This journal is for when I want to build and run Name Embedded Major Titles. Get closer to the script of the titles, better results and less recon by name embedding them.
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First Name Embedded built is:
Paragon Complete: Eyesight ZPQ
Got two files in two emails yesterday. One was named ZPMT and the other ZPTMT. So have asked support to find out what their differences are. Wondering if one is ZP and the other ZPQ.
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2025-04-08T18:30:00Z
Day 1
PC: Eyesight
Ran a single full loop of both “ZPMT” and “ZPTMT” files I got.
No recon really. I can see why people say these are very smooth to run.
I had some emotionsl breakthrough yesterday. I was trying to remove some validation seeking behavior which I had due to an event in my childhood when I felt abandoned and wanted to garner security by trying to induce attention by throwing a tantrum. I was maybe 5 at the time and I felt I wasn’t seen. Sometimes I wonder whether this has anything to do with my eyes.
I let go of it, forgave others and myself and it finally felt like a weight was lifted off along with the need to be seen. I used to try this before but only yesterday it felt like it actually worked. Sometimes the body takes time to heal even if the mind is ready way before.
Or in other words, you might be consciously ready but the subconcious has its own time and feelings on the matter.
According to some healers, if one is having problems with seeing, it has something to do with not being able to see something or not wanting to see something.
I tried to look into this a lot over the years and have let go of many things that stand in the way. Healing.is a journey and it isn’t over until my eyes are open.
Either that or better luck next life lol.
Either way, am feeling that I am more right with the world for letting go of something I was trying to for a long time. This is true nonchalance. The nonchalance of a person healed of his desire for acceptance from others but accepts himself.
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I know you have grown enormously as a person over the years, and I believe you have procedures that support your eyesight. Have you experienced increased healing in your eyesight from the use of subs directly or indirectly?
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Thank you.
This is a bit difficult to gauge since my eye issue is genetic and related to my retina where there is loss of rods and cones cells. The vision is very fragmented and only a significant healing can help determine whether something has worked.
So far, the changes haven’t been a lot. Even saying that isn’t a simple matter since even if it has improved or done the opposite, it is difficult to measure even when looking at things.
So I will wait a while before I make a judgement.
At least I still have the ability to read on my phone in darkmode. I will be grateful for that.
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Are there other really important goals for you to work on with Paragon other than eyesight?
And… I assume the module is APS: Eyesight but if it’s a synergy I would be curious to know how that went for you as I’m considering a name embed core + synergy as well
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Yes i do. The most important one is sight though.
Yes it is APS: Eyesight. Synergy modules should also work. Am considering experimenting with those too for future Name Embedded with other Cores.
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Seems like you got the glitch…
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I did think about this, @Joa23 but I am not sure cause I think they fixed it long before I built my Name Embedded. I made mine only last Saturday. So around 4 days ago.
But it is possible and I am waiting for the reply from Support to be sure.
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My ZP custom is named ZPMT for Major Title.
I imagine they have given you both a standard one and terminus, which is nice.
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That was my first guess since ZPMT might refer to a ZP file and ZPTMT might refer to a Terminus aka Quantum file.
Waiting for Support confirmation.
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This makes more sense
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2025-04-09T18:30:00Z
Day 2
Rest Day
Finally started watching Invincible. It’s much better than I thought. But then am in season 1. Lets see how it goes.
Unlike before, I will stop if I don’t like it anymore. If I want to know how a story ends, we have tons of youtube channels giving entertaining summaries.
Funnily enough, I know how this story ends thanks to youtube. But the quality of the Invincible TV series is pretty good. So far.
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2025-04-10T18:30:00Z
Day 3
PC: Eyesight
Have been repeating a lot of affirmations in my mind today about having perfect vision (including central, peripheral, night and day). I suppose it is an effect of having my subconcious so filled with the scripting that am automatically conciously guiding it too.
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I’ll be following this journal. I also have a name embedded major though I didn’t include eyesight in it.
I wish you the best with your eyesight goals @Lion !
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. Good luck to yours as well.2025-04-12T18:30:00Z
Day 4, 5
Rest Days
Will be running PC: Eyesight ZPQ once a week from now on. Although Quantum is smooth, there is still recon. I think part of the reason (a big part) is due to being unable to reconcile with physical healing. Thinking it is difficult (and close to impossible). So that’s an obstacle I have to tackle.
On another note, I realise there is no use of complaining. Women might pity you but will lose arousal for you. Men might understand but lose respect for you. You yourself might feel validated but lose time to improve yourself. Understand your issues and even journal about it but work on them instead of drowning in them.
As a side-effect of this understanding, I will no longer request for anything on the forum. No product or module requests from me anymore. Will work with what is there and update things as they are brought to the Main Store and Q Store.
Less questions here and more studying of what is already provided. There is enough info out here.
EDIT: And there are more than enough products and modules too.
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