Amen, bro 
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Planning to run 3 titles, every other day all ZP.
I am looking forward to this new chapter in my journey, to discover the self, and to find gifts within, remove the cobwebs, and remove burdens that I did not choose to have. To thine own self be true, and I feel ZP will help me do just that.
Now to force myself not to constantly check the time.
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I’m using my phone to help me stick with the guidelines.
This new listening time and pattern is great, I’m almost done with my stack for the day.
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A few hours after my first loop of Chosen and I noticed my voice was deeper, which was a reminiscent of Emperor.
I felt positive. Not in an excited or energetic way, but more mellow. I felt that everything was going to be okay. There was this ember of inner confidence and hope; Not yet as strong but it was there. I know in time it will fan the flames of courage and ambition that has dwindled within me.
This was a breath of fresh air as the months prior had been tumultuous, and though there were a few highs, there’s plenty more lows and anxiety and stress was getting to me. Emperor helped me navigate through these trying times, and without it’s guidance, I probably would have been further lost in this dark forest; but I also felt some anger within, anger at circumstances, at faith, at myself for letting things happen the way they did, not being able to protect some people I cared for deeply, and not being as effective as I believed or hoped myself to be, and just general nihilism. I was a very harsh critic of myself, and I expected more, a lot more. This was not the way, and I am ashamed for not being in a reality that I wanted.
I did not feel this like this everyday, but it’s been a while since I woke up in the morning, genuinely looking up to something good. I felt the wave of calm hope and confidence came from Chosen.
As for Wanted, I had gotten several compliments yesterday, as though as if I was running Stark for the first time. Stark almost always manifested this for me like clockwork. I am trying my best not to read too much journals in the meantime, though tempting as it may so I can watch ZP unfold in my life like an eager spectator. I cannot do this for long though, one of my favorite things to do is read up in the forums, positive results has always been a source of fuel for me to stay true to my stack and imagine the possibilities.
I’ll be strict to honor the guidelines, and utilizing siri to remind myself to take a break in 21 days, and resume after 5 days of washout.
Though my long awaited RICH ZP has finally arrived, I must practice discipline and run it tomorrow instead. I cannot wait to see the effects from that, I have several avenues and potential sources of income that has stagnated, and a jolt from RICH is what I need to fertilize these prospects.
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3rd day: First time to run Rich ZP. The reviews aren’t kidding, I am feeling drowsy. I feel good, no anxiety but I feel like taking a nap.
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This is how exactly I feel, I didn’t know if it was RICH or CHOSEN. I wonder if a sub in ZP conflicts with how you feel things in terms of a wide gap of how your mind looks at the world compared to what the sub is doing, it just about knocks you out as a form of reconciliation.
Yes, that could be. It’s probably energy intensive for us in the beginning, as Rich reconciles with our mindset.
I remember one of my most intense recon was with Stark. I’m mostly introverted, and my personality needed to reconcile with Stark’s penchant for the limelight, add to that the cognitive upgrades.
I was having a cup of coffee while listening to Rich and I suddenly felt I wanted to take a nap. It’s probably tackling some pretty serious limiting beliefs within me, and I’m cheering it on, now that I think about it.
Keep at it mate. Hope we break through whatever is blocking our paths.
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Day 4. Rest day.
Feeling more centered than usual. I feel more understanding. I still get irked at times, but then my mind automatically suggest why that feeling isn’t productive, and shifts to more useful and prudent action, thought or feeling instead.
i.e. right now, as I type, my environment is noisy and I get derailed from my train of thought, but something inside me feels like an anchor, and I’m still proceeding to type. I had glimpses of what Wanted can do and aiming for, and I welcome it, but alongside it, I’m discovering Chosen with my own eyes and I’m excited to see the possibilities.
As for Rich. Ah… Monaco, Lambo and Caviar. That’s the life I want. Rich all the way. Life is too short, I want to enjoy now.
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Day 5. Running Wanted/Chosen
I had the most vivid dream in recent memory. Very trippy.
Something I recall from yesterday; I was able to finish a task that was quite tedious and something I would have probably postponed or delayed. On first glance it was something I’d prefer not to do, but I compartmentalized, and finish the whole thing one step at a time.
In the end I was surprised I was able to do it, and I did it well. I’m attributing this resilience, patience and extra energy boost that came out of nowhere with Chosen.
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Day 6. Rest day.
Not a lot of updates in the meantime. I’m eating a lot more lately and I did find a bonus from a service I use. Very little, more like a token gift but that came out of nowhere and I was pleasantly surprised when I saw it.
Perhaps my wealth ceiling or blockage is being addressed and there is more to come, the growth, exponential.
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Day 7: Rich ZP 1 loop.
I noticed I am more patient. No headaches so far, but I feel I could eat a lot more if I don’t temper my appetite. I hope the fat burner is strong on Wanted ZP. It really was on Q.
Yesterday was stressful but I didn’t dwell on it as much as as I did. I am quicker to let go and focus on the good. Right now, I don’t feel as productive as I was when running EQ and HoM but this is probably it’s form of reconciliation or it could be a new trajectory or strategy for winning in life.
I welcome the more mellow attitude. I don’t want to be stressed out and work until my back breaks, I want to have a positive, productive life where everything “flows”. The more I think about it, the more I am bullish on Chosen.
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Day 8: Rest Day
I checked my weight, I seem to be loosing the same amount of weight when I was on Wanted Qv2. That’s great, I’ve been eating quite a bit and to see the pounds melted in just a few days is an excellent surprise.
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Day 9: 1 Loop Wanted / 1 Loop Chosen
I think the physical shifting from Wanted is ramping up. It never really stopped, I was on it on Qv2, but I was thinking maybe after the washout prior to my testing of ZP, things would slow down significantly, but apparently that’s not the case.
Seems like Wanted ZP took the baton from Wanted Qv2 and it’s continuing it’s run, maybe even better. It took sometime before I saw the results from Wanted Qv2 but the fatigue comes and goes.
It’s too early for me to tell but I feel the results would be exponential once the ball gets rolling. Let’s go Chosen/Wanted and Rich!
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Day 10: Rest Day.
I noticed I’m avoiding negative stuff. Years ago I felt I was very lucky. Not all the time but the highs surpassed the lows quite a bit. I want to think like that again, and even better. I want to love life again and be enamored with it.
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Day 11: Rich ZP 1 Loop
More positive in general, more disciplined with my tasks. Not yet on the same level of Emperor, but more than Stark and Khan in my experience.
No interest in PMO, and I only noticed this while on EQ. I am convinced this is from Chosen, and I like that.
On another note, I see some cognitive improvements, and I am not sure if this was remnants of my months on QL or if there is something in Chosen (or Rich) that’s also helping me in this area. Win-win.
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Quick update: Ha! Saw some increase in profits. Small for now but I have a feeling this is the start of that snowball effect. Let’s bend this reality. Go Rich/Chosen 
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Day 12: Rest Day
I can’t say I’m in the most positive mood today, just feeling neutral I suppose. I’m logging this in to keep me disciplined to stick with my stack and guidelines.
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Day 13: 1 Loop Chosen / 1 Loop Wanted
Switched the play order. I’m running Chosen first then Wanted starting this week. I’m not expecting much changes from the switch but what’s the harm.
Yesterday I wasn’t feeling too positive, in fact as the day progressed, it was the opposite. I recognize a part of that is recon and a part of that is simply life happening. That life is happening is what I want to change with these subs.
A part of me is conflicted to run Mogul, in place of Rich but counting my runtime, it’s only been 3 loops in total since I began in the first of December, I don’t think that’s enough time for me to be confident in any conclusion. I’ll probably stick with Rich until I finish my first washout and then proceed from there.
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Day 14: Rest Day.
I’m reading the threads trying to understand the difference between Rich and Mogul. It’s starting to become clear. Mogul is definitely a must have as well.
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Day 15: 1 Loop Rich ZP
Only a few more days left before my 5 days off, then I’ll revisit my stack. So far so good.