so I’m running a custom with virtue series: hope and patience, gorgeous manifestor, dragon reborn stage 1, stop porn and masturbation, eye of the storm, panther, DEUS, omnidimensional, pragus, new wealth experience core, boundary, ardent of light, and I forget the last few, I’ve reused some of the modules a couple of times now in different customs totaling 4 months possibly of listening time. I was doing great while running the custom, I only ran it 3 times in the 21 days. I went 30 days without any desire to watch porn, then came the recon I believe, during washout and it kicked my ass. 12 days into my washout I had an urge to watch porn and was depressed cause I felt like I attract women even though I had many beautiful women give me positive signs of attraction. Has anyone experienced harsh recon during washout and why does it happen? and has anyone got the opposite outcomes of the sub they were running? I’m not sure if it’s because I have panther in my stack but I shouldn’t be feeling horny, I could be wrong though.
Sidenote
I forgot to mention that during the run, I was having random guys sparking random conversations with me being really friendly. With women it was different, they only responded when I talked with them, otherwise they kind of hovering around waiting for you to talk with them. I had this one lady, while I was shopping, say hi to me after I passed her at a convenience store, she wasn’t on the phone, and there was no one in the isle, we made eye contact as I passed her through the small isle looking for something and when I was passing her she said hi. I kind of felt bad because I second guessed myself and was thinking she cant be talking with me, women don’t usually spark random conversations with me. I guess it’s going to take some time accepting my new reality.