Lion - Experiments with Name Embedded Titles

[Lion]

2025-04-08T18:30:00Z
Day 1
PC: Eyesight

Ran a single full loop of both “ZPMT” and “ZPTMT” files I got.

No recon really. I can see why people say these are very smooth to run.

I had some emotionsl breakthrough yesterday. I was trying to remove some validation seeking behavior which I had due to an event in my childhood when I felt abandoned and wanted to garner security by trying to induce attention by throwing a tantrum. I was maybe 5 at the time and I felt I wasn’t seen. Sometimes I wonder whether this has anything to do with my eyes.

I let go of it, forgave others and myself and it finally felt like a weight was lifted off along with the need to be seen. I used to try this before but only yesterday it felt like it actually worked. Sometimes the body takes time to heal even if the mind is ready way before.

Or in other words, you might be consciously ready but the subconcious has its own time and feelings on the matter.

According to some healers, if one is having problems with seeing, it has something to do with not being able to see something or not wanting to see something.

I tried to look into this a lot over the years and have let go of many things that stand in the way. Healing.is a journey and it isn’t over until my eyes are open.

Either that or better luck next life lol.

Either way, am feeling that I am more right with the world for letting go of something I was trying to for a long time. This is true nonchalance. The nonchalance of a person healed of his desire for acceptance from others but accepts himself.

[Azriel]

I know you have grown enormously as a person over the years, and I believe you have procedures that support your eyesight. Have you experienced increased healing in your eyesight from the use of subs directly or indirectly?

[Lion]

@Azriel

I know you have grown enormously as a person over the years, and I believe you have procedures that support your eyesight.

Thank you.

@Azriel

Have you experienced increased healing in your eyesight from the use of subs directly or indirectly?

This is a bit difficult to gauge since my eye issue is genetic and related to my retina where there is loss of rods and cones cells. The vision is very fragmented and only a significant healing can help determine whether something has worked.

So far, the changes haven’t been a lot. Even saying that isn’t a simple matter since even if it has improved or done the opposite, it is difficult to measure even when looking at things.

So I will wait a while before I make a judgement.

At least I still have the ability to read on my phone in darkmode. I will be grateful for that.

[Jouissance]

Are there other really important goals for you to work on with Paragon other than eyesight?

And… I assume the module is APS: Eyesight but if it’s a synergy I would be curious to know how that went for you as I’m considering a name embed core + synergy as well

[Lion]

@Jouissance

Are there other really important goals for you to work on with Paragon other than eyesight?

Yes i do. The most important one is sight though.

@Jouissance

I assume the module is APS: Eyesight but if it’s a synergy I would be curious to know how that went for you as I’m considering a name embed core + synergy as well

Yes it is APS: Eyesight. Synergy modules should also work. Am considering experimenting with those too for future Name Embedded with other Cores.

[Joa23]

@Lion

Got two files in two emails yesterday. One was named ZPMT and the other ZPTMT. So have asked support to find out what their differences are. Wondering if one is ZP and the other ZPQ.

Seems like you got the glitch…

@SaintSovereign

Sigh. We just discovered a glitch in the new Q system. It’s been processing two builds, one with the core one with the module. So, the two files you received – one is the core, one is the module. We have fixed the error, and now comes some very grueling work. EVERY custom ordered through this service is going to be rebuilt properly. I’m firing up my personal Q instance and jumping in to build by hand as well.

We are VERY sorry for the inconvenience, and we’re going to be working non-stop to get caught back up. Please be patient as we work through the issue.

[Lion]

I did think about this, @Joa23 but I am not sure cause I think they fixed it long before I built my Name Embedded. I made mine only last Saturday. So around 4 days ago.

But it is possible and I am waiting for the reply from Support to be sure.

[Starman]

My ZP custom is named ZPMT for Major Title.

I imagine they have given you both a standard one and terminus, which is nice.

[Lion]

@Starman

My ZP custom is named ZPMT for Major Title.

I imagine they have given you both a standard one and terminus, which is nice.

That was my first guess since ZPMT might refer to a ZP file and ZPTMT might refer to a Terminus aka Quantum file.

Waiting for Support confirmation.

[Joa23]

This makes more sense

[Lion]

2025-04-09T18:30:00Z
Day 2
Rest Day

Finally started watching Invincible. It’s much better than I thought. But then am in season 1. Lets see how it goes.

Unlike before, I will stop if I don’t like it anymore. If I want to know how a story ends, we have tons of youtube channels giving entertaining summaries.

Funnily enough, I know how this story ends thanks to youtube. But the quality of the Invincible TV series is pretty good. So far.

[Lion]

2025-04-10T18:30:00Z
Day 3
PC: Eyesight

Have been repeating a lot of affirmations in my mind today about having perfect vision (including central, peripheral, night and day). I suppose it is an effect of having my subconcious so filled with the scripting that am automatically conciously guiding it too.

[Hezlitt]

I’ll be following this journal. I also have a name embedded major though I didn’t include eyesight in it.

I wish you the best with your eyesight goals @Lion !

[Lion]

Thank you, @Hezlitt. I appreciate your wishes . Good luck to yours as well.

[Lion]

2025-04-12T18:30:00Z
Day 4, 5
Rest Days

Will be running PC: Eyesight ZPQ once a week from now on. Although Quantum is smooth, there is still recon. I think part of the reason (a big part) is due to being unable to reconcile with physical healing. Thinking it is difficult (and close to impossible). So that’s an obstacle I have to tackle.

On another note, I realise there is no use of complaining. Women might pity you but will lose arousal for you. Men might understand but lose respect for you. You yourself might feel validated but lose time to improve yourself. Understand your issues and even journal about it but work on them instead of drowning in them.

As a side-effect of this understanding, I will no longer request for anything on the forum. No product or module requests from me anymore. Will work with what is there and update things as they are brought to the Main Store and Q Store.

Less questions here and more studying of what is already provided. There is enough info out here.

EDIT: And there are more than enough products and modules too.

[Lion]

@Lion

First Name Embedded built is:

Paragon Complete: Eyesight ZPQ

Got two files in two emails yesterday. One was named ZPMT and the other ZPTMT. So have asked support to find out what their differences are. Wondering if one is ZP and the other ZPQ.

So finally got the answer to this question today:

Hello,

Thanks for reaching out!

Yes, you’re exactly right — the file labeled ZPTMT is the correct one for your ZPQ (Terminus) format. The extra “T” stands for Terminus, and it’s possible the first generation of the file (ZPMT) may have missed that inclusion, which is why we provided both just in case.

Feel free to move forward with the ZPTMT file, and let us know if you run into any issues — we’re always happy to help.

Best regards,
SubClub

I stopped running this file though. The recon was too much for me.

Maybe I will try the non-terminus one and see. Maybe.

Can’t wait for Paragon Complete to be updated with the new scripting and tech (thanks to new titles like AEON and Hero: Light). And also anti-recon scripting.

Am currently in washout for more than a month now.

Tagging @Joa23 and @Starman since you guys were wondering about the ZPTMT and ZPMT filez that I got too.

[Plutus]

Are you still running a Terminus custom? If so, how would you say your results differ from the standard one?

[Lion]

@Plutus

Are you still running a Terminus custom? If so, how would you say your results differ from the standard one?

I had to stop running it. The recon was too much on the Name Embedded Paragon Core + A/SPS: Eyesight ZPQ for two reasons. I was running full loops back then and the fact that it was ZPQ.

Maybe if I update this custom to the New Paragon and run microloops, it will fare better but am taking my time with New Paragon. Am cureenlty running its store version with microloops and will decide later if I need a custom.

[Plutus]

Ah okay thank you! I was thinking of upgrading my custom that I’ve ran for over a year to terminus but I can’t see many result being reported about this build:/

[jelly]

I’m currently running ASBR in ZPQ after a year and a half of standard build. I’m personally seeing a lot of positive results and further growth. It’s still technically experimental, but since they’ve stated that the ZPU standard will eventually be ZPQ, I think there’s value in at least exploring how it works for you. Also running RAIKOV in ZPT but I only ran that on and off for a month before upgrading, so it’s still new to me in a lot of ways.