Before I forget, I have been having some strange dreams lately. Last night, I couldn’t remember the exact dream but it was bad, I woke up and I knew I was having a nightmare.
Yeah I think I’m going back to EQ. Perhaps Stark making me more extroverted is what’s causing this reconciliation. This is not me, so my mind is like wtf you doin bro? I can be jovial and extroverted but it’s never my normal “mode”
I was drawn to EQ for a reason, the info and the journals resonated with me.
It’s dumb to attribute the libido thing with EQ. I’m reading the modules in it, and it should have no problem being señor love daddy. I guess I’m just too tired, or it’s reconciliation which should sort itself out…
Hmm… I’m my best lawyer, I’m justifying my next actions to myself. Freaking nutcase…
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Same with me 
We should form a club (and then hit someone with it).
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Aha! I felt something similar when running StarkQ. Khan and Emperor were more me. And between Khan and Emperor, I was more akin to Emperor even though I aspire more to Khan
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I kinda figured put why there is low libido on subliminals.
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What gets you sexually aroused is now shifted. With khan you subconcious is looking for 8,9 and 10/10s. You are conciously looking for sub standard.
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The amount of energy thats required by the subliminals for processing and executing is alot. Therefore very little to no energy is left for sexual function…thats only if you not eating enough calories and hydrating properly and getting your essential vitamins. To get the sexual energy flowing in the body requires huge amounts of energy.
As your mind and body adapts to these subliminals and nutritional requirements your libido will return.
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Yes, and Subliminal’s also have many anti-reconciliation scripting, so you could potentially increase exposure while masking reconciliation. It is only on the rest days when those scripts are not constantly activated that you’ll experience the reconciliation that’s been waiting for you, hee hee.
I’m really going to do a lot of experimenting, contemplating, and connect dots in the next couple of weeks and design my optimal listening schedule once I have my Custom stack covered, which is most likely by the end of December moving into 2021.
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Hmm… always had arbitrary standards, and quick to bail if I’m not happy or see some red flags. I’m slightly concerned EQ and Khan might amplify this asshat tendency in my behavior.
That said, I can’t let weaksauce reasons like that to stop me from taking steps to evolve as a person.
I think you’re right though, super tired and that electrolyte thing. Where’s a damn gatorade when you need one…
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Okay future Apollo, EQ is back and Stark takes the bench today (temporarily). Here’s the plan
1x RebirthQ, 2x EQ, 2x PS, 3x DR, 1x Elixir, 1x SanguineQ (spread throughout the day)
Edit: Scaling back EQ and PS to 2 loops, DR to 3 loops cause I want this to be the foundation.
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Oh… no no… it is but a fascade. The contents… it is a manifesto for the nutcase club… @Palpatine 
Or how I learned to stop worrying and love the ADHD.
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Had some chicken broth, so far I’m feeling alright, brother. Still not too satisfied with my stack though, there’s something missing.
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Thats recon i think.
Be sure to keep having electrolytes on rest days also. MCT Oil is also very good
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Yeah? We do have MCT oil around. Now I did not know that. Thanks mate.
About the subs, I don’t know. I like Stark. The spark of Stark. but I’m missing EQ’s inner strength, self assurance, alpha aura and lower voice. Don’t know how that happened but I noticed my voice with Stark was higher.
I went back to EQ, and here I am I feel like I’m starting to be more introverted and being too intense once again. Could be all in my mind, but isn’t everything that matters starts in our mind?
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Ok that does sound like recon.
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Combine stark with ascension.
@Hermit once spoke about that before.
Dont change stacks thats reconcilliation.
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Yeah he recommends that power stack. Though I’m thinking what if I take it up a notch and pair it with AM? Thing is I’m also using PS and DR.
I’m wondering if anyone used more than 3 majors in a stack and succeeded. 
You still on Khan, bro? How’s it going? Don’t go slamming groceries… 
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Sigh. Not sure if this is reconcilliation but I’m having hard time making up my mind with my stack. I thought I was so sure, and then I am starting to feel that intensity again, that gnawing introversion. DR is fine, it’s going to be there till january, but I’m torn between Stark and EQ. I understand it depends on my goals, but these are both my goals… gaahh… headache.
I wish PS gave me EQ’s strenght, it would have been easy with Stark. Love the social aspect of Stark, felt lucky-ish on it too, but I love the inner strength and projection of EQ. There’s a respect aura there, I’ve seen it first hand.
Make a custom my mind says, but at this rate, if I couldn’t decide between these two, what more with customs… I played around with it and ended with my cart having more than 30 modules
Try not to stack too many…
If i was you…do your healing alone. More subs more energy more reconcilliation slower results.
Use DR solo then when u done go to ascension then stark and ascension. More than that is bad.
Yes never changed from Khan. And yes when u stick to one programme for long the results are profound.
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You’re right. Stick to the plan brother. Don’t mind me, I’m fickle minded as heck. I’ll find that ideal sub stack, but I guess I’m rushing myself cause I want to start the new year right.
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Dont ever rush i did that before…
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