My Journey to Olympus

Your read my mind. I’m running SanguineU right now.

I’m used to Q but maybe U would give me quicker results. I don’t like this feeling.

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Me too.:grin:

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I feel better today. I was able to proceed as planned, I just need to finish one more loop of DR and that should wrap it up for the day. I could add maybe a loop of Sanguine later on.

That sub is becoming my personal don Corleone.

I am observing myself, and I noticed I feel more social, I’m actually joking around with my fellow members more than I used to. Could it be Stark or DR? I don’t know. I realize my sense of humor and timing needs work. Quantum Limitless should sort that out.

Yes I also noticed I’m more comfortable saying cuss words when I type. I don’t know why, I usually don’t do that. I censor my words actually. Now, not anymore. I swear like a sailor.

cockadoodie.

Hah. I didn’t even flinch.

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I’m still not feeling that ease I felt last week.Though I am much calmer, there is still turmoil inside.

I really have to get myself together, I’m getting older by the day.

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Hmm. I miss the effects of EQ. I am sure I haven’t seen everything that it had to offer. I guess that libido thing scared me off. I’m running DR now, perhaps that would change things a bit.

Ah… indecisions… now I’m thinking of dropping Stark. Why? I don’t feel too strong in it, and I talk too much. That’s not me.

Okay maybe a little.

I don’t know, I’m so conflicted. Why am I even conflicted, I can switch anytime I want, but there it is. The feeling is there, the feeling of what if I’m making a mistake, or what if I should have done this or that. I mean I have time, and whatever sub I’m listening is sure to advance my mind further, the only time I don’t gain anything from any of my subs is when I’m not listening to anything.

DR, come on, where art thou? I don’t feel that cool vibe when I started.

I’m thinking of going back to my original stack. 3x DR, 3x EQ, 3x PS, Sanguine and Elixir. Perhaps I’m not a Stark kind of guy, I’m not particularly smart nor clever, but it’s been a nice ride. Sigh, it felt good though, and I felt lucky-ish on it.

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Before I forget, I have been having some strange dreams lately. Last night, I couldn’t remember the exact dream but it was bad, I woke up and I knew I was having a nightmare.

Yeah I think I’m going back to EQ. Perhaps Stark making me more extroverted is what’s causing this reconciliation. This is not me, so my mind is like wtf you doin bro? I can be jovial and extroverted but it’s never my normal “mode”

I was drawn to EQ for a reason, the info and the journals resonated with me.

It’s dumb to attribute the libido thing with EQ. I’m reading the modules in it, and it should have no problem being señor love daddy. I guess I’m just too tired, or it’s reconciliation which should sort itself out…

Hmm… I’m my best lawyer, I’m justifying my next actions to myself. Freaking nutcase…

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Same with me :slight_smile: We should form a club (and then hit someone with it).

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@Apollo The title of your journal sounds like a Greek God’s Manifesto

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Aha! I felt something similar when running StarkQ. Khan and Emperor were more me. And between Khan and Emperor, I was more akin to Emperor even though I aspire more to Khan

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I kinda figured put why there is low libido on subliminals.

  1. What gets you sexually aroused is now shifted. With khan you subconcious is looking for 8,9 and 10/10s. You are conciously looking for sub standard.

  2. The amount of energy thats required by the subliminals for processing and executing is alot. Therefore very little to no energy is left for sexual function…thats only if you not eating enough calories and hydrating properly and getting your essential vitamins. To get the sexual energy flowing in the body requires huge amounts of energy.

As your mind and body adapts to these subliminals and nutritional requirements your libido will return.

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Yes, and Subliminal’s also have many anti-reconciliation scripting, so you could potentially increase exposure while masking reconciliation. It is only on the rest days when those scripts are not constantly activated that you’ll experience the reconciliation that’s been waiting for you, hee hee.

I’m really going to do a lot of experimenting, contemplating, and connect dots in the next couple of weeks and design my optimal listening schedule once I have my Custom stack covered, which is most likely by the end of December moving into 2021.

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Hmm… always had arbitrary standards, and quick to bail if I’m not happy or see some red flags. I’m slightly concerned EQ and Khan might amplify this asshat tendency in my behavior.

That said, I can’t let weaksauce reasons like that to stop me from taking steps to evolve as a person.

I think you’re right though, super tired and that electrolyte thing. Where’s a damn gatorade when you need one…

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Okay future Apollo, EQ is back and Stark takes the bench today (temporarily). Here’s the plan

1x RebirthQ, 2x EQ, 2x PS, 3x DR, 1x Elixir, 1x SanguineQ (spread throughout the day)

Edit: Scaling back EQ and PS to 2 loops, DR to 3 loops cause I want this to be the foundation.

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Oh… no no… it is but a fascade. The contents… it is a manifesto for the nutcase club… @Trader :crazy_face:

Or how I learned to stop worrying and love the ADHD.

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@Apollo
Did you feel a difference with the electrolytes??

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Had some chicken broth, so far I’m feeling alright, brother. Still not too satisfied with my stack though, there’s something missing.

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Thats recon i think.
Be sure to keep having electrolytes on rest days also. MCT Oil is also very good

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