What’s helped me recently- is when I do feel recon (or a negative expierience/mood not related to subs for that matter) , is to sit with it without distraction. Doesn’t have to be meditation, but most people are constantly pumped with a never ending flow of screens-music-information- that there is no space for understanding or there emotions to arise. Literally just sit and do nothing, focus on what your feeling and let whatever come up, come up.
My biggest breakthroughs recently, have unfolded this way, and I normally don’t get the insight of what was causing the emotion until after it releases. It’s typically a feeling of heaviness- just disappearing or feeling lighter.
Journaling after this- or even reflecting, is when I understand the insights.
. That is not normal, but I think it’s pretty common. I find now, that almost anytime I feel an undesired emotion or state; that it’s because I am distracting myself and not facing it.

