Khan journal //

adly no but one day maybe Ill get a sword like that to swing : )
it is 30lbs / 13kg

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My hands are torn from holding steel
Im a struggler cut and scarred
living just to spite the night

I screamed at gods I cannot slay
no happy end no final stake
just one more war I couldn’t shake

I will carry the pain with a smile
celebrating the victory
of brutality

What happened to Spartan, Iron, and another one before them (forgot the name)?

i don’t need you anymore,
but you were something i miss,
and everything i was
is what you put me through

she just cut my name up on her wrist,
now tell mĐľ who to blame?

now we speak on and off
But I know when you bleed, it’s serenity
i know when i fade away, you’ll remember me

//

Been letting go of the idea of doing things so that I could - change the world and people in it into something I enjoy more and instead living life for myself. Knowing that one day when I’ll be dying, I will be alone - maybe with one or two people who love me if I will be lucky. But the world will continue being busy. I have to live for myself first. Every action in my name. Not in the name of a lofty goal that is - so small in the grand scale of the world. I accept that life is diverse. I let go of the idea of idealized place and future full of people that are all alike. I do not care for this world to change. I am content in it. I want to die knowing I lived as someone I once wanted to become and would look up to. Because if I don’t get to, I had missed out on that opportunity in my only life. And there is nothing more to live for than for that which we love. If that leaves a small imprint, thats fine by me. But it is no longer my priority.

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Heed my words, Struggler.
Soon a reign of blood, the likes of which you cannot imagine shall fall down upon you. It will be a storm of death. Struggle, endure, contend for that alone is the sword of the one who defies death.

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Been leveling in wow as orc hunter
also signing up for wrestling
I know I will stick to it I have all my faith in it
even on days where I wont feel like it
Its my new cute leveling profession

Already scared lolololol hold me

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we all just want to feel good
to not suffer
and to feel loved
we achieve it more often than not Id assume
but what would I know

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thank you god for giving me peace and strength

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I am the one whose
mother named him Haidar,
a lion with mighty roar
and a fierce warrior

my arms strong and powerful
my presence in forests dreadful

to the enemies, I’m like
the howling wind
with my sword’s strike
their fate is thinned

I strike of the ones unkind
I struck the wicked warrior
who dared to fight

Whoever abandons truth
their end is in sight
I won’t hesitate to kill 7 or 10
For all of them are wicked,
the sons of sin

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loving the humble beginnings
of pulling too many boars at
once and having to flee in panic
true character development

Deep hunger that
can never be satisfied
Who’s to tell you when
you’ve had enough?

Like a lion when he’s hungry
defiant like a tyrant

you know that nothing’s free
It’s always gonna be cutthroat
Welcome to the time of your life
Don’t choke
Gotta do whatever it takes
To taste power to taste flesh
to take to mark to love to hate

god blessed me today
brain melted

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If you step in beggin
for your life, I don’t barter.
You can try if you like,
find your head on a spike
Cause I know you’ll look good there
I’ll dye your hair red with blood
when you’re dead

Ready your axes
I’m plantin’ my flag on the charts
Open this pit, I see blood,
now I’m swingin’ my shit
Checkin’ my fit, went from a king to a fool

When I want, I made you my slave
Breakin up and bangin shit a fuckin’ barbarian
ice-cold, so at night, watch your bae
And if you’re not careful, I’ll…

Unsheathe my sword, fuck this shit,
Look 'em in the face, chop 'em down
Been tastin blood of all my enemies

//

I got defiled by quite large number of people over past months because I dont fit in with them anymore. Khan doing what its gonna do. I think Ive been holding onto all these places and people but they are doing their best to get me out of their circles. Forced out. Maybe next destination for me will be my own cute kingdom. Under my rule. Or just live lowkey for some time. See if I like it. We will see. Real life is more prosperous than its ever been. I have more freedom than I ever had. More money than I ever had. GLM is a beautiful addon. I am very content. Thank you god. Thank you for guiding me on my path to this cute vision.

/sigh
okay its edgy time were going back to early
2007s again and I don’t care. Im having a moment.

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Speaking words you long to hear
taking what I need
I’ve had a thousand lovers
in a thousand different beds
They all remember how it felt
but forgot I left them for dead

Guess who didnt drink water today :v: :japanese_ogre: