As I’ve mentioned before, I’ve got a strong internal resistance to running Khan. The mental concept I’ve got of Khan is a mix between the characters of Khal Drogo (Game of Thrones) and Raza (Iron Man), and personally I find both characters to be offputting. A little too alpha for my liking.
I did run Emperor V4 for a few weeks, and while it definitely had a positive effect on my relationship but it had a detrimental effect on my career so I stopped it. I was also running SMx2 at that time, which absolutely contributed to the sexy fun times.
The SMx2 + Sanguine + Emperor stack had a very nice outcome… we got pregnant over the xmas holiday last year, and my daughter is just over 3 months old now. 
I then ran Stark for a few weeks in the springtime, and felt very creative and playful and also cultivated a more relaxed mindset towards money. I still need some work in this regard, but it helped. I credit Stark + Sanguine with helping me relax more in general, my wife and I went on a vacation with a couple of friends in June (as soon as things opened up again after the first lockdown ended) and we had an amazing time. In the past I’ve had difficulties relaxing, and often catch myself checking emails or looking in on business stuff when I’m supposed to be off.
I’ll share more details in a journal entry of my own shortly, but the quick version is I’ve been running Halcyon since mid September off and on, but it hasn’t yet delivered the mindset I want. Which, I must admit, may not even be possible. Since my relationship role now includes “father”, I’ll comment on that aspect too. In the past I’ve had difficulty relaxing into the moment and enjoying simple pleasures… I don’t have a reference for comparison as I got Halcyon right around the time of my daughter’s birth, but I do see a huge difference now in how much I can enjoy a simple little pleasure… I’ve previously mentioned noticing how pretty ripples and sunlight reflections in a puddle were, but also I’m much less inhibited now… at least at home. I’ve never enjoyed singing, and even in “mandatory” singing situations, such as at someone’s birthday, I’d usually be super quiet so nobody could hear me. But now not only do I enjoy singing to my daughter (her squealing laughter is one of the best sounds I’ve ever heard!) I actually think I’m not too bad now… Granted, it’s a goofy version of “wheels on the bus” and “old macdonald” and not a flawless rendition of con te partiro… but still 
Final thoughts before I turn this into a journal of my own… depending on the subs, listening within a relationship depends a lot on your partner too. In some cases I’ve read about, partners react negatively when someone starts to level up with subs. In my case, my wife levels up too… she doesn’t listen to subs per se (aside from the times we both listened to SMx2… 
) but she’ll generally match what I’m doing, with a version of her own. I do pushups or use resistance bands, she does pilates… I start tracking my weight, bodyfat %, etc… she does too, and even makes a friendly competition out of it… Having a partner who is not only supportive of your goals but is inspired by them too, is a HUGE plus.
