Hi all I have been journaling privately whilst following the schedule. I will post up todays entry which is now day 18 for me. This pattern is repeated across 18 days now.
Irritable, full of fear and anxiety. Obsessive thoughts about ex partner and paranoia in work. I have constant heavy fear feeling in pit if my stomach.
It cannot be a coincidence that I feel like this since starting the subs. It’s very pronounced. I know this is recon I just didn’t expect it to last this long. Although I would add I have a lot of negative programming to unwind.
Any support or tips appreciated. Thanks