Reconciliation…
I realize a lot of things…
I realize that, I’m making things a big deal in my mind, that it’s really not the other person, but how I decide on what to think…
I realize that, I’m getting stress because of being disappointed of other people since I have ‘expectations’ from them, which I’m in the process of letting this go…
I realize that, I’m saying things to other people to seek validation… I want to change that…
Khan ST1 x3
Elixir Ultima x3
I see. How about the external results? Are there any?
I am experiencing the exact sam things on stage 1…
Just started 11/02 with these two subs, external results? hmm… some noticeable this week
The two people I don’t like are now friendly to me, although I think because my boss scolded at them that they should talk to me 
I was giving a new project by another department head because he “believes” in my skill set and able to deliver a project, although I’m not interested with the topic, I still need to do it though
I’m taking it easy this days… not taking it to ‘seriously’… one step at a time… 
I’m not alone…
Thanks. How about journaling your results on the forum? Do you feel you could do that?
Not happening. We’re fucked
was thinking about it… but not at the moment… maybe soon…
You have a very interesting stack, at least to me since, personally, I deem that combo perfect if it comes to running Khan. For stage 2 I would run Rebirth.
Why so optimistic? 
yeah… so far I’m getting the results, thank you also for recommending before to stay with one combo for healing
Sure, I’m sure a lot of us would recommend that combo to you. If it comes to building foundations, like Khan Stage 2 does, I think there’s nothing better than Rebirth to pair up with since it’s not only about improving your results but also reframing and instilling the new archetype in your mind more swiftly.
Do you have any plans running Khan ST2 and Rebirth?
I’m still going to try what you mentioned before the healing subs combo for 2 months, Nov and December.
For now, I don’t need Khan and I think I’ll run it in one or two years. I want to focus on healing and later on on improving my mental/cognitive capabilities (QLQ) or building masculine fundations with Emperor+Rebirt. I think maybe it’s a good course of action to heal your mind/brain and then tune it up before running any other sub.