Reading some of your journal, idk if you need ST4. It could be amazing, but could also be recon hell, or both. It just seems like things are already going well for you 
Youāre probably right
I just think about a customer a lot, which makes me impatient, because I assume the stage four is better in a custom than stage two
But if I get such good results of stage two, maybe I should just throw it in a custom and leave it in there for a year while I focus on wealth and my EOG run.
Thoughts?
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If you get good results from ST2 and canāt afford to experiment with ST4, why risk it?
What matters is the real world results.
Even in the worst case scenario, youād end up building a better foundation using ST2 either way.
Yeah, I had never even considered that possibility until just now with us talking about it but it seems like an amazing option
Ooh I see. ST2 might be enough for a custom, it definitely felt lighter but still powerful compared to ST4. ST4 feels more intense and dense than ST2. I suppose you could try running a mini cycle of ST4 and see how you react to it.
What your second core will be?
The main core that comes to mind is the revelation of nectar within if I want a purely seduction based sub.
Iām definitely waiting for true social to come out though. Should be soon, now that the executive is out.
ST2 + True Social + NRE/ROTNW would be amazing
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Just gonna focus on executive and paragon for a few weeks though.
Executive: get used to the adhd scripting, let it sink in without much distraction apart from paragon, my job really requires āexecutiveā scripting rn in multiple ways.
Paragon: I broke my finger and the healing is slow, I got a nasty flu that took my friend 4 weeks to recover from, and paragon will help me sleep/relax and be healthy (habits/mindsets) while working this new job all-out.
SaintSov on the Exec thread said that paragon was better for even some mental patterns like extreme addictive/ocd thoughts than executive, so, while I donāt have that exactly, i think theyāll also synergize nicely.
will use HOM/Khan as a booster when I want additional wealth/sex.
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Paragon is magical, I too got a nasty flu, had very high temp and was barely walking. 5 min of Paragon and the next day Iām almost cured, barely any temp
Wish you a speedy recovery with both flu and finger
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This job continues to manifest as absolutely incredible
i now have free access to a 12K program around airbnb investing which iāve already wanted to do
the sales coach who has been on my vision board FOREVER is a sales coach on this offer i get to learn from directly (temple)
kinda realizing too that if I make ONE investment thatās totally passive and making me even 2k/mo, that allows me to do 2-3 years of vipassana meditation and come back with 100k in the bank and a passive cash flow machine still up and running at the end of that, which means i could reasonably do that within the next year or two.
realized my life is kind of on hold until i do 6-48 months of solid monk-mode, literal meditation retreats in asiaā¦
i cant get married until i do that, i canāt really settle down until i do that, nothingās really more important to me than that and once I do that phase of my life, i can ask myself watās next, but itās priority #1
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I was posting in my Executive journal for a bit, but I went through HELL with recon on that title, work was awful for a week, etc.
Did a 7 day washout and execās bloom combined with HOM/EOG bloom, and I had my best sales day ever at this company and broke their record for all time highest appointments set in a single day.
Testimonial to all 3 of those subs combined AND testimony to long washouts.
After crushing that record I really earned respect and am walking around much more confidently
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EDIT: this is an old draft I never published for some reason
money healing work i did today from the coaching program i started
- if i get rich my arab family will accept me
- if i get rich my white family will ostracize me
- if i get rich iāll be attractive, be smart, be proud, be lovable, not have to work hard, get to help people, get to do what i authentically want, get to follow my value of following my interests, get to be healthy and engaged in life and feel flow states instead of stress
-if i fail iāll be regretting for the rest of my life
- if i c
EDIT: iām sure the rest of the insights were profound, but it was a while ago, so I donāt need to re-process itā¦ just posting the draft
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Even though I havenāt listened to Ecstasy of Gold in well over a month, Iām still able to recognize that I just had one of the best weekends of my life, and it was thanks to Ecstasy of Gold.
I just spent a whole weekend in Idaho playing professional air hockey with some of the best people in the world. Itās such a small scene, but itās still cool to play with the number 15 best player in the world and learn tricks and tips from him and all of the other incredible players that were there.
The coolest part about it was how incredibly tight-knit of a family and community vibe they have. We werenāt just playing air hockey, we were having an incredible amount of fun, which is why it was one of the best weekends of my life.
Itās also really cool to know thatā¦ Iām now in the pro air hockey scene. Even if just as an amateur. And that Iām able to beat people that are in the top 100. So, although itās unofficialā¦ I still unofficially have the skill set to be a top 100 rated player.
But Ecstasy of Gold has been incredible. It really manifested this whole opportunity for me. If I want, I have a serious business opportunity to build a community of air hockey players and create an air hockey league in the Pacific Northwest and British Columbia of Canada. Thereās an incredible demand for it. Itās an incredibly growing sport. The stream that I was playing on this weekend was getting 50,000 to 100,000 views. And Iām the only guy in Vancouver that has any sort of connection to this community, so I literally have first mover and shaker advantage. More importantly, though, itās not a business so much as a way to fully tap into what I love doing. And like I said, air hockey this weekend was one of the best weekends of my life. And start to build some sort of brand and career around it as well.
Not only is there an opportunity for me to start that group, but these are the guys that a couple of months ago were saying that they would give me literally any percentage of commission if I helped them get sponsors for their streams because they get over 100,000 views on their streams quite regularly, and yet they have no sponsors except for a local Idaho REALTORĀ®, even though itās a national and really international phenomenon.
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Oh, the power of manifestationā¦
My only problem in starting an air hockey league was that a table costs 5-7Kā¦
But I just got offered one for a couple hundred bucks
Now I can place it in the bar, have a weekly event thatās $5 to join, keep the table in the bar 24/7 and do a 50/50 profit split of all the coins that come in, and start building this up.
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Stage 3 of EOG is calling to me