I despise writing, I have dreamt of this moment for a long time.
Why? Because I have spent 4 months on emperor fitness and khan, logically dissecting every single detail of my change throughout my path and imagining what I’m going to write in my review.
It’s overwhelming for me, I have had so many tiny changes and epiphanies that if I were to write everything I’d end up making a novel.
I’m free-flowing now, spitting bars as I think this is the best way to come at this.
I have been into PUA and game shit since for 10 years, 10 years I’ve been exposed to that shit and I have so much theory in my head that I can be a professor, but my 4 months on Khan has evolved me more than 10 entire
years of learning that shit, why??? Because I feel all that theory finally manifested inside of me, believe me when I say this, I feel like if I keep going down this road I can be a world class seducer.
I was nothing a year ago, made a big stride over 7 months and now I have been on Khan for 4 months.
This will NOT be one of those reviews where i go “I WAS NOTHING LOL NOW WOMAN LOOK AT ME SHE CANT STOP LOOK ME OMG I FEEL LIKE BIG BIG PLAYER”
I have spent hours a day walking up and down my kitchen digesting every single change like a psycho-analyst. I will explain the changes and everything behind them in a way that won’t leave you starry eyed or dreamy.
There will be no structure to what I’m writing, nothing is planned…I want to free flow as I had a hard time writing this to start off with and planning beforehand seemed daunting and very exhausting.
I’ll start from the beggining, and AGAIN, there is zero structure to what I’m writing, I will do my best to add as much detail as I can.
MR COOL: This was the very first thing I noticed changed in me, I used to speak for hours about how girls love badboys and cool guys, gaining nothing but the dopamine surge of saying that as if I understood it. I thought that
if i was able to explain to others why women love badboys or cool guys, I was one…Obviously…It wasn’t until the first ever change on khan came in stage 2 that I realized I was nothing close to cool…Not even in the same fucking vecinity of it…BECAUSE I BECAME COOL, for the first time in 29 years of life.
I remember it now, I had cam sex with 8 girls over the first 3 weeks of khan stage 2…Remember I promised 0 dreamy claims? cool, let’s go through the process, MR COOL: for the first time in my life I felt like I could be in the presence of a female and not be the biggest tryhard ever, my usual natural instinct is DEMONSTRATE HIGHER VALUE, QUICK! SHOW HER YOURE COOL, SHOW HER YOURE NOT AN INCEL, FUCK FAM SAY A QUICK CHILDHOOD STORY OF YOURS!
But I remember calling a girl who was advertising on this dating discord server and I felt the change, I was quiet…I didn’t try to prove anything to her. For the first time in my life I felt like she had to prove something to me, and that I had to prove something to myself: That I was not phased by women, that I can be low energy at the start of an interaction and not care, I can tango and escalate based on her worth because my worth was already high.
She called, 10 minutes later she was playing with herself, and so was I. The entire convo seems like a blur so I can’t get into details, this is the first time I have felt actually cool WITH ZERO ACTING COOL, ZERO TRYING TO SHOW IM COOL.
the first 3 weeks of khan had this type of sexual mutual orgasm over camera with 8 girls, was it because I suddenly became cool? it’s a complex web, what did MR cool open to the next door of the labyrinth to make this possible?
INTENT: The mr cool got girls interested, cumming with them was all about intent which was only enabled by being mr cool. See the old tryhard me who believed he was such an alpha couldnt really show intent, it’s just so unnatural after blabbering and trying to show that youre super high value to say “so let’s get kinky now?” the mr cool persona literally led me to the same canned line I used 5 times to success.
“Fuck you’re really hot, I’mma start rubbing myself if you don’t mind” followed by casually doing it. This was so fucking natural to me, after 10 minutes of being cool and tangoing in the conversation with her, allowing silences, laughing only at times we hit it off, being sorta “ok…” at the more boring times. That eventually it seemed like it just fell into place, I did this 5 times, the other times beind like the first time when she did the work for me, basically having such high sexual tension we both get into it, the rest were basically yeah, we just rubbing myself nonchalantly.
this intent seemed to be like an AI powered robot, also, I feel like I was always a natural and Khan guided me to bring these qualities out. What do I mean? There was one time when a girl appeared on cam and she looked really the party type and I instantly said “Damn you look good, show me your tits” and went silent, shutting the fuck up and waiting for her next move, she didn’t even smile, she did it like it was the most casual thing she’s ever done in her life, It felt right, this leads me to my next point which is popping into my head, again, this is all improv writing.
NO SCRIPT: I follow scripts, this is what pua teaches and this is the reason why I have had literally incel levels of success with women for the last 8 years. I had no scripts once khan started running, I literally lived for the moment and to see what I can get, leading me into my next thing.
GENUINITY: mr cool guy, opened the door to show my intent, sometimes sexual fully, sometimes sexual and also i wanna have a good time and get to know the girl, no script, no plans…nothing. This appeared to create an utter genuinity to my persona which is what I believe in my deep reflective kitchen hours got me so many girls, see obviously if i wasnt cool and i didnt show intent and was the old me trying hard to show them im mr alpha and waiting for them to throw their panties off like I do 95% of the interactions with women and then wonder why they ghost me, I wouldn’t give off an air of genuinity, I remember feeling like every girl’s best fucking friend, like they could do whatever they wanted with me and wouldnt have to worry about me exposing them, or judging them internally. Because they saw me as cool, and in their eyes they opened up my cool shell and saw the gooft child within, I rarely got resistances when I showed intent which is why it evolved so fast like an AI to sometimes be cold and a bit slow to open with some of the girls whilst instantly asking others to take their shirt off.
Desensitization to beauty: This is a huge problem, for all of us, all mankind. See I’ve watched countless puas try to logically explain to me why I shouldnt revere beauty “no matter how hot she is someone out there is tired of her shit”
I also tried to logically convince myself this. FOR YEARS.
YEARS.
I can be pretty chill with a girl who remained anonymous and once she sends me a picture of her and shes a 8.5/10 i instantly can tell she has an abundance of men in her life and something happens, I snap, I TRY NOT TO, CMON MAN CONTINUE TO BE CHILL but it’s over…Like a Russian man walked over to me and put a fridge on my back and said “dont worry keep walking my brother, its as easy without”
Khan did something to desensitize me to beauty, this is one of the only points im throwing out that I couldnt logically digest or link to many other points in this newly formed “web of advancement” I’m revealing to you all.
All I knew was that I simply did not care, I only cared about what they can offer me, I no longer saw women as divine creatures and you know what, I’ve been rejected enough in my life to know that looks mean nothing by now, a 10/10 is a 1/10 to me if she seems difficult and unwilling to give me what I want in exchange for my company, and a 6/10 is a 10/10 if shes sexually open and loving my confidence and wants to do something with me.
Leading to the next point
Making women feel good?: Mr cool, showing intent, genuinity, desensitization to their opinions or judgements in this giant web made me realize one thing, when you take away the script and add all those factors to a human being he becomes something else, he learns how to make women feel good.
It felt so natural, too. I knew when to compliment, and when not to. The usual times I compliment I just never did, other times when we have an amazing 5 minutes of laughing and exchanging stories and connecting my brain would instantly say FUCKING COMPLIMENT HER, SHE EARNED IT. I also cared so much less about talking about my shitty life and trying to win over her validation cuz i was content with myself, something i havent felt since i was 20.
I would let them talk, I’d show interest in their life. I tried my best to delve into their dreams and stories to keep me hooked, I observed everything…I drew a picture of them and their life. I wanted to know them and I for once in my life wasnt there just to talk about myself to reap validation.
this is the hardest part for me to write actually, for some god known reason.
the finale.
i literally am getting goosebumps writing this, but for the first time on earth in 29 years I got my first 10/10
Before i write this story which I hold near to my heart like a gold medal, pre khan if you asked me if i got a 10/10 i would have said yes, that was all delusion and lies. I grinded hard and sometimes sold my own sanity to get one for 2 months max before losing them, it was like a boxer with his face all swollen up and bloody telling you “yup, easy fight dont worry” I truly knew deep down in my mind I wasnt worth of 10/10s, I always blocked it out and I think stage 1 of khan taught me this.
I would always rationalize why I cant easily get 10/10s to basic excuses, I aint tall…I aint brad pitt, I don’t have 20000 followers on insta.
GUYS, i got the first 10/10 of my life.
GOT
no weird delusions, no selling my soul, where do I even begin?
First, I realized that I don’t ever 10/10s is not because of anything but my mind, I learned this 1 month and a half after talking to this girl when she admitted she was obsessed with me.
I BLOCKED MYSELF, AND THEN BLAMED GENETICS OR THE WORLD OR THE SYSTEM.
if not for the guidance of khan and my own crying dying will to want to be successful with women, I woulda never realized this.
This girl was cold============ pre khan me woulda given up on her coldness and said i wasnt a worthy man for her, shes a slut that loves studs only, go away bro
khan me didn’t care that she was cold, if anything the newly found seducer mind of mine told me that very hot girls are always cold, I didnt flinch, I knew that I just loved talking to her when i had nothing else to do and hey she replied. every single day
SHE NEVER TEXTED FIRST========= pre khan me woulda felt a hit to my masculine ego and rationalized it by saying that she probably texts other guys first and that I just aint worthy and i woulda saved face by ghosting her before “she ghosts me” and then complain i cant get 10/10s cuZ i aint vin diesel.
Khan me didn’t care, like above. I knew I send one text when I don’t have anything else to do and she was summoned, we would talk
this new not caring guy would have not survived for a fucking day, pre khan me maybe couldve forcefully invoked him for a day before breaking down and just giving up cuz she was cold or bla bla, i didnt.
Guess what
I was mr cool, and I didnt care, I just wanted to talk to a cute princess like girl who was 19 (yes, shes 19) and fuck around with her.
the talks grew every day, I took it slow and I wasnt needy not even one bit, if anything id rate my neediness -1000 cuz as i suspected, during a question game later she said shes attracted to me cu nothing affects me and im super chill.
The talks became all night talks, ranging from everything to everything, things also got sexual because id nonchalantly open our convos 1 month into us meeting with a gif of two people making out, instead of “hey”
1 week ago she told me she’s obsessed with me.
I AM NOT DELUSIONAL, why do i know this?
Because the guy I was when I was talking to her, interacting with others around her, being with her…WAS THE MOST CHARMING IVE EVER BEEN, i love that guy, I literally want to cry thinking about what I’ve achieved i know this sounds gay af but holy shit looking back at the way I dealt with her, constantly chill and smiling…always non chalant and cool, intense at times and super ooga booga OTHER TIMES, was the pinnacle of something ive ever been with women since the day I was born.
I feel alive, I’ve broken the thing i thought cannot be broken, I legitmately and truthfully, attracted and kept a 10/10.
I want more and I am so ready for more, I have been through so much heartbreak in my life by women that i dont care about the downs and I wanna go pursue the ups.
Thanks for reading my review, sorry for the super crappy editing and structure.
