people have never used this, because I have never found myself around people that have used me.
it is always my choice to do the best when i am paid for my work.
As for family and those close to me, if you cant help them,
when they have less than you, what is the purpose in living?
kindness to others (especially those close) is joy
Maybe I’m misreading but it sounds like someone took advantage of you.
I understand. All I’m saying is if you don’t take care of yourself you can’t take care of them or anyone you love in your life. It’s really important.
Just to clarify, no one took advantage of me, and I understand you absolutely, and agreed wholeheartedly to your last point.
This is why I am here. As noted, my issue is in not having anything. No finances, no stability and no clear direction. I exist barely on the line. When you don’t have enough, simply to eat, to pay for fuel to support what little work I have, its extremely difficult to sleep, no matter how hard I try. It is currently very early AM where I am now, and I have been up for hours. Another evening with 4-5hrs sleep.
Understood. I hope you find some relief soon and that these subs can help you out.
I hope so too… if they can stir some changes, I will be grateful.
I intend to do my bit.
I believe in who I am, but the last few years have been terrible, and I almost gave up.
Without finances, existence is impossible.