(Hard to swallow) Reality check here…
In almost 2 years of SubClub experience:
- my bank account didn’t grew (and my net worth pretty much remained the same since 1 year and an half)
- I still don’t have a group of friends that I really vibe very well with
- My job doesn’t really satisfy me anymore
- I still don’t have any sexual and romantic relationships
In few words I’m not living the life I envisioned since embarking on this journey despite running these subliminals and taking action.
Unfortunately all the perceived breakthroughs I had during this time didn’t help me very much in the external reality if my main issues are still here.
Sometimes I think that everything positive could have happened anyway no matter what I did in the meantime. So I attributed those positive fleeting things and events to something that it was meant to happen anyway.
This isn’t recon speaking by the way but my rational side exposing the facts as they are.
I guess this isn’t the way to really live my desired reality after all and I need to find what is going to make a real external difference.
I need to find something which is going to rewire my whole identity towards my truest and most powerful self.
Maybe, they are right those who are claiming that we don’t need anything to fix inside unless we want to keep going on endless and perpetual cycles of perceived inner healing and inner growth phases.
So there’s nothing to fix internally but to embody our real identity.
There’s only one way out but to assume the identity of what we really want.