Dream boy and khan go really well together, They don’t clash for me personally. It actually plays really well into the kind of archetypes Im already passionate about wholeheartedly. 10/10
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To understand the true qualities of a man,
you must look into his mind, and examine
his pursuits, and his aversions
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People imagine feeling cool while in a fight
but in reality every fighter gets hit in his guts
and he feels sick and wants to crumble
to the ground in that moment. It isn’t sexy.
There is no space for some feels wheels.
Good fighter will focus entirely on what
he’s doing to win. You’re too busy focusing.
You can celebrate and feel your wheels out
after you’ve managed to put him down.
Focus - be bold. That is true combat.
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Well said.
I think you’d enjoy the Genghis series by Conn Iggulden. It’s a epic retelling of the life of Genghis then later his sons and grandsons. It’s a rare series that captures the gross and embrassing sides of combat.
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Need for catharsis
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We don’t wait for villages to recover.
We crush them again and again
until nothing remains but ashes
and memories.
There will always be more targets,
more weaklings to subjugate.
The cycle of conquest is eternal,
and we are its relentless engine.
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Khan Black been kicking my ass haha
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Got my armor cinched tight
Tried to crawl - wound up running up my back
Only have myself to blame
As I journey deeper into the heart
I see mothers eating the weakest of their young
I know what it’s like to loose your soul
Embers eat up everything I own so slow
Overheard ‘em say it really was a sight to behold
Rip the skin and bone
Keep on hurtin’ myself everyday
But I can’t change
So I just wither away
Ay, gimme catharsis
Got my armor cinched tight
in the heart of darkness
I caught that demon
Tried to kill me when I was sleeping
Leapt up and I fucking crushed his neck
Blotting up the blood until the body’s bloated
Drunk off all the pain
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I don’t want peace
I want PROBLEMS!!!
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Solving problems is how humans evolve. Aint no way around around it!
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“He died doing what he wanted,
no matter what. I bet he was happy”
My hands torn
from holding steel
But I still swing anyway
And no end in sight
Sword heavy as the
silence haunts my head
I am finding that I have more than one relationship with the concept of pain. There are times i want it to just end, times when I see it as a sign of something good for me, times when I desire it, times when I romanticize it, times when I take it as a trial and times when I want it so I can prove to myself something or lessen one kind of pain with another. And it if I don’t feel it, I know it will return to me soon. In one way or another. Sometimes in more ways at once. I think I hate it. But I also sometimes seek it for the things it brings me or relieves me of. Isn’t that just so strange? To associate it with relief, meaning or control.
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Dudes who mamaged to run
khan black long term scare me
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We used to punch apes and crucify each other
I’m intrigued, please tell me more about your experience with it.
It brought up a lot of shame around things I’ve done in the past and exaggarated them big time so they looked much worse than what they were. The guilt, shame, fear of consequemces of my actions and insecurities around especially attachments - questioning whatever you did well as a partner or whether the other person even feels actually attached back to you or whether you’re just a convenience. You’re scared, you feel like a sucker that lied himself into this all, you imagine being betrayed by them, questioning whether your partners even give a shit about you and are actually unsure. It was very intense and painful. I never felt this level of mental distress before. It brings up the biggest demons from the back if your mind for you to face until you realise they are only illusions and were never truly real to begin with. Just your mind seeing things it’s scared of and makes you think it’s all true right now in the moment. Like everything is gonna end - right now - “actually no it’s probably already been happening for a while” so you think. But even when you later realise it’s all just your own mind playing tricks on you, it still fucking sucks to sit there with all that guilf and fears for hours. I guess there’s a reason why there’s so many warnings plastered over kb description. I had to resort to things I would have formerly never done just to ease myself.
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Thanks for sharing, sounds like huge growth. 