To understand the true qualities of a man,
you must look into his mind, and examine
his pursuits, and his aversions
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People imagine feeling cool while in a fight
but in reality every fighter gets hit in his guts
and he feels sick and wants to crumble
to the ground in that moment. It isnât sexy.
There is no space for some feels wheels.
Good fighter will focus entirely on what
heâs doing to win. Youâre too busy focusing.
You can celebrate and feel your wheels out
after youâve managed to put him down.
Focus - be bold. That is true combat.
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Well said.
I think youâd enjoy the Genghis series by Conn Iggulden. Itâs a epic retelling of the life of Genghis then later his sons and grandsons. Itâs a rare series that captures the gross and embrassing sides of combat.
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Khan Black been kicking my ass haha
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I donât want peace
I want PROBLEMS!!!
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Solving problems is how humans evolve. Aint no way around around it!
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âHe died doing what he wanted,
no matter what. I bet he was happyâ
My hands torn
from holding steel
But I still swing anyway
And no end in sight
Sword heavy as the
silence haunts my head
I am finding that I have more than one relationship with the concept of pain. There are times i want it to just end, times when I see it as a sign of something good for me, times when I desire it, times when I romanticize it, times when I take it as a trial and times when I want it so I can prove to myself something or lessen one kind of pain with another. And it if I donât feel it, I know it will return to me soon. In one way or another. Sometimes in more ways at once. I think I hate it. But I also sometimes seek it for the things it brings me or relieves me of. Isnât that just so strange? To associate it with relief, meaning or control.
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Dudes who mamaged to run
khan black long term scare me
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We used to punch apes and crucify each other
Iâm intrigued, please tell me more about your experience with it.
It brought up a lot of shame around things Iâve done in the past and exaggarated them big time so they looked much worse than what they were. The guilt, shame, fear of consequemces of my actions and insecurities around especially attachments - questioning whatever you did well as a partner or whether the other person even feels actually attached back to you or whether youâre just a convenience. Youâre scared, you feel like a sucker that lied himself into this all, you imagine being betrayed by them, questioning whether your partners even give a shit about you and are actually unsure. It was very intense and painful. I never felt this level of mental distress before. It brings up the biggest demons from the back if your mind for you to face until you realise they are only illusions and were never truly real to begin with. Just your mind seeing things itâs scared of and makes you think itâs all true right now in the moment. Like everything is gonna end - right now - âactually no itâs probably already been happening for a whileâ so you think. But even when you later realise itâs all just your own mind playing tricks on you, it still fucking sucks to sit there with all that guilf and fears for hours. I guess thereâs a reason why thereâs so many warnings plastered over kb description. I had to resort to things I would have formerly never done just to ease myself.
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Thanks for sharing, sounds like huge growth. 
I ran ST1 with TB in a custom then GLM and Wanted for 3 months.
The recon hits like a freight train but turned out to be my best stack everđ
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If youâre experiencing this on Khan Black, I can relate. For me, KB brought up a lot of reflection on past romantic relationships.
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Become the person you´d be obesessed with.
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I´m making a sword I wanted by the wayâŚ
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