full loop dr:r, ee 3m, k3 1m.
DR:Regen is being sneaky. It kinda made khan smooth. My thoughts are still, and internal chaos is gone. Need more time to better understand this
Even when i stress my body, i quickly return to a comfortable calmness. Its fascinating
Got some effects of K3 today. Every woman I saw was beautiful. I am happy we have women. They are just such beautiful beings.
I could appreciate all the little things that make women hot. The curve of their bodies. The graceful way they walk. Their long hair. I am just so grateful for the existence of women.
I have a semi erection for the past few hours. Just remembered that I was always horny on K3 in the past. Its like a comfortable warmth. I am sexually charged and it feels good.
Listening schedule:
3m drre k3 3:24 ee 3m
I’m getting that idgaf attitude back slowly. But im still not using my time effectively i feel
just remembered, i got early morning sexual dreams for the past 2 days. It was like some girl asking me to sleep with her to reward her for something she did.
DR:RE makes me fully rested so i just dont wanna sleep after i wake up
Listened to 30s of true social before a friends wedding had a lot of fun talking to everyone. Convo just flowed.
K st3 is making me super horny
Caught plenty of women staring
I just realized that k3 sexual scripting is not my focus right now. I kinda started focusing most of my thoughts on women.
It’s not my focus right now. And my sexual energy demands a release.
I think ill do K2 EE and Regen. Gotta master agency quickly
And i also kinda triggered both my mom and dad with just my voice. K3 just makes me more commanding
Reg 3m K2 3m EE 4:20m
I have an intitutive feeling K2 will be better suited.
Goal is to reach full loops eventually
I did something which I stopped doing one month ago. It’s a bad behaviour of mine.
regeneration is working on the more subtle things right now, so I’m not able to feel if it’s working or not
I think Im in recon, i just have no desire to do anything at work today.
The anti recon scripting is amazing. I was guided to the post by saint and fire explaining what happens. It’s like a subconscious structure rebuilding itself so it’s kind of like purging.
At the end of my workday of feeling like i dont wanna do anything, i just grew tired of that shit and just got back into the grove, within 5 mins 2 different people asked for help and I had to stop what i was doing,
seems like a recalibration is going on under the hood
Reg , K2,EE all 1minute.
I’ve decided to carefully manage my recon.
K2 improves my communication skills, my tone of voice has that baritone which i like
After understanding that recon is just past subconscious structures brought to awareness to just resolve, i have no desire to look at others journals here.
K2 is raising my level of focus to get what I want.
My voice carries more authority now.