@Jouissance said he might not be ready for Fire’s new magnus opus, I definitely am not. Doesn’t mean I won’t support SubClub by buying it and watch/read the journals about it, but with Hero I recognized there are interesting subs out there which fascinate but which need me on another level to really let it run longer time with good results.
The new emperor feels great, I can feel the power within me.
The New Emperor is a great subliminal.
Dropped Paragon for now.
Added Emperor Black 30s microloop for focus and deep work. Took 1h but then I was all in.
Should have started Emperor Black on Black Friday.
Adding paragon back in.
Dropping the Emperors to focus on physical healing alone.
So this journey is now partly to become the person to run Hero long time.
What do I think to get improved for that?
Will run Paragon for the rest of the year but adding LBfH for one cycle.
If you don’t mind sharing, what was the major factor for you that influenced your decision to drop Hero?
You mentioned in an earlier post that you felt a shift happening in your identity, like a plane going through turbulence?
That is a good question.
If I recall correctly it was the sub challenging me and I felt I could not live up to it (yet) and also a health issue that I have and that I wanted to give my full attention to.
But I really liked the effects that hero had on me and I want to build up to that and have it therm longer in my stack with other supporting titles.
Even though I would like to just jump into hero right again I know that I want to fix other stuff first.
Prio 1 is my health issue. If that one is finally healed Paragon can leave my stack and there is a slot open again.
If I am free to choose my stack for Q1 of 24, I would probably focus on the following:
I am curious and want to run QL1 to improve my cognitive abilities but on the other side it probably is not the thing that makes the biggest difference in my life. But knowing or creating my purpose will give a big improvement (or at least I think that at the moment, hoping my purpose is something inspiring). Or loving myself and radiating with love that I don’t need status symbols, love or attention from others because I am enough and I can share my love unconditionally (sometimes I guess I want to help or be supportive to have the feeling of being useful(?) or important for others).
That brings me a question of James where he asked if a person with running LBfH would radiate love to everyone.
I had a quick answer for that one: of course not, you would radiate it but would choose on who deserves it and who is wasting your time or is just an energy vampire.
And I had a second answer after I started writing the one above:
Thinking of deserving and energy vampires come from the beliefs of limits. If you are full of love and radiate it outwards, why would you even care if someone does not deserve it or if someone is a sucker for that love? You would just go your way and if a bit too many people are affected, why would you care.
Probably there will be even more answers or truths for that question depending on the development Level one currently is.
Going back to my egoistic side:
I want to make money, lots of money to give me freedom in how I use my time even if I choose to still stay employed.
For that I am trying to get a perfect stack. How I want to make money? Stock market, now that we have officially entered the bull market.
If anybody has suggestions, let me know (and please with explanations).
Started a new stack or better transitioning into the new one. Introduced HoM while continuing LBfH.
Now listening 1 loop per week for 15 minutes before (free) days when I don’t care about recon and hope recon is over by the time I need to perform again.
Next sub to introduce will probably be QL1 but I don’t feel hurry. Since KB it is easier to go slow if I really want to.
Reading from others also having sometimes the consistency issue with the stack (if you read here, I also had it, not sure about the future but here are my thoughts):
I wanted for a longer time to run HoM because it seems like a massive improvement and a title to work on a legacy for decades to come. Did I start it? No, I was hesitant and wanted to build more wealth before that. Not sure how much is needed but I continued that way.
Other titles? Sometimes I thought Emperor helps, sometimes I thought Emperor is too intense for somebody being an employee and therefore giving me too much doubts upon staying in a job. So Ascended Mogul sounds more like it but it doesn’t have the drive and the sound of the emperor. Stark sounds very good in communication but maybe makes me too chatty. Emperor black has amazing focus but makes me too much drawn from society. Commander brings other people to attack me to test my boundaries and I didn’t want that at that time because my focus was different…
Is anything different this time? Maybe. This title can shape my future if I let it do its job. But this goal is more aligned with me than some other goals which are more like a way to the end goal not the end goal itself.
Like you want to be fit and healthy body and then you use different diet archetype subs to find out which one fits you while in the end it the diet or sport is just a way.
Surprised that I have now more posts than Fire.
Running Emperor House of Medici now. Rest of the stack open. Reading the product page I realize how much the program already contains. Not sure which subs can compliment while not diluting.
That is true and while often during courses I heard “don’t coach others if they actually ask for it” but negative coaching is automatic with a lot of people who hold you down.
I stopped coaching or giving others advice if they don’t specifically ask for it. Also a question is do the others value my input or do I just waste time?
Perfume of today: Prada L’Homme (normal one, beautiful scent without much projection but lasts long as skin scent. I mostly only wear perfume for myself)
Had an amazing dream last night.
Was standing in an elevator in a big lookout tower and while we go up (and the elevator has windows to all sides) we see an explosion further away with the pressure wave coming closer. I was trying to stand where a beam is protecting the window a bit so I won’t get hit by the glass that much. We go higher and higher as the pressure wave comes really close. I am ready for the impact but then the whole construction tilts to the back and the whole elevator falls to the back and I see the ground coming closer, hoping that it will be a quick death.
In the moment of impact on the ground I wake up from a meditation with others (same people I was in elevator with) and looking at the leftover roots of a big tree…
Then my memory gets blurry.
Not sure if it is connected to either HoM or Phoenix but I loved the dream experience.
Last days of the year.
Was it a successful year? Yes
Did I have setbacks? Yes
Was I expecting it to be different? Yes
What does that mean for the coming year?
Do I expect similar success? I hope for it, I hope I can do better but it depends on what cards I get.
Do I expect setback? Yes, but mostly they are unexpected.
Do I have my stack for the whole year of 2024 planned?
No, I hope HoM will be a consistent one, but I cannot see in the future.
What @ksub said about GLM:TC Bein an incredible fit with HoM, I think it is an awesome match, but I don’t want to come over too strong in the next three months in my job. Have to watch out for my surroundings a bit. QL or Limitless or Revelation of Mind will be a good addition to support my trading and investing analysis, maybe even Limitless Executive. Helps in the job as well as in my financial adventures.
I will try to keep stacks as stable as possible per quarter.
HoM so far goes under the radar, no recon no clear progress but I try to not overexpose myself, one listening day followed by 2 rest days, 3 minutes of a loop for now.
The last day of the year.
Lots of thoughts about the new stack, I could put Primal in, I could put ETWTP in, I could put Limitless in. But then it is already too many.
Thoughts came up of dropping HoM but I would see it as resistance of my ego.
How’s House of Medici going for you?