’t really trust self-driving cars and would prefer to just drive manually. In the dream me and my lady fell asleep while I was at the wheel. When I awoke (in dream), the self-driving function had activated itself and was guiding us to safety. I remember wondering how it turned itself on, and even crazier, somehow took an exit toward my house without me even inputting the address.

I took it as a sign that I’m going in the right direction regarding issues in my personal life, and ultimately, I’ll overcome all the adversities that I’ll encounter.

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Please follow the recommended guidelines.

Unlike everyone else, you must’ve started Chosen ZP before 1st of Dec.
Your 3 weeks are up. It’s time to take 5 days off.

:grin:

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If you’d stuck me on something that was all positivity a few years ago, I’m going to speculate that I’d have gotten some epic reality ripping recon.
That’s because I had a very dark and negative worldview and held to that as an integral part of my identity. Maybe you have something similar going on with regard to one of the subjects covered.

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Every emotion has its purpose. Maybe you unconsciously want to experience some negative emotions currently so that’s why your mind doesn’t like that positivity scripting?

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I imagine Until the End of TIme was the Alpha leadership prototype for Chosen ZP.

If that’s the cause, perhaps you are further along and digging into deeper issues to get the next cut of the sub’s effects. I think you or Fire talked about recon can be bad when you are really far from a goal or really close and it is very deep./subtle issues to resolve to get to the next level.

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I found alp zp better than chosen zp,

With alp I could feel the effects,

Chosen hardly anything

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That doesnt mean the sub isnt working…

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Until the End of Time became the Zero Point Primer, which is in every ZP sub. :wink:

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The script barely changed from the ALP ZP to Chosen. What changed was the 15 minute build method.

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Honestly, I think it’s because I have a lot of disdain for what I’m seeing happening in the world right now. No matter where you stand on various issues, the calls for those holding the opposing view to die or be oppressed is extremely disconcerting, and Chosen’s “let’s be hopeful and positive” scripting is clashing with that.

So, I don’t think that it’s necessarily that I WANT to experience negative emotions, but more like its exceptionally hard to avoid this right now.

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Unless you never watch any news and don’t gaf what they do with c0v1d.

While I am raising people’s vibration as much as I can with what I do, there is no point in getting mad about the evil forces stopping society as a whole from ascending.
All we lightworkers (like you) can do is do our work, and help each individual to ascend to new heights, aiming for a domino effect.

You’re doing God’s (All’s) work, Saint. Just keep doing that! We all need you!

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Maybe the world is facing reconcilation.

This film …

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Thesis - Antithesis - Synthesis

The genuine encounter with a pathogen includes the stage of aversive, allergic immune response. Ultimate result: the adaptive production of antibodies.

As you’ve intuited: Breakthrough, imminent.

Continue to trust your process.:muscle:t5::muscle:t5::muscle:t5:

And the beat goes on.

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This is to the point how I’ve been feeling so it must be Chosen for me too. A wide range of negative emotions for me today and was the same for a couple days last week too.

I always have bad plays on video games when I’m experiencing recon recently I’ve noticed.

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