It’s clear from the DM’s you posted and your tone on this thread to others that the subliminals you’ve used have brought up a lot of material from your past and present, and you’re emotionally invested in obtaining the best outcome for yourself in the situation. However, I think Fire was right when he indicated you need to get to a clearer understanding of a vision for your future. To have the fire and drive to be this great archetype you speak of is great, but without focus and vision it’s like trying to pee without aiming, everything just goes everywhere and makes a mess.
It’s possible that neither you nor Saint/Fire were a hundred percent correct in your interpretation of the situation. It’s possible that you both misunderstood one another’s intent. It happens. But now what action on your part is going to give you the best outcome? Coming out swinging, activating that whole fight or flight part of your nervous system, is not going to get you any closer to any of the goals you outlined to Saint and Fire in those DMs. Rather than getting angry at a lack of control, go back to some of the stuff in your holy book, where it tells you that “God is in full control of all things. He has taught you what you never knew.” Or: “You shall remember God while standing, sitting or lying down.” It’s the best balm against emotional toxicity you can get.
Good luck sorting stuff out. Just remember like @bombayduck said, none of this is personal. In the end we’re just strangers helping one another out on an internet forum, and in the end its up to you to run your own life.