Saint Sovereign's Journal (HERO Origins + Khan Black ST 4)

The wisdom is profound in this one. :wink:

In my opinion, what people call “the law of attraction” or “the law of cause and effect” is a just a shadow of the greater order of things, and getting caught up in the language is folly, especially since no one can define what an “emotion” or “emotional state” even is or how they are different.

You can describe your relation to these notions, but there’s no possible way that you can ever articulate how you truly feel about something with language, since the only thing language can do is carry an idea for another individual to react to in their OWN way.

Thought, emotion and internal state are all intrinsically the same, part of a unified “force” or essence. State leads to emotion, emotion leads to thoughts. Or, thoughts can evoke an emotion, which can evoke an internal state. Or, you can have an emotion and not even know why you feel this way, you just feel the emotion of sadness and internal state of being down, which evokes depressive thoughts.

No one can say that one definitely leads to the other, it’s all part of an interconnected, ever spiraling system.

Because these ideas are hard to explain with language, we turn to symbolism and parables, so that the person has to dwell on what the symbol means and how it’s associated to their lives.

That’s why Esther Hicks speaks in “riddles,” @xkjwx – most of these complex esoteric concepts can only be truly understood when one goes through a deep contemplation process. She’s merely emulating what all teachers and explorers of the mysteries have done. Otherwise, the words don’t make much sense.

You won’t find a single esoteric / spiritual tradition without a mystery component (replete with symbolism to decode), including Christianity (no religious debates, again, I refer to the Bible because it’s the book I’m familiar with). Context – the disciples ask Jesus why he teaches in parables:

From the Gospel of Matthew, Chapter 13, verses 10, 11, 13, 14 (it’s also in Luke also)

The disciples came to him and asked, “Why do you speak to the people in parables?”

He replied, “Because the knowledge of the secrets of the kingdom of heaven has been given to you, but not to them… This is why I speak to them in parables: “Though seeing, they do not see; though hearing, they do not hear or understand.

In them is fulfilled the prophecy of Isaiah: “ ‘You will be ever hearing but never understanding; you will be ever seeing but never perceiving.

Note: PERCEIVING. In other words, deep contemplation on a subject to find understanding.

Another example, this time from The Book of Ecclesiates (NIV, chapter 1, verses 3-9):

What do people gain from all their labors at which they toil under the sun? Generations come and generations go, but the earth remains forever.

The sun rises and the sun sets, and hurries back to where it rises. The wind blows to the south and turns to the north; round and round it goes, ever returning on its course. All streams flow into the sea, yet the sea is never full. To the place the streams come from, there they return again. All things are wearisome, more than one can say. The eye never has enough of seeing, nor the ear its fill of hearing.

What has been will be again, what has been done will be done again; there is nothing new under the sun.

Now, look at these symbols:

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Pay attention to the extra context in the yin-yang symbol, and then read the first five verses of Genesis.

I’ve read all of Neville Goddard’s books. I think. And he’s definitely doing the same thing, giving part of the knowledge, but leaving the rest for you to figure out.

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Also –

We’re starting to get support messages asking if we think subliminals are against [x] religion. People, we are not religious leaders, nor do we claim to be. But, here’s my take: there’s no simple yes or no. In a universe of infinite potential, there must be infinite outcomes and paths. If you feel like subliminals are against your spirituality, then DON’T USE THEM. I don’t mean that in a bad way, I mean your inner life and relationship with your spirituality is incredibly important.

While I don’t think using money and alpha subs are a “sin” or they are inherently wrong for everyone, I believe they are often wrong for ME, as I had a somewhat hedonistic and very material worldview in the past, where I inadvertently (and sometimes on purpose) hurt others emotionally to get ahead. I’ve fought, and mostly won a massive struggle between balancing my internal aspirations of wisdom helping others against making cash and sleeping around. Thus, I stay away from those categories now.

So, I can’t answer this question for you. Only you can. But for me, if I’m choosing between the development of my inner life, versus the money in my pocket, I’m choosing the spirit.

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Makes me remember the ‘Subclub is a weird cult doing demonic shit in their subliminals’ reddit posts, lol.

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Do you feel like that might change in the future? Not the return to hedonism, but using money and alpha subs. Possibly blended with your continual spiritual insights.

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Possibly. Honestly, I’m not sure if I even need the scripting anymore. My journey away from materialism has ironically led to greater success, lol. I’m choosing now to actually “let go” a bit more in all aspects of my life and simply allow the experience of life to flow, finding ways to learn lessons where I can. See where that leads me.

When it comes to development of new money subs, however, @Fire will lead. He doesn’t have the same past difficulties with materialism that I had, and his approach to generating wealth and success is very deep, insightful and rich (pun intended). It’s the benefit of having two producers, who have a similar core but different execution styles, who also works very well together.

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I write stories and journals.

Lots of them. I begin with something I want to work on or explore, then I turn that issue into a thought experiment. Then, I’ll write a story where each character represents a different argument and I simply let the story breathe. I’ll free write it and go as deep and crazy and zany as I can. Then I’ll reflect on what I’ve written, taking note of the things that causes good emotions and bad emotions. I’ll write those down for later exploration. Then I’ll edit the story based on the rational mind – using my general skills as a writer to create a compelling narrative.

When it’s finished, what I end up with is a story that mirrors the structure of the human mind. The free writing, going as deep as I can part represents the subconscious impulses. The later part, the editing to make a “clean narrative” is the conscious mind.

From there, I’ll put that story away, work on another issue (usually one of the emotions I encountered) and follow the same process. Eventually, I’ll go back to a past story, read it and analyze it, then tear it apart and rewrite it, following my process. And what the reader gets is a mystery waiting for someone to uncover its depths.

It’s incredible the inner insights you gain once you realize that every “character” in your story is a shadow of yourself.

I’ve debated turning this concept into an actual tool that you can use with subliminals. I wanted to post a few examples of the things I wrote, but being honest, I have an “esoteric flair” that I wonder if people will look too far into and start up with dumb rumors, rather than understanding that I very much like studying symbology and the human mind.

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Well I for one am grateful that you guys are still making titles and updates for said titles which relate to the aforementioned content. Different stages for different folks. I would like to delve deeper into spirituality and have its exploration and unfoldment become a process done of its own sake, however there are some other things to figure out first…and that includes the titles which may be considered “hedonistic” under your lens :stuck_out_tongue: . Just a consequence of how my life has been structured where there’s still some more things to figure out from the classical, non-spiritual perspective (though I recognize that all, even the process of day-to-day living, can be seen as a spiritual experience).

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Dug through the archives and found an example that resonated with me, as it seems to related to what I’m experiencing now. I think this was around 2016-ish. File says last opened in 2017, but that was probably when I was doing what I’m doing right now (looking back to see how I’ve changed), as I remember when @CatalystPrime (Q-Programmer) and I were experimenting with “flash fiction” as a form of alchemy.

“Flash fiction,” is a genre consisting of very short stories / quips / etc. I use this method when I’m sometimes not quite sure what I’m feeling. I use the concept of limitation as a method of expansion. By forcing myself to describe this emotional issue in a limited format, I can get to the root of things quickly.

The Source of Your Next Regret
Three memories.
Past, present and future, against the backdrop of infinity.
You burned like the sun.
Remember how you dried away her tears and the brown of her hair melted into glory within a crown of sunlight. But above all things, please, please remember the faux peach flavor of her lip gloss, and how it tasted like razors.

Don’t ask me what this was about. I don’t quite know, rofl. Quite emo, but even now, I still feel emotions from just reading it. Looking through the other writings in this time period, I see recurring themes of karma and philosophical battles between a very rigid, cynical character and an intuitive, spiritual one. If I had to guess (since I tend not to keep the actual situation written down, so I could later reflect and see how I’ve changed), this was around the time I realized that material success wasn’t making me happy. I dunno.

For those of you interested in writing as alchemy, remember that you don’t ever have to show your writing to anyone. The majority of mine will never see the light of day, even though it’s good stuff. I’m just providing examples and the such, and I’m quite unafraid of critique because, well. I mean, we get beat over the head all the time already, rofl. I’d get sadder from someone saying one of our titles sucked than someone saying they don’t like my writing. The writing is for the self. The reader shares the experience, one way or another.

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That’s only if you subscribe to the cult of Kayne , Ye , or whatever he calls himself

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Great post Saint.

This stuck out to me, because I’ve read so many books and everyone claims to know where emotions come from and why they happen. Some say we create them according to past beliefs, Dr. Joe Dispenza says are created by the body, not the mind, according to how you reacted in the past.
Others say it just happens.

Dispenza’s explanation makes the most sense to me, but maybe it is like The Old One said in Doctor Strange, “They all just saw a part of the whole picture.”

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cough SubClub Black cough

I love this technique a lot. This is shadow work with a creative touch that also produces stories?!? Absolutely magnificent. I’ll try this myself. Thanks for sharing!

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SubClub vanta-black - for that extra deep and darkey stuff :joy:

I love this idea too! Not only do I get to know myself, but I’ll get a great reason to practice on my writing and noveling skills! I get to kill… ehh… individuate…two shadows in one stroke! Genius! :fire:

i want this sub. Playing around in jhanas is so fun. can’t even imagine the boost a sub like this would give

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For my shadow work i like exploring kabbalistic Qliphoth realms(hell realms-primodial chaos regions) now that’s a fun one. Bringing extremes of ones unconscious to the surface, a more brutal form of psychotherapy with its challenges to produce transmogrification

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@SaintSovereign:

I read some old posts in your journal and it was interesting to read about your experience with Chosen: Way of Nature. Would you say that CWON and LBFH is the best stack for inner peace, playfulness and happiness?

Edit: Perhaps also adding Sanguine?

Edit2: When can we expect the release of the Revelations and the Wisdom sub? What will the Wisdom sub contain – is it the Enlightenment kind of wisdom, ego dissolution?

Also, I should say that I notice a distinct difference in your personality recently, your inner work is showing in a very positive way. Congratulations :slight_smile:

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I hear you.

I feel the same way, which is why I’ve decided not to run Wanted anymore. I will focus on inner peace, money and fitness, but I will avoid subliminals that embrace social competition, like Wanted, Khan, Emperor, etc., as I do not feel it suits me (at this time). In lack of better terminology, I will not use subs that “make you the best in the social view”.

The inner peace I felt from one listen of LBFH Exp. was enough to make this decision. I want to experience the wonder of living, connect with nature, etc.

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Call me weird, but for some reason, I don’t actually like to add “soothing” things to the titles I build myself, though I will probably add Sanguine to the final versions. For me, I have an inner ability of transmuting negative emotions into positive and that seems to fuel a lot of my work. It’s why I feel so empty when I’m not creating something. A game, a story, a sub. If I’m not actively turning that negativity into something that heals, I grow sad and I hide away from the world. I realize that now (mostly due to these titles) and that’s why you’re going to see me embrace that role even more. Sometimes, I like to hide away from the world and just relax, but every time I leave for an extended period, the forum kinda devolves into chaos. I had to finally admit – as someone who doesn’t like being “admired” or someone who people looks up to – that the forum is an extension of both @Fire and myself and while we have amazing forum ambassadors and moderators, without us here, something’s missing. So, here we are. I’m posting more. I’m sharing more insights. Which is why the next part will sound so weird and hypocritical, but:

I am so nervous about releasing this title, and I don’t know why. I guess it’s because the “revelation” for me has been quite painful, but I seem BUILT for this. I’ve had a hard life, but I always seem to get through, and that’s because of the aforementioned ability to just naturally transmute negative energy into healing energy for others. It seems that for most of my life, I have suffered in order to heal others, and for whatever reason, that makes me the most happiest.

So, I think I’ve been playing a protector role in my hesitation to release it, as some part of me doesn’t want to see anyone go through the “unfolding” that they’ve caused in me. I guess that’s not my role, however. I am a creator – I should create, release and let you decide if you want to go down that path, while I just let you know that it may not be a super pleasant ride. I had to admit some things about myself that I didn’t want to admit. Including one huge thing that I haven’t talked about yet because I don’t know how to address it internally. I’ve spoken about the friendship of 20-something years that dissolved a few years ago because the friend became manipulative. However, you can’t lie to Zero Point. The unfolding forced me to look at how I contributed to that situation. He was such an emotional individual, leading with emotion first and logic second, while I lead with logic first, emotion second. I didn’t consider his emotional life, which led to a slow deterioration of the relationship.

Mind blown. This was an individual I couldn’t think about without filling up with anger for hours. Now, I’m considering sending him an email, just apologizing for the role I played.

I’m pretty sure I just convinced a number of people to buy the title with that, so I’ll release it soon I guess.

Revelation of Mind is about improving meditative abilities, deep insight, intuition and everything related to the actual brain function and how it links to the concept of mind. It’s more “enlightenment.”

Revelation of Spirit is definitely ego dissolution. Very profound experience.

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RoM and RoS sound very intriguing.

How do the Revelations compare to Sage Immortal?

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Very profound
Bro, Why WANTED reduces my productivity, and why rich is making me spend more money than my income​:tired_face::tired_face::tired_face:
I am getting broke bro, please help

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Sage is mostly a research and mentor manifestation (and understanding) title, it’s designed to help you find sources of esoteric material related to your spiritual aims. Alchemist helps develop those abilities.

Revelation is something different altogether. It goes well with those titles, but focuses mostly on a process that I’ve just called “unfolding.” In fact, the original titles were “Unfolding Mind” and “Unfolding Spirit,” but Revelation (which means unveiling), sounds so much cooler. :wink:

Anyway, the “unfolding” process is more of a “hands off” approach. Simply run the titles, live life, think about purification of the spirit and growth and watch it all “unfold.” Unlike Alchemist, which is best for those who do actual practices, and Sage, which is best for those who conduct actual research, Revelation is the first sub set where you don’t “take action.”

Instead, you “unfold” and contemplate on life and the spirit.

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