In the Ice I trust ❄

[Sub.Zero]

I’ve seen more attraction from women today. Even from a woman at my workplace who had never showed me her interest before. She would just try to keep it cool even though I could tell she was slightly attracted. Today she did that directly by offering me some food at the canteen and trying to strike up a convo. However, this kind of attraction was a bit different than typically. I got it from some other female coworkers, too. It was as if they had been more interested in me as a person and not as an “object of sexual desires”. I still need more time to fathom the exact “mechanics” of it.

I see some internal changes as well. That’s obvious and expected. In short, EmpD makes me rock solid and dark, WB cold and dark even more so whilst PR smooths out my intensity and makes me approachable, especially for women.

I see and I’ve started experiencing an insane romantic/seductive potential in this combo in the times where romance is so rare, so exotic to women and, therefore, all the more enthralling. It’s too early to say, yet upon the reactions and responses I’ve got from women since I started the stack I got an impression that they see me in the way that is presented in the picture below:

The power of mystery, romance and authenticity.

[SoulFire]

So just approachable enough they might feel safe trying to take off that helmet to see who’s under?

[Sub.Zero]

@SoulFire

So just approachable enough they might feel safe trying to take off that helmet to see who’s under?

Yes, PR has resolved the main issue in my seduction which was coming across as too intense to lots of women, due to the edge and vibe WB elicited in me. Lots of seductions didn’t even start because of that since those women were too timid and socially inept. PR helps them feel comfortably themselves when interacting with me and that helps me elicit their authentic way of communicating and connecting with me.

[Sub.Zero]

That “bedroom” scripting in PR is crazy. Last night, my lover rode me like a crazy, getting orgasm by orgasm, even more than the previous night. She didn’t have enough even though she was really sweaty and nearing to exhaustion. She also got really wet when we started. Like never before.

PR helped me explain to her the nature of our relationship better, and what my role in her life and her in mine is. I could explain to her better why we can’t be in a monogamous relationship. I did that not for the first time, yet now it was just more authentic and with considering her feelings even more profoundly.

[Sub.Zero]

@Sub.Zero

That “bedroom” scripting in PR is crazy. Last night, my lover rode me like a crazy, getting orgasm by orgasm, even more than the previous night. She didn’t have enough even though she was really sweaty and nearing to exhaustion. She also got really wet when we started. Like never before.

Last night I got even more of that. She rode me for around one hour. She got utterly sweaty and I got wet with her sweat. She wanted to keep going yet I told her that I had enough. Crazy stuff!

When I asked her why she rode me so wildly she couldn’t tell.

Anyhow, I wrote a poem about that in the morning. I’ve just sent it to her.

Ride me as if there was no tomorrow.
Ride me, there’s too much sorrow.
Ride me even though you’re sweaty.
Ride me since I’m your bedroom deity.
Ride me since you’re devilishly horny.
Ride me till the light of the morning.

[AlexanderGraves]

I’m honeslty mostly amazed by the stamina to have sex for an hour. You go, brother!

[Sub.Zero]

@AlexanderGraves

I’m honeslty mostly amazed by the stamina to have sex for an hour. You go, brother!

And me not as much by the stamina as by the insatiable desire.

[Sub.Zero]

My lover was supposed to go back to her country for two or three moths next week. I though we had said goodbye to one another on yesterday morning. However, a friend of hers got an accident and she needed to change her plan and she will be staying here for a bit longer.

Another thing is, today she had to work, instead of enjoying her usual day off, and because of that she couldn’t visit another friend of hers yesterday so she came over last night.

Two manifestations one by one. Two listening nights only. Damn! That was quick!

[Sub.Zero]

I’ve decided to focus on EmpD and WB as they help me do what I must and become what I must. PR is great, yet it’s not aligned with my life circumstances at the moment. It may never be.

Another thing is I’m capable of a love that is beyond my current partners’ capabilities as their psychology is not as subtle and complex, yet powerful and profound, as mine is.

[Sub.Zero]

I’ve been chivalrous to my wife for the whole day. She suffers from some spine issues and needs a bit of special attention and treatment. PR has definitely facilitated this attitude of mine. She really appreciated that, verbalising it. We had nice sex in the morning. She had never been as responsive in bed as she was today.

I’m going to keep running PR for her until next Saturday since I’ll be departing on that day, and we won’t see each other until Christmas.

She may not be capable of the love I am, but she’s responsive to chivalrous/romantic gestures and she definitely deserves them for the love I have for her.

[Sub.Zero]

PR improves my empathetic skills quite nicely. I am more emotional in the sense that I feel more and deeper, yet I can monitor and moderate my feelings and emotions more effectively.

Another thing is that the things that would trigger me when interacting with my wife only trigger my awareness without affecting my behaviour.

It is easier to listen to her and agree with her or agree to what she wants. It’s also easier for her to control her usual outburst when we’re arguing.

I also got one manifestation when buying her a watch I promised her to buy for our anniversary. We chose a watch, yet I didn’t have enough cash to pay for it, and she would have had to pay with her phone banking, yet we got a discount as the manager showed up and told us about the discount, and I had enough to pay in cash. Good. I really bought a watch for her as I promised.

[Sub.Zero]

@Thunder

to embody the rich older gentleman archetype

I don’t embody that (and any other) archetype on EmpD (or any other ZP sub) as that’s not the way I express my propositional attitudes (sorry for a fancy term but it’s the most accurate I know), which are unique to me (and everyone) and never fall under any archetype. However, I think I know what you mean by that. Some set of characteristics ascribed to what is considered “rich, older gentleman” by society.

EmpD works on those propositional attitudes of mine (and facilitate their expression), which are far away from the archetype you mentioned. They’re not close even to what the sales copy says, although the main theme is something I can clearly see in the way I express my propositional attitudes influenced by the scripting.

From what other people reported and to sum it up, EmpD helps them express their propositional attitudes in a way that makes them look as if they were embodying the wise old king archetype (wisdom, self-mastery, empathy, pride, regality and benevolence as the key characteristics), mixed with the flair of maturity and youthful vitality. Well, it resonates with the sales copy pretty well, yet, again, that picture was created based on what I see in all those reports from different users as a whole.

In me, it’s more about exploring the “Ice in me” (that part of my shadow that was a direct response to my highly traumatic life) and experiencing more ice in the Ice. What it means in terms of affecting my propositional attitudes is that I’m even more compassionless and prideless. My uniqe expression is far from that benevolent king archetype. There’s a merciless rebellion against what was made of me burning in my very soul. The courage to defy the “Old God” (who I “was made”), break the ancient order (the trauma bondage), and own my destiny.

I know this is not the answer you expected but you inspired me to go deeper in my introspection and retrospection.

I’m going to answer your question on the thread you posted it on.

[Sub.Zero]

I’m getting trauma response reconciliation in the form of a slight emotional instability (emotional fluctuations) as PR is obviously strengthening my empathetic skills (perhaps, even increasing my EQ). I can clearly see that, despite the recon, I’m way more attuned to the psychology of people around me, and it’s easier for me to influence their emotions.

Another thing is, today, my wife asked me if I loved her and I found a really authentic answer to it. I said that our love is not all roses, but it only makes it more real and stronger. I said it’s easy to love when life is good, but when it gets rough, many people give up and break up, whilst our love has only got stronger throughout the years.

I know that it’s mostly for her love for me. She would follow me to hell if it needed be. That’s why I have learnt to love her in my own “broken” way.

[Sub.Zero]

It’s time to let the Ice carry me away for it knows better than I where my legend lies.

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WB has immense potential and has changed me a lot internally for the past three months. However, my current circumstances point to Emperor + Emperor Daddy in terms of making the most of those circumstances of mine. I need to be more opportunistic and pragmatic in the usage of subliminals. That’s all.

[Sub.Zero]

I can definitely “feel” more ice in the Ice after switching from PR to Emperor, which I expected, naturally.

I believe that Emperor is going to help me with the shadow work, leading me even further than WB has, as it’s not so much about exploring my shadow anymore, where WB helped me tremendously, as it is about externalizimg it to a higher degree. Emperor seems to be a perfect tool for the job as it’s about dissolving all that holds you back from “greatness”… from being who you truly are.

[Uber_Elysium]

Emperor Daddy and Emperor that sounds like an interesting yet profound and powerful combo.

I am definitely looking forward to reading the results.

[Sub.Zero]

For now, I’m getting realizations upon retrospecting when talking to my wife.

We spoke about my being a father in the future and what my role would be.

I thought of my father who not only neglected me but made me a “kickboxing bag” for everyone around to “fuck”, instead of making me a "warrior ". Yet, he could not do that anyway since he was a coward who would try to cope with his fears and anxieties by making me scared and filling me up with lots of anxieties.

If I hadn’t started listening to subs 9 years ago, I would still be the “kickboxing bag.”

Fortunately, I “inherited” a valiant and unyielding spirit from my mom who would get in fistfights with boys as a girl, winning lots of respect among them. Both programs are tapping into that spirit.

I love Emperor, but I needed something to smooth it out socially and when it comes to my seduction blueprint. EmpD is a perfect fit.

[Sub.Zero]

@SaintSovereign

Emperor has never been about brooding as dominance. It’s about resilience as dominance. Do what you want, however you want and those around you have no power to stop you.

This is exactly how Emperor is affecting me right now. However, I can sense a dark undertone in the shifts occurring in me. It’s more than liberation… it’s rebellion… Against a fear that has been crippling me since I’ve remembered. Enough!

[Sub.Zero]

As expected, Emperor is guiding me towards working on my financial independence. I’m actively looking for ways to affiliate sell SC products. I also asked for advice on money ideas one of the forum members.

Another thing is, naturally, my inner frame is getting stronger as well. The fear of tapping into what’s the most beautiful and strongest in me is being dissolved. Emperor is the only "medicine’ I really NEED right now.

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When there’s fear no more, there’s no more place to hide from the truth, and that may hurt…

Recon but I can handle that… the pain and the truth.

Edit:
I’m texting an attractive woman (15 years younger than me) and I let her take a peek into my mood. She said I should do yoga when lies hit me hard. I haven’t done yoga for over one week indeed. lol

[Sub.Zero]

I’ve never been so psychologically powerful as I am now. However, Emperor gave me some existential recon yesterday. It was highly relevant to Emperor’s features/objectives. Emperor is the only title that helps me “see things for what they are” to a really high degree. No lies, no half-truths, no place to hide… I don’t want to hide since my fears are getting suspended/eradicated. There’s only me and the pain of the “truth”. Yet I stand tall in the face of it.

I think EmpD helped me through the recon due to making me really grounded in my life experience.

It looks like Emperor is the only program that “helps me” monitor my reconciliation cycle really accurately.

I see the stirring phase (in terms of “subliminal” focus and intensity), after being exposed to the scripting, that last a couple of hours and can cause “aggressive” recon (irascibility, way less self-control when it comes to containing anger etc.). Then the settling phase when the focus and intensity decrease and I’m more prone to “regressive” recon (sadness, low moods, procrastination etc.). Then the subliminal depletion phase when I’m prone to trauma-response recon (being sensitive to certain stimuli, especially social, that trigger short lived pricks of anxiety). The subliminal depletion phase usually occurs 10-14 hours after getting exposed and is the best moment to get exposed to the scripting again.

For that reason, I get exposed to the scripting in the morning and in the evening. It’s been working for me really well so far.