Le Journal de Palpatine™ (2021)

Journals - Custom Subliminals
#409

I just legit felt the Libertine Aura kick in on demand when I saw the Taco Bell drive thru girl and thought she was hot. Like all the energy in my body went right to my cock and just exploded up my spine and engulfed my body. Wow

Tokay’s subs: 2 or 3 loops of PSITU throughout the day. Along with GLM, Rebirth and Limit Destroyer stacking modules. The Q 30 minute ones. Also 2 loops of commander ultima. One loop each of BILLionaire V1 and BILLionaire V2. And a sub I made myself to help with my Uber Deliveries by instructing my SubC mind to work on developing a photographic memory for streets and locations. That one doesn’t have any sexual stuff to it obviously.

Today’s been a kickass day

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#410

As I mentioned on @James’s post about running R.I.C.H. solo, I borrowed a page from the book of @SaintSovereign and ran 5 loops of PSITU in bed. I sleep pretty deep anyway so don’t need melatonin lol

I just wanted to see what that would do. Woke up feeling amazing. Sex on the brain of course.

When I was a kid, even in HS, I had such a hard time talking to girls at all. I couldn’t even say their name to get their attention. I don’t know where that all came from. It was pathetic. I’d tap their shoulder to get their attention. Minimize eye contact, felt as if I were encroaching on their space.

I’m out driving for Uber Eats and find myself far more talkative to women in the restaurant staff at places I go. Cracking jokes.

I’ve been working on the pathetic part of myself for years. This stack though. Crazy wow.

I’m not afraid anymore. Yeah the patheticness still comes up on occasion.

I told a friend just today that I’m proud of the work she’s put in to building the body she has. Told her I’d love to sample the goods if I were in a position to do so. I credit PSITU with that as I’d have had more of a filter otherwise.

Tonight I’ll run 5 loops of R.I.C.H. and see what that do

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#411

A lot of us had that as kids and young men. I no longer think of it as “pathetic” I was just misinformed about my value, how girls wanted to be treated, and a lot of other crap. It helps.
I really wish I could try a stack like that myself.

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#412

It took several hours but I definitely felt the effects wear off along with the energy crash. PSITU crash I assume.

I’m curious to see if any effects linger after I get my energy back up.

I’d like to experiment with consuming the right kind of food or whatever to feed this process so I don’t crash from it.

On another note, since I recall Saint said R.I.C.H. has an aura component, I’ll need to be a bit careful with that experiment tonight. Maybe “only” 4 loops lol

Kidding of course. Today was shot all to hell. Made just $50 instead of the $200 I need. I was literally dozing off on the way to my last delivery soon said fuck it and took the $50 I made and bought ribeyes and salad for the wife and me.

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#413

The same happened to me in the morning and I had a fight with my gf and she cried. That’s a part of recon.

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#414

Was that from GLM or something different?

#415

I guess that was Emperor but I’m listening to Rebirth and Alchemist too. Anyway, three loops of my Q programs and three of Rebirth per week are kicking my butt. Much more than it was when I was listening to six per day.

#416

@Trader

What do you think has been going on with your mood over the past 2 weeks?

#417

Hard to say. Mainly been thinking about making $.

I made my sub I listen to file driving for Uber. It’s designed to make me more efficient at that gig. So with the exception of the few experiments above, I’ve been limiting SC exposure

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#418

I think I’m done getting worrying about making anyone else happy.

On a separate note, I thought today of a quote I first came across in an Ernest Holmes book

“With all thy getting, get understanding”

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#419

Well I just emailed my manager with the “I’ve realized over the past few weeks I’m no longer a great fit for the advisor role” email
Told him he can do whatever needs done for me to send the job-related equipment back. I’m done :open_mouth:

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#420

Is this you quitting or you passing up a promotion? Either is impressive

#421

I’m on medical leave. But came down with a case of anal glaucoma. I can’t see my ass working there anymore.

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#422

Fine, don’t tell me :joy:

#423

I just talked to him. Confirmed the quittage

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#424

You’ve mentioned a few times that the role you were in wasn’t a good fit, so congrats on taking the leap toward the freedom of bigger and better things. Good luck @Trader!

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#425

A Galactic Empire, maybe?

POWER! UNLIMITED POWER!

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#426

Better start running healing subs now then, you’d need a LOT of facial shifting loops to counteract that look. :rofl:

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#427

I’m glad you got your sense of humor! Congratulations on your choice to work elsewhere.

Do you think DR helped you make that choice? Or perhaps something else?

#428

Continuing the discussion from Le Journal de Palpatine™:

It seems that every time I run DR1, I feel increasingly pissed off and frustrated with life. I can feel it kick in while the loop is playing. I’ve been running subs in my car on CDs (insert audible GASP) while driving and delivering for Uber and/or Instacart. So there are other subs that feature in that.

Including:
EoG1
Wanted (not as much of that lately)
R.I.C.H. V1
The sub I made myself so I can get better at Uber and IC work
Regen V2
Godlike Masculinity Ultima V2
Love Bomb (bought that just yesterday and ran it once or twice in the car so far)
Commander Ultima
BILLionaire V1 (because it has EoG1 and EoG4, Limit Destroyer Q and Rebirth Q modules)
BILLionaire V2 (because it has Machine: Action and Machine: Rest)
and I’m sure there are some others I’m missing

My point of this is DR1 kicks my ass. I can be in a perfectly optimistic mood before starting the loop lol. I have played with DR1 at the beginning of the above mega-driving-stack and also at the end.

if I have it at the end, I’m in a pissy mood for the rest of the night.
If I have it at the beginning, I’m pissy at first and I think the other subs mellow that out due to the added programming.
I’ll whittle the stack down considerably I think. Not out of choice, since I want something that they all have to offer (I sense another custom brewing that will consolidate a lot).

The major thought patterns I notice so far on DR1 are things like “Am I fucking up by doing this Uber/IC thing? Why am I moving into this when it’s so variable?”

I am working on my side project to get me some passive income coming in, but even though Uber/IC largely is just driving around picking up people’s food orders and taking it to them, it’s tiring from the actual driving. Driving itself is quite a cognitive load, especially when going to places I’ve never been before on the map. Even within my town here.

I wish DR1 didn’t make me feel like crap so much, but it do. So I gotta keep going. Last night, I was in a fairly run-down tired and pissy mood after making “only” $150 yesterday. The amount I need in any given day is $204 to make it worth doing as a full-time endeavour.

From that pissy mood came the idea to run a DR mega stack in bed (just to see what happens, of course. Ever the experimenter. I’ll post about that in me next entry.