The first day of May…
I have come to conclusion that I will be running a multi stager in tandem with Unnamed
I will be using my custom for the rest of 2021, and so I think any stacking arrangements should likewise be further reaching in goals.
It will be between Quantum Limitless and then Alchemist.
If I should run Alchemist, I would run each stage say, a month and a half. This would round out my projected use to six months. After I was satisfied with ST4, I would create my spiritual custom (which in all honesty I’ll probably start a draft on soon, just to get hyped on it).
Fortunately, I already have a few ideas for names for that custom above
thanks again, guys.
Now if I were to choose Quantum Limitless on the other hand, I don’t see myself creating a QL based custom anytime soon. QL ST4 would have gone in Unnamed if that was the case.
So in terms of long, long term plans of 1 year plus, the Alchemist is the choice for me.
Like I said last night, I’ll be running my custom completely solo one full calendar month. I’ll probably count out 30 or 31 days ahead of my starting date just to ensure accuracy. Then, as I’m thinking now, I’m sticking the Alchemist in my stack and digging in for awhile.
I’m also going to avoid reading up on new titles and journals about them until at least 3 months into my custom.
I find that reading these fantastically written sales pages makes me waver slightly in what I want to run with consistency.
So, vacation wash out mini log. Yesterday was a day of raw emotions. I never lost control or my temper, but I was anxious in public, and would feel mini anxiety attacks come out of nowhere.
Now, I am VERY empathic and I also have the tendency to get stuck in my head.
I’m also very mindful of my thoughts and emotions, so I saw what was happening as it would happen. 30 seconds of breathwork and overwhelm, be gone!
I had considered adding Empath to my custom as some of you may remember, but having taken out Renaissance Man from core consideration, my modules shifted as well and Empath was eliminated.
What I find curious is that all of the modules I eliminated that I wanted in there badly are ones that suit my roughest mental draft of my next custom, the spiritual one.
But I disgress. Yesterday was a good day for me, even including those moments of anxiety. I had a feeling that some bit of scripting might be executing and I believe I was right because I woke up this morning feeling great, even though I only slept like…4 hours. Hm.
I can definitely say that Ascension had an effect on my sleeping schedule. I have always been nocturnal and the stereotypical person that wakes up in the morning, grumpy, antisocial and hostile to a single word said to me before 30 minutes of awake time has passed.
Not anymore, dude.
Ascension fucking made me a morning person, the fucking nerve of this fucking au-
-breaths-
Ascension made me a morning person. I can’t sleep in any more if I want to. If I wake up at 6 or 7 my body is ready for kinetic motion. I also don’t stay up late anymore watching TV which upset my girlfriend initially as that’s our us time after baby boy goes to sleep.
She changed her tune once she realized I was getting up in the night to take care of my kid without waking her up help and allowing her to sleep in, though.